Epilogue

I haven't seen Minhyuk since three month. I want to see him so badly but I can't muster up my courage to do so. I am afraid he doesn't like me anymore. I tortured him and I couldn't hold it against him if he despised me now.

Yu Mi left a few weeks ago, we spend as much time together as we could. She would always come to visit and sometimes we met up in the mall or somewhere else that was outside. I had difficulties walking in crowds at first. Whenever someone bumped into me I would fall or had to hold onto Yu Mi. Even now we are still writing and make video calls. She isn't the cold-hearted person anymore that I met in school at first and I am sure life has a lot of pleasant surprises for her.

Then there are Minzy and Sungyeol. They went on a trip through South Korea for the vacation. Last month they surprisingly stood on my door step. We will be attending senior year together. Our parents made sure we would be in the same class.

Which brings me to my last point. 2NE1 and Myungsoo. They will in the same class.

School starts in three days and I don't know hoe to face them. It was easy to forgive them when I thought I would die but I didn't and it will be awkward like hell when I meet them again and even attend the same class. Most of my vacation I spend studying the things they did in junior year and training, so I will be able to walk more than an hour. Because that is where I am right now. I can walk one hour, after that it is hard and I fell like I could collapse any minute.

I got up and went to my wardrobe. Looking through my stuff I decided to wear boyfriend-jeans and a funky tank top.

Today is the day I clear up with my past, so I can move on. My past is Myungsoo. That's why I decided to visit him and clear up our relationship. I hope that I can bring myself to talk to Minhyuk soon. Maybe it will take me a few weeks but I have to talk to him. At last I put on the bracelet with Minhyuk's button. With one last look in the mirror I decided I am ready to go. I music and thought about the things that were best to say. I wanted to be prepared. After one hour it was 12 o'clock and I still had no idea. Okay, whatever. Screw preparations. I just say whatever comes to my mind. I grabbed a bag, put my mobile phone and purse in there. I closed my eyes took a deep breath and walked to the kitchen. My mum prepared a typical Korean dish with many options. “Good morning. I prepared lunch.” My mum lilted. “Good morning. Thank you. It looks delicious. Will it be just the two of us?” I answered. “For now yes. Your sister is meeting friends and your dad is still asleep.” she told me. “I wouldn't dare sleeping when my beautiful wife prepared such a tasty lunch.” my dad stood in the door. Mum and I smiled at him. I think they had a serious bonding experience while I was sick. “Join us yeobo.” my mum told him. The three of us had a funny lunch filled with chatters. It felt like we were a normal family, only my sister was missing. Her attendance would have made this meal awesome. After I cleared the table I told my parents I would be heading out. Luckily they didn't ask what I wanted to do. Thank you mum. Thank you dad. I put on flats and walked to Myungsoo's house. His mother opened the door. “Yes please?” she said while opening the door. The moment she saw me it looked like her eyes would bulge out. She visited my a few times in the hospital but I haven't seen her since I was discharged. “Anyong haseoyo.” I bowed to her. “Is Myungsoo here by any chance?” I asked her with the sweetest smile I had. “O-of c-course. He is inside. Come on in.” She opened the door a little wider and stepped aside. I walked in. “Is he in his room?” I asked while taking off my shoes. She nodded. “Yes. I am in the kitchen if you need anything.” I smiled and went to Myungsoo's room. I gingerly knocked on the door. “Come in.” I heard his voice, so I opened the door. He looked to the door expectingly. When he saw me he turned a little paler. “Hey you.” I said cheerfully. “Hey you too.” his voice barely audible. “So, how are you doing? Are you still dating CL?” I asked, totally not interested. “I'm fine. I am still dating CL but she is more like a rebound.” he answered truthfully. I felt bad for CL. “Good to know you are doing well. I just came to tell you that I hope we can try mending our friendship. We have known each other way too long to throw our friendship away just like that.” I didn't completely believe myself but I wanted to be nice. “Listen. I am sorry for the things I have done. I shouldn't have gone that day. It still haunts me. I should have stayed. I love you. No, I am IN LOVE with you. Can you give us a go?” He said. Did he seriously confess? He dates on of my ex-best friends and he left me when I needed someone the most. I looked incredulously at him. “I am sorry Myungsoo. I can't.” I took my bag and got ready to leave. This guy has some nerves. After all he has done he confesses out of the blue. “Bye” I said before shutting his door. I went to the kitchen and bid my good-byes to Mrs Kim. “Visit again soon.” she said and I just smiled awkwardly. I put on my shoes and left the house. I stopped at the next café and bought me a hot chocolate to go. Afterwards I went to the park where Minhyuk asked me to be his training partner and sat down on exact the same bench, sipping my drink. Then I leaned back and closed my eyes. I thought about Minhyuk. I felt the sun shining down on me. Until it there was suddenly a shadow. I don't know how long I sat here but it must have been long. I slowly opened my eyes and looked back at Minhyuk's beautiful face. “Hey there.” he said. I was too shocked to talk. “Beautiful bracelet you have got there. Is it new?” he smiled a smile that could light up the whole world and that was the moment I knew he forgave me and still loved me. I couldn't help but smile also. He bend down and wrote down in the sand in front of me: Will you be my girlfriend? [] Yes

                                                                                                                                [] No

                                                                                                                                [] Maybe

I bend down in front of him and kissed him. I pulled away. “Yes. There is nothing more I want to be.” I said and he kissed me again. I ran out of breath and pulled away. I cleared the sand of the writing and wrote 'I love you' and we both smiled. “I love you too girlfriend”

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The end.

I will miss this story.

Anyway, thanks for putting up with me. I am really grateful that you made the writing of my first ff even more fun.