Fourteen - What makes a Man - The Break up

Jiyong POV

He just arrive from the office. So tired of all the office papers. He slumped his tired body in the sofa. His eyes close. Then his door bell rang. Who is visiting him at this time. He look at the Clock in the wall. It's 7pm. Maybe Bigbang is here to visit him.

He opens the door and the Kiko appear. Smiling flirty at him and goes inside fast before he can close the door.

He didn't close the door, he will going to shoo the pest visitor.

The girl sit in his sofa, She's wearing a skimpy black dress showing her legs and cleavage.

WtF! Is she seducing me? The hell!

"What the are you doing here? And what the you wearing?"

She slowly draw near him. Looking at him seductively. She purred and touch his face.

"Why so grumpy Jiyong babe?"

Disgust of what she called him. He push her and get a space between them.

He will not repeat what he do then. He loves Dara so much. He don't like the . He is just drunk that's why he succumb to her flirting.

The did not give in. She advanced her self again to him. And now back hugging him. Then suddenly Kiko kiss him. Surprise of what she did. He could not move immediately. The girl took advantage of his stiffness, she deepened the kiss.

But Jiyong feels nothing, he is not feeling lust of what she is doing. He feels numb of her kiss. He feels nothing. His body only wants Dara. He only wants Dara's lips, he only wants Dara's kiss. And nothing else.

Gonna push her when suddenly.

"Am I bother something?" Surprise at the voice at his back. He push hardly Kiko. The lather stumble in the floor.

His heart beat become faster, he slowly turn and then he see her. The girl she is waiting. She came back. Dara came back.

But he became nervous of what Dara see. He needs to explain.

this. I am now really ed up.

"Da-daraa I cca-n ee-xplaa-inn." He stutter.

Dara just look at him blankly. "Can we talk Jiyong sii?"

It's like she pinch his heart.

What with the sii now? He think he don't like what they are going to talk.

"Can we talk here or outside? Cause I don't want your visitor to feel awkward to me." She emphasized the word visitor.

He glares at Kiko. "Get out!" The girl scared of his glaring and to Dara also. She exit fast.

And now Dara and him is alone. Dara sit in his sofa. He sit in front of her. Fidgeting. Nervous of what she will gonna say.

Dara's eyes are cold. She is cold at him. And he feels shivers in just looking at her eyes.

"Dara-ah mianhe. Mianhe. Can you give me a chance to explain juseyo."

Dara just look at him blankly.

"Please Jagiya. Just don't look at me like that. I know your mad at me. Your angry. I hurt you. But please listen to me. If you want you can hurt me. Punch me, kick me. If that's what make you feel better. Do what you want. Just don't be like that. You are scaring me Baby girl.

Still cold in her eyes. "If you are asking for forgiveness. I am sorry too but I cannot forgive you, now. Maybe in time but now I don't think so."

Jiyong heart is now slowly breaking. It's like he is slowly stabbing his heart.

"And about the explanation? I don't think that necessary. I came here not to talk about that."

He's scared. He thinks he knows what Dara wants.

"Let's break up Jiyong."

His Heart is now totally broken.

Teary eyed he shook his head."No. No. I can't accept that baby girl. We are not going to break up."

"Mianhe Jiyong sii." But Dara's word are final.

"Just give me a chance. I will do anything. Just don't jebal." He is now pleading.

Dara stand up and not looking at him. "I'm going. That's all I came for. Don't bother to make up. Because everything is broken. And broken things cannot fix again. I am not going to believe you. You broke my heart, my trust, don't say you cannot live with out me. But I see you have a girl here. There's so many girls Jiyong. You can replace me anytime you want. That's you. And you cannot change. Forget me Jiyong. And I will forget you. Goodbye." She turn away.

He don't know what to say. He is just like a stiff watching her.

( This isn't goodbye, even as I watch you leave, this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry, even as tears fill my eyes, I swear I won't cry)

He just watched her leave. He is stopping his tears from fl