Hello to all my readers :)

Yep it's official, i'm back...well on the weekends anyways and I promised you some chapters so here we go~
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Alex's POV

I sighed and opened the door, ready to witness a very angry and hungry looking Kassy who will probably complain about
how I didn't bring her any food, but I found the complete opposite. No one was home.

" What the freak?" I mumbled as I walked into our hotel room and witnessed the pile of empty pocky cases all over the floor.

I sighed, exasperated and walked over to the couch, tossing my phone onto the ground and prying my uggs off my aching feet.
 I grabbed my ipod and looked through my songs. Hmmmm which to choose? I stopped at Hangeng's song Say No. I would always listen to that song whenever I felt down or unhappy. I'm still pretty upset about him leaving, but that was his choice and I accept it, besides with his new songs he sounds a lot more free and peppier.

I rubbed the tiredness out of my eyes and put my ear phones on, turning the volume up and resting my head back against the sofa. I stayed that way for maybe an hour or two until I heard a light knock on the door. I pulled out my earphones and ran for the door, opening it to find a very crappy looking Kira.

" Woah Kira you look like crap." I commented, very oblivious to the fact she was a little sensitive at the moment.

She rolled her eyes and trudged in mumbling a soft, " Gee thanks.".

She collapsed on the floor and I scurried towards her.

" Kira! Kira!!" I yelled as I shook her hastily.

" MMMM~" She shooed me away with her hands and continued to lay lifelessly against the carpet.

I studied her blood shot eyes and gasped. " Kira, have you been crying?".

She ignored me and closed her eyes, but soon responded with a light shake of her head.

I scoffed. " Uh huh, open em'.".

She rolled over on her side, making her back face me. I rolled her back over and pulled up her eyelids.

I gasped again. " Oh my gosh you have!".

I eyed her worriedly and let go of her eyelids. " What happened?".

She gritted her teeth and covered her face with her hands. " I don't want to talk about it.".

I sneered and sat next to her sprawled body. " Well i'll be here to annoy you until you tell me.".

She sighed, obviously knowing I was never going to give up. " Jonghyun drama." was all she said.

I scrunched up my eyebrows. " Oh now what has that fat done?!".

She chuckled weakly and took her hands off her face. " He broke my heart...again.".

I pounded my fists on the table. " That f******* jerk!!!!!".

She put one finger up to her lips, motioning me to keep it down since it was now getting a bit dark. Oh yeah that reminds me where's Kassy?

" Oh yeah that reminds me where's Kassy?" I asked Kira.

Kira began to stare at the ceiling. " Mmm yea she's at the suju dorm. Kyu asked her to go there.".

I looked out the window and began to feel a bit worried. " Well do you think I should call her it's getting pretty late.".

Kira slightly smiled before turning the other way. " Nah she'll be fine.".

I cracked a smile as well. " Yeah your right.".

The next second we burst out laughing.

Kira chuckled. " Man we're heartless.".

All of a sudden I just couldn't help but break into song. " HOW COULD YOU BE SO HEARTLESS~~!!".

Kira giggled softly, but soon her smile faded and she began to stare at the ceiling again.

I frowned. " Kira your making me feel bad, what happened between you and Jonghyun?".

She sighed once again and looked at me with watery eyes. " I saw him with a girl and he kissed her cheek and she said they had done something the night before.".

Wrong thoughts began to fill my mind. " The night before...? That mother fudging punk!!!!! Ohhhhh he's...he's just asking to get a straight punch in the face.".

All of a sudden my favorite song went off.

Taeyeon Jessica Tiffany Sunny Yuri
Hyoyeon Seohyunnie Sooyoungie wa Yoona

My girls generation~

I ran after my phone and picked it up.

" Deh?" I answered, not in the mood to really talk right now.

" Hey um is this Alex?" A weird gayish voice seemed to ask.

" Uhhh yea and this is?" I asked in a very annoyed tone.

" Yeah um this is Kevin from U-kiss..." The dude said.

Wait U-kiss? Eli's band? Ohhhhh noo.

" What do you want?" I asked in a much more forceful tone.

