Jealousy?
How Can I Forget?
Yoora’s POV:
The next morning, I got ready for church… I didn’t get much sleep last night because my mind was reeling that I couldn’t sleep. I got into the shower slowly. Even after that hot shower, I wasn’t fully awake yet. I got ready very sleepily. When I was ready, I walked down the steps. Everything about me today was slow. I just couldn’t think straight anymore.
Umma, I really wish you’d be here… I wish you were here to lead me through this hard time. I sighed to myself.
I sat down on a stool that was lined up against the kitchen counter… I put my head down. I just sat there… My eyes started to slowly close. The exhaustion was getting to me. I was the only one downstairs. Everyone else was still getting ready. I must’ve fallen asleep… Because the next thing I knew, I heard SooJin whisper in my ear. “Unnie! We have to go to church now! Wake up~!” She shook my shoulders.
“Hmmm?” I slowly lifted up my head.
“Yoora, are you okay?” My Imo asked me.
I shook my head. “I didn’t get any sleep last night due to my mind thinking like crazy.” I answered. I wiped my eyes.
“Darling… If you want, you can just stay home and get your rest. Since you’re gonna be starting your training tomorrow.” She said.
I nodded. “That would be wonderful. I’m sorry. I wish I can go with you guys, but I’m just so tired.” I stifled out a yawn. “Excuse me.”
“Well, we will be back with breakfast after church.” My Imo said. “Rest well, darling.”
I nodded. “Thank you so much, Imo.”
“See you later, dongsaeng. Sleep well.” JungHee Oppa said to me.
I saluted him. “Of course, Captain Oppa.” I stifled a tired laugh.
“Bye, Noona! We will see you later.” Dong-Min-ah said.
I nodded.
Then they closed the door. I locked the door, and walked up stairs… I went to my room and changed back into my pajamas.. Before I went under the covers, I closed my curtains. I didn’t want the stupid sunlight keeping me up more than my reeling mind was.
As soon as I got under the comforter and my head touched on that pillow, I crashed out…
Yoseob’s POV:
I was sitting in the van onto our next destination for another show. I looked out the window…
“Yoseob-ah, what are you thinking about?” Hyunseung asked me.
I shrugged. “What Yoora is doing right now… I wonder if the trainee news kept her up last night… She just seemed so bothered by it last night.” I answered.
“Well, I think she’s fine. Maybe she finally got around and approved of it.” Doojoon-hyung said.
“We’ll never know until tomorrow when she starts.” I said to him.
I looked towards the front of the van. Junhyung was looking out the window too.. He was awfully quiet.
“Junhyung-hyung, are you okay?” I called to the front.
He stayed silent… I wonder what’s going through his mind right now… I thought to myself.
“Soooo!! Yoseob-hyung and Yoora-noona… You two make a cute couple.” Ki Kwang, praising me.
I felt myself smile. “Yeah. Last night we made it official, I guess you can say.” I said. My cheeks were heating up.
“Look at him!! He’s blushing!!” Dongwoon-ah called out.
“Shut up, dongsaeng!” I said to him.
The guys snickered to themselves… Junhyung was still emotionless. Staring out the window. Is he jealous of me being with Yoora? I asked myself. Hmm.. I wonder. He was acting weird last night too…
Junhyung’s POV:
Yoora was now officially taken by Yoseob… And I couldn’t do anything about it… When they guys were going off about it last night after the ball, I didn’t know what to say… So I excused myself from them to the bathroom, and snuck into the bedroom. My mind just reeled last night about her.
I just wish that she would’ve gave me a chance… She just went straight to Yoseob… I think it was because of that first impression I made of myself on our debut night… I sighed quietly to myself. We arrived to our destination for the day and I got out of the van. Before I can advance into the building, Yoseob stopped me…
I really didn’t want to deal with him… “What do you want, dongsaeng?” I asked him.
“Are you jealous of me dating Yoora?” He asked straight out.
I blinked at him. “What?!” I spazzed out.
“Are you jealous of me dating Yoora now?” He asked again.
I shrugged. “I can care less who you’re dating…” I answered, nonchalantly.
“Your weird behavior last night. And then you not reacting to the things said in the van. There’s just something weird about you every since you met her… Really, what’s going on?” He raised his eyebrows at me.
I rolled my eyes at him. “Maybe I am jealous of you, but what does it matter?” I nagged.
“Hyung, I wish I can give you some encouraging words, but it coming from the guy that’s dating the girl you like, you wouldn’t care.” He said. “Am I right?” He asked.
I sighed. “Dongsaeng. I’m truly happy for you. You got the girl you fell in love with six years ago back… And then within almost three weeks of being reunited with her, you guys end up dating. You got everything you ever wanted…” I told him. “You got the dream career, the great friends, and then the girl. And as your hyung, I really am happy for you.” I ended.
