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I hate him, But I love him
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A smile a day, keeps the  sadness away...

Avilyn POV

Every day I put on a smile on my face for Key. Every day, I make an effort to get out of bed and make everyone happy around me. And Everyday, I'm in pain.  Who am I? What am I doing here? I feel like I'm a puppet on strings. I feel trapped and tied by each thread. I'm limited on what I know and who I trust. My memories are gone and the ones I can remember are useless. I rely on my heart and body. My head sometimes over fills with pain as I recollect some of my memories. So far I've gotten a few of my past, but only the basic. I know my father has passed away and my mother is nowhere to be found. She left my older sister in charge who is somehwere I don't remember where. I have a younger sister to take care of. I also have a memory of Key... a small one of my heart beating fast as he walked by me and smiled. He was actually my first memory. I clung onto that memory like a child would to its mother. I needed support and love to help ease me back into my regular life or as I like to put it, Avilyn's life. I'm slowly finding myself, but Its taking too long. I hate the headaches and feeling lost. I don't know where to go and what to do.  Key has helped me with a lot. I  knew I could rely on him because he was special to me. He was there when I woke up at the hospital and when he touches me, my skin tingles and grows warm. I can't help but smile when he's around and my heart still beats rapidly. I know the old me was in love with him and even the new me has fallen for hi

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ilovesungyeollie
#1
Chapter 41: Awww the happy ending they deserved ^^;;
MissLocket #2
Chapter 41: Oh... I love it. Finally, a happy ending. Thank you so much for the story. It was pretty interesting.
psiphidragon #3
Chapter 6: Lol I like this story so far. ;-)
Kpopgirl808 #4
Chapter 41: Aww this story was AMAZING! Loved it sooooo much! Well...that's all! I'm off to read more of your FanFics
welsh-k-poplover
#5
Chapter 6: I have just started to read this and because of all the videos you h ave posted i now have a few more k-pop bands to listen too and this story is amazing btw :)
ashleykobai #6
Chapter 1: oh god~! key kibum is so Handosme i can tell~!
YudaiM #7
KEYYYYY <3
SharkyZulkiflee #8
Chapter 12: ahifkzxlzjedicbusihiwbsjbcikxnnsbsxj disnkbzxkdjaoinc nikasdjnkdnkc
*me fangirling*

I LOVE IT!! Was called crazy for squealing and laughing alone by my mom ( .. )