" I-i...well...Eli's here at the hospital, we don't know what's wrong but he keeps muttering your name." Kevin asked uncertainly.

My eyes bulged. " ELI'S WHAT?!?!..wait how did you get my number?".

Kevin cleared his throat. " Um we found you on his contact list, you were on speed dial.".

I panicked. "  I uh...I DON'T KNOW WHO ELI IS!!".

I hung up the phone and let out a sigh collapsing right next to Kira.

Kira changed her voice into a low husky accent. " So whatchu in for?".

I giggled slightly at her dorkiness and sighed. " it's Eli..he's..he's in the hospital..".

She sprang up from her spot taking me by suprise. " Are you an idiot?!?! Go woman go!!!!!!!!!!".

I bit my lower lip. " I don't know.".

She slapped my back and dragged me towards the door. " GOOOOOO!".

And she closed the door behind me.

An old woman had just walked out of her room and was walking down the hall, she must not have good eyesight cause she stepped right on my back.

" OOF!" I mumbled as she walked away like she had never heard a thing.

I heard her chuckle...that evil woman.

I sighed and stood up. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and stared at it for a mere moment before dialing Kevin's  number once more.

" Hello?" He answered, god his gayness is killing me.

" Um hi is this Kevin?" I asked.

I didn't really need to ask, but just incase I was talking to his boyfriend I decided I would.

" Yeaaaaah. Who is this?" He asked uncertainly.

" This is Alex. Which hospital is Eli at?" I couldn't help but talk a little uneasily, I mean I had hung up on the guy not a moment ago.

I heard him ask someone before answering me. " _______ hospital and Alex?":

" Yeah?" I almost hung up on him there.

" Hurry." He pleaded.

I immediately hung up the phone and ran down the hallway and didn't bother to take the elevator. I opened the door, leading to a staircase and ran as fast as I could down many flights of stairs. I ran through the lobby and weaved around person after person before I finally made it out the cursed hotel and into the streets of Seoul.
I stopped in front of my car we had rented and pulled the keys out of my pocket. I probably only used this car three or four times when one of the girls wanted me to go out on errands. I hopped into the front seat and buckled my seat belt. I the ignition and hit the accelerator. I was driving, fast and after a moment I didn't even notice that I had my radio on. I quickly shut it off, obviously not in any mood to listen to music.

After about 15 minutes of speeding through traffic I screeched the car to a stop in the main parking lot of the hospital and ran inside.

I went up to the front desk where a young red-headed girl was sitting calmly, typing some important information into her computer.

" Excuse me." I tried to catch her attention since she seemed to be very concentrated on her work.

She looked up and immediately gave me a warm smile. " Oh yes how may I help you?".

I was breathing heavily due to all the running but managed to reply. " Yes um I want to see my boy_".

I quickly stopped myself and started over. " Um yes I was wondering what room my friend was in?".

She nodded and looked down at her computer before asking me a couple questions. " Alright what's his first name? His last name?".

I slightly coughed, catching my breath then answered. " Eli Kim.".

She began typing with her fragile little fingers and after a moment she nodded. " Ah I found him. He's in room 342 and that would be on the 6th floor.".

" Okay." She handed me a visitor's pass and I quickly walked away.

The 6th floor room 342. I'll have to remember that.

Soon I entered the 6th floor and found his room. I ran all the way there and stopped in front of a blonde haired man wearing a red turtle neck and jeans.

" Are you Kevin?" I asked with uncertainty.

He nodded. " Yeah are you Alex?".

I nodded as well. " I'm just gonna go see how he's doing.".

I was about to go inside when Kevin held me back. " He's not in there.".

I furrowed my eyebrows. " Well then where is he?".

Kevin took in a deep shaky breath then answered. " He's undergoing surgery.".

My eyes widned. " Will he be ok?".

Kevin shook his head. " We don't know, but the doctor said there's a 25% chance he'll make it through.".

I shook my head in disbelief and small tears began to form on the conrners of my eyes. " Why? What happened?".

Kevin shrugged. " I don't know for sure, but I think it had to do with him chasing some girl and he got hit by a car or something.".

Oh god....this is all my fault.