NOTE:

It seems like I confused some of you guys with Junhyung's ex fiancee Ara. Let me get it clear.

CHO ARA is not GOO HARA in this story. I'm sorry if you thought that it was her but it's not.

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Kikwang whistled happily forhimself while he poured some coffe into the cup. He looked at his couch in the livingroom and smiled. Rina was sleeping peacefully.

She fell asleep yesterday night when they were watching the tv and Kikwang didn't wanted her to leave so he didn't bother to wake her up.

Kikwang placed the sandwiches and the coffe on the breakfast table. He smiled satisfied at the beautiful sight. He then carefully walked over to Rina and bend down to face her.

''Rinaaa....'' He softly called her. He couldn't hide the excitement in his voice. When she didn't react he gently her arm.

''RINA!'' He excitedly called and touched her nose. She startled jumped up from the couch and looked around in panic. When she realized where she was she calmed down and sighed.

''Did I sleep here?'' She looked at him and rubbed her eyes.

Kikwang smiled ear to ear. ''You were sleeping so beautifully that I couldn't wake you up.''

''Really...'' She rolled her eyes and threw the blanket away from her.

''The breakfast is ready. I made it for you.'' He nodded to the kitchen. Rina turned her head to see the amazing breakfast table that was prepared by him. She just scoffed and got up from the couch.

''Hope it tastes good then. See you.'' She grabbed her bag and walked away from the apartment, leaving a stunned Kikwang behind.

Kikwang was waiting for Junhyung in his office. His head was lowered in his hands and he looked more depressed than ever.

''Kikwang...?'' Junhyung entered his office and noticed him, but he didn't react. He walked over to him and leaned in to his face to see what's wrong.

''Kikwang''

Kikwang looked up from his hands.

''Are you okay?'' Junhyung asked concerned.

''Ohhh...you came?'' He answered quietly. Junhyung gave him a questioning look.

''It's nothing....'' He lied. After all he couldn't tell him. She's his sister for gods sake! He cleared his throat and tried to change the subject.

''So, what happened yesterday?!''

Junhyung took off his jacket and sat on the couch.

''Please, don't say that it didn't work again!'' Kikwang threw his hands up in irritation as he waited for him to speak. When Junhyung didn't answer Kikwang got the answer.

''I see...'' He nodded his head. ''You can't fix this confession by talking...''

Junhyung looked at him with a raised brow. Then Kikwang tossed something at him. A tape recorder.

''Record all the things you want to tell her and then give it to her. And if you fail this time too, what the hell do you expect from me anymore, huh? I mean I came up with ALL the possible plans but you managed to fail in all of it! This is the last plan I have in my mind, so you better succeed with it!''

A smile formed on Junhyung's lips as he looked at the tape recorder in his hand. ''This is gonna be easy.''

''Yeah right'' Kikwang muttered under his breath.

Rina walked upstairs and when she was going to enter her room, she saw her mother in the living room. She scoffed and walked over to her.

''So.....'' She threw her bag on the couch beside her and smirked. ''...here you are, waiting for me.'' Her mother tried to ignore her but Rina didn't let it go.

''Now you're going to start again with 'where the hell were you all night?' and 'I'm tired of you' But don't even try mom because I have memorized all of it.''

Her mother shut her magazine and got up from her couch. ''I'm just going to say one thing.'' She took something from the table and gave it to her. ''You're returning to America.''

Rina stared at her mother, surprised.

''The least you could do me is to leave Korea. You should be thankful to me for not saying anything to your father because only you and I know exactly what s you have done.'' She spoke hurtfully and walked past her, leaving Rina in shock as she recalled the memories.

Junhyung tied his tie as he walked over to the big window in his room. He saw Sooyun busy with taking care of the flowers again. He smiled to himself when he saw how she tried to blew her bangs away since her hands were dirty.

He took out the tape recorder from his pocket and looked at it for a second. He then turned his gaze to Sooyun and pressed the play button.

''........Nobody have ever told me that it would be this hard.'' He watched her intesely from the window as he spoke. ''I haven't felt something this strong for any other girl before...'' He continued to talk. The words just came out automatically as he watched her.

''So why are we here Junhyung?'' Sooyun asked him as she looked around. It was a very expensive restaurant.

''You are about to find out.'' He nervously replied as he held the tape recorder in his hand hard under the table.

''Before you start, I have some things to tell you.''

Junhyung furrowed his brows. ''Like what?''

''I want you to know something....'' She looked at him seriously.

