How do you live with regret?

I can't say I love you anymore...

and It's tearing me apart.

KEY POV

I could taste my tears as they roll down my face.

"W-what?" I ask her confused. Confused because I don't understand why this would be happening to me. She wouldn't play games with me out of anger or just to get back at me.

She bites her lip and looks at me worridly. "Don't cry. Please!" She grabs my hands and holds them warmly in hers.

I just stare at her. 

"I don't know who you are, but I don't want you to be upset!" She tells me.

I laugh softly and wipe away my tears.

Suddenly, the doctor comes into the hospital room. 

"How is she doing?" He places a hand on my shoulder and looks at her. "She has amnesia, a side effect from all the stress she's been dealing with. Her brain has temprarily blocked her memories."

"How long?" I choke out, my words sounding strained.

"Til she gets back her memories?" The doctor asks, "I-I don't know. Could be long, or permanent."

I shut my eyes until I feel someone squeeze my hand.

I open them and she smiles at me. "Is that why I can't remember you?" 

The doctor nods. "I'm sorry, but the best you can do for her right now is try to jog back her memories. You guys can check out tod