Yoseob nodded. “Hyung, I’m sorry. I didn’t know you liked her that way. I guess my emotions for her blinded me from everyone else’s emotions for her. Well, I can promise you this. You can be close friends with her. Just don’t get too close that she’ll fall for you, arraso?” He told me.
I chuckled. I grabbed Yoseob into a head lock. “Look at you. The Visual Maknae, acting so serious.” I gave him a noogie.
“YAH!! Hyung, stop!! We’re about to perform, and you just ruined my hair!!” He pouted at me.
I let go of him.
“Okay you two goof balls, lets get inside.” Doojoon-hyung said to us.
We walked into the building, got ready, and performed.
Yoora’s POV:
I woke up… I felt refreshed! I looked at the clock and it was 1:30 in the afternoon already!!! I jumped out of bed, and I went downstairs… I heard the family bonding down there… I walked into the living room, where I found all of them.
“UNNIE~!” SooJin screamed and ran to me.
She jumped into my arms, and I caught her and carried her. She wrapped her small arms around my neck. “Did you sleep well, Unnie?” She asked me.
I nodded. “I sure did. Did you go to the park after church today?” I asked her.
She looked at my face. “Yes! I wish you were there Unnie! So you could’ve gone on the slide with me!” She said excitedly.
I smiled at her. “Well next week.” I promised her.
“Well good morning again.” My Imo said as I put SooJin down. The whole family was staring at me.
I chuckled. “Good morning, Imo.” I said back.
“There’s lunch for you in the fridge. We were gonna wake you up when we got home at 10, but you looked so peaceful…” She smiled at me.
“It’s fine, Imo. Thank you.” I said as my stomach growled. “Well I’m hungry.” I mumbled.
The family laughed at me, and I went into the kitchen. Imobu and Imo followed me.
I got the food from the fridge and warmed it up in the microwave.
“Tomorrow morning, you’re gonna have to wake up early… I will be leaving for CUBE at 7 in the morning.” He told me.
I nodded. “That won’t be a problem.”
“Since you’re now a trainee at CUBE, the president extended my time there. I’m ordered to help you with your weekly recordings you’ll have to do.. And as time goes by, and you debut, I might end up being a permanent worker at CUBE.” He told me.
I nodded. “That is cool.”
“So, you excited for tomorrow?” My Imo asked.
I nodded. “Yes. I’m ready. At first, I just didn’t want to accept this was happening to me, but then as I stayed up late last night thinking about all this, I finally accepted it… Because I know that this is what I’ve been wanting to do since forever. And to know that my Umma would’ve wanted me to, I just decided to accept it.” I explained. “Plus, this is a one in a million thing.”
The microwave beeped. I grabbed my food, and I walked to the living room.
Yoseob’s POV:
Junhyung did like Yoora… Wow, that was a shocker. I didn’t see it coming.
We finished our performance of the day, and headed back to CUBE.
When we got there, President was there in our practice room.
“Oh, Mr. President! Annyeonghaeseyo!!” Doojoon spoke for all of us.
As if on que, we all bowed at the same time.
“Guys, as you know Kim Yoora will start her training tomorrow.” He said.
We all nodded.
“So, under my request, I want you guys to be her dance trainers.” He told us.
“Well that’s not gonna be a problem.” Doojoon said.
“The reason for this is because she knows you guys already, and I think that she’d be more comfortable of having you guys as her dance trainers. Instead of having her train with our other workers.” He said. “I know it’ll be more stressful for you guys, but just think of it as a good thing for your friend.”
“How will this be scheduled?” Junhyung asked.
“Well she’ll be with our vocal teachers and then her Imobu for the first half of the day, as you guys get your schedule done. And then once you guys are done, she will come to you for help for dancing.” He told us. “Don’t worry, when tomorrow comes, you will see. And then as you get used to it, it’ll be easy.”
“Okay, we understand.” Hyunseung said.
“Kasahaminda. Hwaiting.” President said.
We bowed once more and watched him leave.
“So we’ll be Yoora’s dance teachers?” I asked.
Doojoon-hyung nodded. “Looks like it.”
I nodded. “This will be fun tomorrow.” I said.
I want to contact Yoora, but I’m just so busy. I sighed to myself..
Yoora’s POV:
As the day continued on, it finally hit 8:00 at night… I haven’t heard from Yoseob all day. I wondered why. But I didn’t put a second thought into it. I went into bed, and slept… I’ve slept a lot today…
*8 Hours Later @ 6:00AM*
I woke up… I got ready for my first day of training… I wore some comfortable sweats and a t-shirt… I got my backpack and packed an extra shirt, towel, two water bottles, wallet, and other things…
As 6:45AM hit, someone knocked on my door. I opened it. My Imobu was standing there… “It’s time to go.” He said.
I nodded and we walked down the stairs.
We got into the car, and we went to CUBE silently.
When we got to CUBE, I looked at the building, and I sighed.
Well lets get this show on the road. I thought to myself.
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