''Does it have anything to do with me?'' He asked nervously. He couldn't hide the smile on his face.

''A little about you and a little about my feelings.'' She said. Junhyung's heart started to beat rapidly. Was she going to say the same thing he was going to say tonight? He couldn't help but to think of it.

''Look, just relax okay?'' Junhyung smiled at her.

''Huh?'' Sooyun looked confused at him.

''You can tell me everything. All your feelings. So be comfortable to tell me.'' He smiled giddily at himself as he waited for her confession. Maybe he may not need the tape recorder after all.

''Are you sure?'' She asked him.

''I have never been so sure.''

Sooyun took a dep breath and sighed. ''Alec.....said that he wanted to marry me.''

Junhyung's face fell immediately as soon as he heard that guy's name. It felt like someone just slapped him across the face.

''Oh.....really.....'' He couldn't ignore the pain in his chest. He took out the tape recorder that he was holding under the table and slowly put it into his pocket.

''Then............you?'' His throat suddenly became dry.

''What?''

''Do you want to........marry with him?'' He whispered the last part.

''The things he told me, I don't know.... it made sense to me''

Right then and there Junhyung couldn't feel his heartbeat anymore. He felt like he couldn't breath anymore, like there was no oxygen. He stared at her. She was still talking.....but why didn't he hear her anymore? Why couldn't he hear her voice or any other thing in the restaurant.

''I'm considering about it.'' She said calmly.

''I................I understand......''

Sooyun looked at his pale face. She was going to ask him if he was alright but he started to talk.

''You're right.........you two know each other already since your childhood.''

''Yes.'' She smiled. ''Now, the reason why I told you this.... I know that I'm working for you, but I want to spend some time with him too. I wanted your permission for it.''

Junhyung clenched his fists hard. Who knew it would hurt this much? He suddenly didn't feel so good. He started to sweat and felt like he was sick. ''I..........It's okay with me.''

''Alright then, thank you. Now I'm relaxed.'' She happily smiled at him. ''What were you going to tell me?''

Junhyung bitterly smiled. ''It's not important anymore......''

''Are you sure about that? Because I feel like you want to tell me something badly but you're always refusing in the end. Just say it.''

''................I think it's just your imagination. It's nothing.''

''Hmm, maybe. So should we order something boss?'' She sweetly smiled at him. She was making it so hard for him. So hard.

Junhyung slided his car. He swiftly got out and slammed the car's door. Alec turned his head at the loud sound. His forehead wrinkled as he saw Junhyung furiously heading to him. Alec quickly got up from his place and clenched his jaw and his fists defensively as Junhyung came THIS close to his face.

''You won! I wish you two happiness!'' Junhyung stared at him for a second and then walked back to his car.

''What?'' Alec furrowed his brows in confusion. He was about to ask him what he meant but Junhyung swiftly slammed his car's door and zoomed away.

''YAH!! WHAT THE ARE YOU SAYING!?'' He screamed after him but he was already gone.

Junhyung's hands gripped the steering wheel hard as he fought back with the pain he was feeling. He tried to breath normal but couldn't.

He gave up...

The tape recorder fell from the seat and hit the play button as he swung to the right with the car. He heard his own voice talking. His confession he prepared for her to listen.

''I have heard so many things about love. I sang thousands of songs, heard thousands of stories, nobody have ever told me that it would be this hard. To look into your eyes was like starting into a new life. To touch you was like touching the life and your scent.........love was the last thing that should be in this game, but I fell in love with you Sooyun..............I love you.''

Junhyung's tears started to flow. He held his chest tightly as he cried in silence. He squeezed his eyes and inhaled deeply. It was over........he had lost.

''So? Com'on man! Tell me! How did it go!?'' Kikwang nagged at Junhyung as he followed him in to his office. ''Let's sit down first!'' He pushed him on the couch. ''Soooo... now, tell me everything!''

''Tell what?''

''How did Sooyun react when she listened to the tape recorder, huh?'' He excitedly asked. He then frowned. ''Don't tell me......she rejected you?'' He looked carefully at him.

''I hope it was so....''

''Dude come'on! Spill it out!''

''She never listened to it.'' He whispered.

''Couldn't you even confess with a tape recorder?! Junhyung what the h-''

''Goddamit! Will you listen to me for once!'' Junhyung cut him off angrily. ''She said that she wanted to be with Alec!'' He clenched his jaw tightly as he remembered. He tried to calm himself.

''That.....that mechanicer guy?'' Kikwang whispered. Junhyung nodded slowly.

