I decided not to go home first. I didn't know how to react, or how I was supposed to face him. I went to the nearest park, and I took a seat on one of the benches. I looked at my watch. It was almost 9 pm now. *sighed* I looked up at the sky. The stars were shining brightly, showing their natural beauty. I took a deep breath as I looked at my surrounding. I suddenly remembered about our moment when I was lost during our honeymoon trip. I remembered how Luhan cheered me up with a cotton candy. I smiled bitterly. I loved him, but yet..I couldn't have him as I wanted. A tear slipped from my eye. I brought my head up a bit, looking at the sky..hoping that the tears would go back down. It was just..a self-comfort. 

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I arrived home, and I opened the door. It was quite dark. Perhaps everyone had slept. I walked slowly towards the stairs. I was so surprised when the light was suddenly on. "Oh My God!" I spontaneously said. I turned around, and I saw him. He was leaning his back on the wall, as he crossed his arms. "You scared me.." I held my chest. He walked closer to me with his arms still crossed. "Where have you been?" He asked in a serious tone. "I..I just had a walk." I stuttered. I didn't dare to look at his eyes. I thought he was going to hit me when he brought his hands towards me, but it turned out to be a hug. He pulled me into a warm hug. I was quite speechless. This time, I didn't hug him back, and he noticed it. He released the hug. "I..are you okay?" He asked me. Worry was written all over his face. He was such a pabo! It's obvious that I was not okay, but.."what do you think?" I asked him back. "Look.. I am so sorry. I.." "it's okay..you don't have to feel so sorry to me. I am the one who should feel like that towards Minyoung," I bursted. He was quite surprised with my statement. 

I didn't really know what was wrong with me these dsys. I seemed to not being able to control my emotion. I just simply spill everything out. Everything that was in my mind. He didn't give any response..so I decided to leave. Before I could walk away, he grabbed my wrist, and he pulled me into a kiss. I fought it. I tried to push him off me, but it didn't work. He was much more stronger than me. "Get..o..off.." I managed to say through the kiss. I pushed him harder this time, but it caused me to fall down. "Argh.." I groaned in pain. He immediately went to me. "Hana ah, are you okay?" He started to get panic. I was now sitting on the floor, with my hand holding the stairs. My fa