After the hospital, Yongguk brought me home. We didn't spoke very much on the way. But then he began to go faster. 
"Yah! Wait!", I screamed after him. But he didn't slow down. I took his wrist, to stop him from going. He didn't turn around.
"What's your problem?", I asked angryly. I was already pissed because of these stupid idiots of the school, but now Yongguk began to behave strange. He turnt around and I saw his face.
Full with anger and sadness.
"Yongguk..", I began but he put his hand out of my handle and went on. I ran after him. He had so long legs. 
"Yongguk, please..", I started again, but then he stopped and looked down on me. 
"I'm sorry, that I couldn't help you, when these idiots put water on you." I looked at him and I went confiused. Before I could say anything to that, he put my wrist, pushed mit towards him and hugged me so tight, that I could hardly breath.
"Miahnae!", he said again. 

Yongguk was a good person. He laughed much, was wild, funny and strong. Put he had a bad past. When he was young, he got in a bad group. Called Block B. I knew them. At first they seemed very nice. Wild guys who liked to do some rubbish. Like spraying graffity at school walls, but then they changed. There was a new one, called Zico, and he brought them to do some bad things. Stealing cars, destroying some old buildings etc. One day they went to a club. While Yongguk was rapping, one of the group began a fight. As their friend, Yongguk tried to pull them apart, but then another one punshed his face. He began also a big fight. Before all of them could runaway, the police came and took them at the station. One guy was badly beaten up. He went to the hospital and went to a coma. One had to take the liability for that, but no one wanted it. Then the guys apart from Yongguk spoke with eacher other and gave all the liability to Yongguk. He went to prison for one year. When he get out, he broked the contact with them and never spoked again to them. If he would get any legal proceedings he would get again to the prison and this was the last thing he wanted. So did I. That's the reason why he couldn't do anything and only watch. That's the reason why he was so sad and full with anger.

"Please Yongguk, I can't breath anymore", I said breathless. He loosen his hugged and looked at me.
"Miahnae."
"Stop excusing yourself. I know, that you couldn't help me. I don't mind. Please, I don't wanna talk anymore about it anymore. And I'm freaking could!", I changed the topic.
I was still wearing my wet uniform. Yongguk put his jacket of and put it on my shoulder.
"No, don't.."
"Just let me help you this time, please.", he bagged.
"Ok, then." I said, took his hand and walked with him.

Again we didn't talk much we were just holding our hands and walking. For other people , we looked like a couple. but we knew it better.
We were just friends. Yeah, bestfriends, but not more. I was wishing so badly, that he would know, how I felt. That he would retun my love. But I was absolutly sure, that he didn't. He treat my like a little sister. Not like someone he was in love with. But I was tired of it. I stopped and looked at him. He turnt around and look confiused.
"Yongguk..." I started. But I didn't went on. My heart began to beat fast.
"Yes?", he asked, after I didn't say anything.
"You know, uhm, you're my bestfriend.", I started.
"Yes, I know.", he said, still confiused.
"But...", my chest began to hurt. My heart was beating so fast, it already hurt. 'Tell him!' everything screamed inside me. 'Now!'
"But..", he repeat my word.
"But what if I wa..", I began ready to tell him everything. But then a car honk. I was so scared that I just hugged Yongguk, like a little child. Yongguk went back with me and looked at me. When I looked at him, I blushed and pushed him away.
I was so embarressed, that I turnt around and run away.
"Yah!" he screamed and ran after me. He took my wrist and tunt me around. I was just, millimetre away from his face.
"What did you wanted to say?", he asked. His voice went deep and serious. 
'Oh my god, his so..', I blushed more, and I couldn't figure out how that could happen when I was already blushed.
"Tell me." His face was so near.
"I-I..", I stuttered. I couldn't say it anymore. I lost my courage.
"Forget it." I said.
"No, tell me what you wanted to say.", he already begged. When I was about to take all my courage again, a familiar voice shouted our names.
"Yah! Yongguk, Katara! What are you doing here?", we saw Himchan with Jongup walking to us.
I pushed Yongguk lightly away and waved them both! "Hey you!", I waved and walked towards them. 'Saved' I thought.
This was the first time, that I wanted to tell Yongguk about my love, my feelings. The freaky first time.
But I was very sure that I wouldn't have the courage anymore to tell him everything.
I thought it will just stay a one-side-love.
My heart hurted on this thought.