''Oh no.....'' He looked at junhyung carefully. He felt so sorry at him now. ''If.....if she just heard what you had to say first.....maybe she-''

''Just forget about it. It's over.....'' Junhyung sighed.

''Are you sure bro?''

Junhyung nodded slowly. ''Sometimes you have to admit defeat.''

''You.....are you feeling okay?'' Kikwang whispered.

''I feel like . But it will be better soon......right?'' Junhyung looked at his best friend. ''Of course it will! You are the Walking after all! It doesn't suit you to be love sick anyway! It's not your thing!'' Kikwang tried to cheer him up but it didn't help.

''So? You wanted to talk....'' Alec looked at Sooyun and waited.

''Actually, I don't know how to start....'' She softly spoke. Alec scoffed. ''You have already said the worst thing you could have say, so it doesn't matter anyway.''

Sooyun sighed. ''Okay, it's true that I don't feel strong feelings for you....''

''Hmmhm.....'' Alec nodded uninterestedly as he looked away.

''But you have always been the trustworthy friend of mine.'' She smiled. ''And you know me since my childhood.''

Alec just wanted her to come to the point, which was obvious for him what it was. He waited for the 'I-don't see-you-more-than-a-friend' talk.

''You have always been there to support me and my family.'' She continued. ''And I have thought about the things we talked last time.''

Alec turned his head to her and waited for her. ''If I will be marrying someone oneday....I don't think there is a reason for you to not be my groom.''

Alec shook his head. Blinked for a couple times and then looked at her. Did he hear wrong? ''W-what are you saying?......Sooyun?'' He looked at her.

''Look, this doesn't mean that I'm accepting your proposal right away. If we spend some time together, then maybe I can make a decision.... to see what's in my heart.''

Alec gaped at her in shock. ''W-What!!?'' He looked away then at her again. ''Okay! D-do you want me to order a cup of coffe again?!'' He nervously lifted up her empty cup.

Sooyun couldn't help but to smile. ''Sure.'' Alec threw his chair back and got up. ''Coffe!'' He looked around. ''Waiter....?''

''There.'' Sooyun pointed behind him. ''Ah! Hey!'' He grabbed the waiter's arm. ''Can you give us two cups of coffe!?'' The waiter nodded and walked away. Alec just stared at Sooyun in shock and happiness.

Sooyun walked over to the couch where Junhyung was sitting. He was drinking his drink in the backyard while staring at the swimming pool.

''I'm ready. We can go now.'' She stood infront of him. She had dressed herself and was ready to go. They always go to the nightclubs around this time.

''We're staying at home tonight.'' He calmly said.

''Why? Are you sick?''

''No, I just don't want to.''

Sooyun sat on the couch beside him and eyed him for a second. ''Problems at work?'' She asked.

''Nope, everyhting is fine.''

''How's it going with your dad?'' She asked again.

''We're fine.''

''Then....your mother, your sister? Did they said something bad to you?''

''I haven't seen them in days....'' He replied again, not looking at her once.

''Did I do something?'' She asked carefully. Junhyung quickly looked at her. He couldn't speak for a second, just stared at her.

''No......'' He slowly shook his head. He looked deeply into her eyes and Sooyun didn't look away. She furrowed her brows, she felt like she sensed something and Junhyung quickly looked away.

''You're doing your part good. Following the agreement perfectly.'' He spoke.

''Then, what's wrong with you? Can you explain to me?''

''Forget it....'' He lowered his head.

''You're going to tell me!'' She said strictly. Junhyung gave her a look.

''Don't force me Sooyun.''

''I don't want to see you so unhappy okay? So spill it out!''

''It's nothing!''

''Junhyung! I'm not going anywhere until I hear what you have to say!''

He sighed deeply and suddenly turned his whole body to face her. ''I fell in love, okay! Do you understan? I'M IN LOVE! Are you happy now?''

Sooyun furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. She stared at him, slightly shocked.

''Who.....?'' She whispered. It was quiet for a minute. Sooyun didn't know why the silence bothered her.

''Just...... to a girl you don't know'' He said quietly.

''I never imagined it...'' She said. Junhyung looked at her. ''The girl who changed you like this.....I'm actually curious.'' She said seriously. Junhyung stared at her and Sooyun didn't look away. There was silence between them again. Sooyun searched his eyes, wondering which girl could change him like this. As much as she didn't want to admit it, she felt jealous of the girl. How she had the effect on him, the control.

She continued to stare into his eyes. Junhyung couldn't take it anymore and just got up from the couch and walked away from her.