Dreams
How Can I Forget?
Yoseob’s POV:
We walked towards the gym… The guys kept whispering behind me, and it was starting to make me mad. We go to the door and I opened it. Yoora was sitting down watching TV on one of the Tvs attached to the treadmills. She was stretching. When she finally noticed that we were in the room, she got up.
Her pretty face became beautiful when she smiled. “Hello!” She said in English.
“Ready for lunch?” I asked her.
She nodded. “I’m starving!” I wish I understood what she just said… It sounded like a bunch of gibberish to me…
“Yoora, I know you’re speaking English for Dongwoon, but for the rest of us, can you translate what you said?” I asked her.
“Ohhh! Of course.” She said in Korean.
“Thanks.” I said.
“What do you want to eat for lunch?” Doojoon asked.
She shrugged. “I’ll eat anything.”
Doojoon-hyung nodded, and we walked out of the gym.
I fell back a step to be right beside Yoora. “Hello, yeobo.” I whispered to her.
“Hello, YangYoYo!” She replied.
“I would hug you right now, but I don’t want to get caught.” I said…
I saw Yoora nod from the corner of my eye. “I understand, Yoseob.”
When we got the elevator, Yoora was twiddling her thumbs.
“Yoora, what’s the matter? It looks like something is bothering you.” I pointed out.
She looked at me. “Oh, it’s nothing.”
“Are you sure?” I asked, getting worried.
She nodded. “Yes, it’s nothing.”
Yoora’s POV:
I was just so worried now… I was afraid that Mikun-Unnie and JongSeung-Oppa would tell President…
When we got into the elevator, I went to the back and Yoseob followed. He put his arm around my waist. “Yoora, you can’t hide it forever… You’re gonna have to tell me sooner or later.” He said to me.
I shook my head. I’m about to lie again… Lord, forgive my sins. “It’s nothing, seriously.”
“Hmph! I know you’re hiding something from me…” He looked at me.
I just shook my head. The elevator stopped, I broke away from Yoseob’s grasp… We were on our way to the exit… But right before we could someone stopped us. “Yoora has to stay here! President doesn’t want her going out in public just yet…”
I stopped walking. “Huh? Andwae?”
“President says it’s too early to reveal yourself in public… Especially with Beast.” The worker said to me..
I nodded. “Ne. I’ll just stay here and have whatever food they have in the kitchen upstairs.” I shrugged.
“NO! We’ll buy you food.” Yoseob said to me.
“If you want. Just hurry, because I’m really hungry.” I told him.
The six of them stared at me for awhile, and then exited. I sighed to myself… I walked back to the elevator… But I decided against it. I got tired of using it… I took the stairs instead. When I got upstairs, I went into the dance room… I laid down on the couch… I put my backpack under my head… I ignored my growling stomach, and closed my eyes.
I had a dream…
*Dream*
“Yoora!! It’s me! Your Umma!” The person said underneath the hooded robe.
“Umma? Why aren’t you showing your face?” I asked the person.
“Because you can’t see me… I came here to tell you that I love you, and I’m sorry…” Hooded-Umma said.
“B-b-but, when can I see you again?” I asked desperately. “I want to see you again…” I told her…
“Darling, I’ll come see you some time in the future…” She said.
I felt tears fall down my cheeks. “Umma, when I debut, come see me.” I said to her.
“I’m sorry, Yoora… But I don’t think I’ll be able to.” She replied.
“WHAT!? WHY!?” I yelled.
“Because… I just can’t…”
“NO!! You have to come! How about Appa?”
“Yoora, your Appa died… I’m sorry. He died two years after the divorce… He had turned into an alcoholic… And well he drove drunk… And you know the rest…” My Hooded-Umma sighed…
I fell to my knees. “This can’t be happening… WHY?!” I cried out!
“YOORA!!” My Hooded-Umma yelled at me.
“UMMA!! You can’t leave me!! Not now!! I NEED YOU!!!” I yelled in desperation… Tears just escaping…
“YOORA!! Wake up!!” I heard a familiar voice call out to me..
*End of Dream*
I woke up with a fright… I was shivering… I looked around me… The Beast boys were surrounding me, looking at me with concerned looks… Yoseob was sitting at my feet. I grabbed him. I sobbed into his chest.
