Mistake
The First & The Last*BEEP*
I received a text and immediately opened it. As my wish it was from Taeyeon.
From: TaeTae
"Pani-ah, are you still awake?"
To: TaeTae
"Yes."
I replied shortly.
*BEEP*
"That's good. But Pani-ah, you didn't visit my practice today. Why? :("
So he was really immersed with that girl, huh? He didn't even realize that I was there, waving to him, like, 5 times.
"I did, but you were busy checking on a girl. Who's that? Your girl? :p"
My text seemed playful but my heart ached as I sent the message. Though it felt wrong, I couldn't help but being curious.
*BEEP*
"Aigoo~ mianhae, Pani-ah. ><
Well, I think I can trust you. You know Sunny right? She's our senior in class 9C."
Thump. Thump.
I felt nervous as my heart beat faster.
Sunny? The senior that is known as the Aegyo Queen?
Uh-oh, this is not good. I thought I knew where his word would go. And I knew I wouldn't like it.
Just please don't be it. Please, God.
"Yeah, what's with her?"
*BEEP*
"I think.. I think I like her. >< She's so cute and caring."
...
God didn't grant my wish.
It felt like Taeyeon dropped a bomb. It felt so hurt, like very sharp knives throbbed my chest.
Was it what people called "heartbroken"?
Congratulations, Kim Taeyeon.
This afternoon you had just lifted my feet off the ground, and now you successfully broke my heart into pieces.
"Whoa, really? Good luck then. Happy for you~ ^^"
I couldn't describe my feelings.
Disappointed, yes.
Hurt? Yes.
Jealous? Yes.
Heatbroken? Absolutely.
But happy? A big NO. What a liar I was.
"Thanks, Pani-ah. Gotta go now, I have a practice early tomorrow. Good nite, sweet dream~ ^^"
Even in my dream I wouldn't have the sweet one after what you said, Tae.
I was so pissed off yet I had no reason to be mad at him.
I started typing back.
"Good nite, Tae. I love u."
Backspace.
"Good nite, Tae, I love"
Backspace.
"Good nite, Tae, I"
"Good nite, Tae."
Sent.
That's right, Tiffany. You and him could never be together. It's my mistake for loving you.
I sighed heavily and let my tears flow all night.
Chapter 10! *clapping hands*
Poor Fany.. *sob* T.T
Now, now. Everything needs process, doesn't it? Please be patient~. :3
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