“Getting back to where we were” I pursed my lips and took another paper from the remaining ones. “From Sean oppa, how can you become a vamp? One of my favorite all time questions” it seriously is.

I never get tired relaying the whole process of that over and over again no matter how many times, funny thing is even if I know so much of how it works I don’t know firsthand how it really feels to be turned into since obviously I was born one.

“It’s not as simple as the ones you watch in the movies, it just doesn’t take a mere bite in the neck and the venom to enter your system it’s more complicated than that. From the part where you bit the human a certain amount of blood is needed both from us mixing it together and drink it, take more or less blood then the transformation fails killing the human in the process. When being mixed together my blood’s cells eats up the cells of the human, the reason why the human blood is needed is because of the potent venom mixed with ours if directly put in a humans body it could kill you, human blood serves as warning for the whole blood system to be ready for it. Timing is also needed drink the mix blood with more than the human blood cell eaten up or a little eaten up by the cell form a vamp the transformation also fails killing the human. In short if you don’t have enough blood from both and/or drank in the wrong time the human ends up dying … Then there’s the whole waiting period for it to finish, then dealing with the hunger issues after then more … For the case of Suju and Shinee being a half vamp, the process of that is still the same thing except for one component and that’s the bite, for a full vamp I have to bit you and take the blood from there but for a half vamp I can just cut your wrist or any part of your body take much more amount of human blood compared to the amount of blood taken from me … You get the point right?” I asked but they all looked so confused but then nodded at right after.

Aigoo, I’ve probably talked so much that it can cover up a whole decade of me not talking thinking about it I still have about 5 more questions to go not forgetting the after show special with unnie. For sure I wouldn’t be getting any sleep for the night since it’s already 8 pm, I need to finish soon so they can get their sleep too.

“Tae and baby maknae has related questions …. What powers do you have when you’re in your human form and what powers do you have when you’re in your vampire form?”

I slump my back to the couch sighing at the loss of strength to go on but I still have to finish so I have to get going.

“I’ll go make ramen for you to eat” Bommie stood up since her question isn’t up, I raised my hand thanking her with everything, she giggled and walked to the kitchen. “I’ll go with, I need to learn more about you since you left” Unnie said and hopped beside Bom.

“In human form I really don’t have much” Jaejoong snickered a little at that, I puffed my cheeks in disapproval of his sudden intrusion when he was so quiet the whole time.

“My hearing is a hundred percent clear with a 100 mile range. 20-20 vision too even in the dark. Running is a little slower than in vamp form, jumping comes in hand the highest would be about 100 floors up. Telekinesis comes in handy when you’re lazy, then there’s the my summoning powers, transforming into anything and lastly telepathy and mind reading and control” I was confused to how surprised there was about those little powers I hold when in I’m captive in this small body I just wonder what their reaction would be when I told them of my vamp powers, just thinking of it is making me smile already.

“As for my vamp powers, all those just 100 times much more! Having a pure blood officially gives you attribute with an element, in my case since I’m a royal pure blood my I have four elemental attributes added to that I’m the first vampire to have a lightning attribute, a downfall on having all those 5 elements in the palm of your hands is that whatever your emotion is affects the weather so all the time you thought the sky was mad or sad at the same time that I was it’s because of that power. I can also control a body completely … Hmmm… what else?  I’m really not sure of the others since I haven’t used them in a long time!” I chuckled awkwardly but their faces only worsen as before.

“Nuna is scary!” I heard Dae whisper to Seungri.

“I heard that!” I said and they both jumped in surprise.

“Just don’t get on her bad side then you’ll survive!” Donghae said pinching my cheeks. He’s starting again.

“A quick break time for our little rabbit!” Bom came in holding a tray of food just for me. I squealed when I saw and smell the hot steam coming from the freshly cooked ramen. “Hyori unnie bought snacks for everyone else too” she added and the rest did the same.

We sat quietly enjoying the snack like kindergartens while the adults talked their own matters, Ji stood up from sitting with everybody else and sat beside me opening his mouth. “Aah~” he crooned waiting for a mouthful of ramen. I giggled and served him a spoonful, blowing at it first of course.

Getting the food on his mouth he gleamed with a satisfied smile hugging me by the waist. He’s making me feel like a nuna or a pet owner because of this. I leaned down and kissed his fore head while he got comfortable.

Donghae and Jaejoong were glaring so bad at him, the fire on their eyes unquenchable by any kind of water. There’s like a connection between this two they only share and I’m going to find that out no matter what the case is.

“Okay we’re left with Bommie’s, Jaewook oppa’s and Tabi’s! Ji pick one!” I held out the 3 pieces of paper in front of him, he took out the one in the middle and gave it to me. “Jaewook oppa’s question, what kills a vamp? … Well, stakes through the heart, holy water, garlic, a cross or sunlight doesn’t really do nothing but waste time. Break or rip us from limb to limb and then burn us that’s the way to do it!” I winked at them giving them what they need to know when the time comes that they need to take care of me themselves.

‘I hope that day doesn’t come!’ I thought as I eyed all of them one by one remembering their smiling faces. I already have a feeling ever since they unnie and oppa came that a separation would come soon, not just temporary but probably for permanent.

“Tabi’s question is … Are you going to leave us soon?” my voice faded as I read till the end of the question.

You gotta give it to Tabi to notice things quickly with those eyes. The tension was starting to built up because of that one question and the girls along with Ji started to move uncomfortably not wanting to hear the obvious answer, they’ll know soon anyway might as well tell them now.

“There is still no certainty on that but there’s a huge possibility of me having to leave!” I answered without look at those eyes. “To answer Bommie’s question if I ever think of turning all of you into vamps … Living an immortal life isn’t as good as it looks like, you live by watching all your loved ones die, even if you think that time would pass by and the pain would just fade but coming back at it you’d always feel the pain you felt back then! Just like it’s still hard for me to see Jiyong, Jaejoong and Donghae all at once because it reminds of him along with that it’s never easy to look at the family you loved and slowly erase all those memories you had with them …” I paused and looked at them seriously making sure each one from this family was paying attention to me.

“If the time comes and you’re asked to make a decision for your lives and me I’d want you to pick yours and not mine … For sure I wouldn’t let that day come when your lives are at stake because of me but if it comes I’d want all of you to try no