Yoseob’s POV:
When we walked to the kitchen, Yoora wasn’t there… The only place that she could be would be the dance room. So we held onto her bag of food, and went the dance room… When we walked into the dance room, we found Yoora asleep on the couch… But one thing was wrong… She had tears streaming down her face…
“Is she awake?” I heard Hyunseungie- hyung asked.
I shrugged. “She looks to be asleep.”
I watched as the tears kept falling…
“That isn’t sweat is it?” Ki Kwang asked.
I shook my head. “No, it’s real tears.”
Then all of a sudden. “WHY?!” Yoora screamed.
I shook her by the shoulder. “YOORA!!”
She wouldn’t wake up…
“It looks like she’s having a nightmare or something.” Junhyung said.
I nodded. “I think she is too.”
“UMMA!!” She screamed again… She fell silent. “I NEED YOU!!” She was sobbing in her sleep now..
“YOORA!! Wake up!” I said in a worried tone.
Yoora’s eyes flew open… Her tears continued to the fall… She looked around and saw us. She saw me and grabbed me… She was shivering. As well as sobbing.
I put my hand on her hair. “Shhhh… Shhh… It’s all just a dream, Yoora.” I cooed.
“Yoseob.” She said as she continued to cry.
“Don’t say a word yet… Calm down first.” I said to her as I her hair.
“We’ll be outside.” Doojoon-hyung whispered.
I nodded.
“Yoora, what happened?” I asked her.
She continued to sob. “Yoseob, it was so sad yet scary at the same time.” She answered as she lifted up her head.
“Want to tell me what happened?” I asked her.
She nodded.
But then, she put her forehead on mine. She stared into my eyes. “Yoseob…” She whispered. Her warm breath hit my face.
Then she laid her lips on mine. But she was the first to break away. “Mianhaeyo.” She said when she broke away. “It’s just that…” She trailed off.
“There’s no need to apologize for a kiss.” I chuckled a bit.
“It’s just that, I thought I would gather up more strength from that before I told you.” She mumbled.
I shook my head. “It’s fine, Yoora.”
“Yoseob, I dreamed about my Umma…” She started. “She told me that my Appa passed away two years after the divorce… She said that he had become an alcoholic… And then got into a car wreck from driving drunk…” She started to cry again.
I grabbed her into a hug.
It must to lose a parent you barely know… I know she was 12, but her Appa was barely around the house… He was always working. Raising money to keep the family housed under a roof and food to be served on the table… But then again, he barely spent any time with Yoora… It was always her Umma.
“I’m sorry, Yoora.” I muttered.
She shook her head. “But then, my Umma said that she’ll come see me in the future… But she won’t come see me debut…” She told me.
“Well, that was a dream… You never know, your Umma might surprise you and really come see you debut.” I told her.
She nodded. “Yoseob… It’s just that I didn’t know that a dream like that could be so frightening.” She told me.
Yoora’s POV:
That dream will never leave me now… I thought to myself.
Yoseob’s warm arms around me, made me calm down… “Saranghaeyo, Yoseob…” I said.
“I love you too.” He replied. “You hungry, yeobo?” He asked me.
I nodded. “Pretty much…” I chuckled.
“Guys! You can come in now!!” Yoseob called out.
The door opened. The boys of Beast filed into the room. “Yoora, are you okay?” Junhyung asked me.
I nodded. “Yes, I’ll be fine. Thank you.” I replied.
He nodded at me. “Okay.”
“Eat up, Yoora.” Doojoon said. “You’ve worked yourself up all day. And it’s time for you to regain the energy again. Especially since you have vocals and dance next.”
“You can’t sing or dance on an empty stomach.” Ki Kwang added in.
I chuckled. “Okay.” I rubbed my hands together. “So what’d you get me?” I smiled.
“Rice, kimchi, and rib soup with vegetables.” Dongwoon answered.
“Yummy!” I smiled wider.
The guys chuckled at me. But Yoseob was staring at me intently. I looked into his eyes and smiled at him.
He was caught by surprised and returned the smile back.
Yang Yoseob, I love you… Thank you for being here for me. I thought to myself.
“Yang Yoseob, thank you!” I ended up saying to him.
“Your welcome, yeobo.” He smile at me.
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