look mum a gold star!!

omg it's been so long since i've posted anything on aff idk if anyone remembers me but hi everyone!!! i got featured!!!

this story was very important to me a couple of years ago and getting it featured was like my dream so....here u go 13 year old me......u did it!!!!

i feel obliged to say something but idrk what to say except a massive thank you to everyone that has supported me and my writing throughout the years, especially all the people that diligently left me supportive comments throughout the duration of posting this story. all of you honestly mean so much to me and i appreciate your encouragement, both past and present, so much 💖

i'm sure literally nobody remembers who i am except shawn and allysa who are the only two people that still support and read my stories SHSFDKJAFL but WHATEVER i remember every one of u and i appreciate u SO MUCH

i also want to say !!! BIG WARNING!!!!! if you're considering reading this story please keep in mind it has some strong themes and it might not be appropriate for some sensitive people :( also please don't take any ideas from this story, eating disorders , starving urself is stupid and ur all beautiful no matter what and i LOVE U

looking back on this fic i'm embarassed as to how poorly written it is but i can't redirect you to my newer fics because they're probably just as bad LOOL but i still love writing and i'm hoping to start on some new and improved content this december/next january after i graduate :') but as of right now i'm super busy with school so i dont rly hav time to do anything!!! poo!!!!! :-(

but um.....if u lov me and u wanna follow me and stuff......u can keep up with my bulltery by following me on twitter!!!!!! self promo!!!!! haha see i haven't changed a bit!!!!!!!

anyway thank you to everyone who has supported me and let this happen it means a lot and i love you all so much <3

anyway im gonna go write some essays now so ....um....watch gfriend's new mv fingertip when it drops today because they're legends....but in the meantime stream their teaser

love u all BYE

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Cloudy_Sky427 #1 Sep 21, 2020 04:49:32

I read this fic a couple of months ago and it really got to me and made me sad. I have an eating disorder, and a couple of self harm issues, so I think that might be why I keep thinking of this fic over and over again. Anyways, it’s still one of my favorites and thank you for writing it!

Penguksoo #2 Jun 7, 2020 08:24:47

Chapter 42: Okay. I know it's only a fiction. But i was literally crying. It's been 2 days after i finished this. And i was literally still crying. And i just somehow hate junmyeon for being so dumb. He just kind of killed 3 person juat bcs his words. Like.. how is he so ing dumb and doing another fatal mistakes after all of this tragedy. Maybe for niw, i need to tell myself thatthis is a fiction. Bcs if i'm not. I'll hate junmyeon for sure. Okay. Thats it. Thank u for making a rllygood fiction. And maybe i want to have some parts of this story, into mine. I'll give u the credits. And btw, i know this is late, its 2020 and this fiction was finished like, years ago. But its okay right??

mistymountains ^{193 streak} #3 Sep 11, 2018 05:15:49

Nice story!

mammons #4 Jun 23, 2018 09:01:35

Chapter 41: this is absolutely amazing
all of this was just raw emotion and seeing everything shattering just made me realize that the words you say to people can do so much more than we think
ty for sharing this with us!

Sleazy #5 May 25, 2018 02:07:30

Chapter 41: I saw the 'tragedy' on the rag screaming something. But seeing Luhan and Kyungsoo like that in the end made me cry. It's Junmyeon's fault all over again, and it's Jongin now. How can't he learn to shut his mouth? gosh, although it'sonly the work of fiction, I know I'm not suppossed to think it's them. I just afraid if they have the same thing happen in real life.

Anistaisha #6 Jul 26, 2017 19:17:32

Chapter 41: can you nOT

serenidad #7 Jul 9, 2017 10:21:13

good job!!

deathbyanime #8 Jun 27, 2017 05:49:12

Chapter 42: This story is so good, haven't cried that much in a while omg TT-TT

-Ijustwanttoread- #9 May 20, 2017 00:51:30

Chapter 41: So I'm back rereading this, and your story inspired me to write mine with my friend so thank you for that! (It's not very good though because I'm not a good author yet...)

This was really beautiful, and extremely descriptive. I really wonder how people can write these things with such strong and raw emotion. I want to one day to able to write as well as you can, and display and express emotions so well through words and letters.