Trauma flashback
Scandal with Kim Jonghyunhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSgmX9C1z2E
It's been three days and Jonghyun is still avoiding you. Going out in the morning and come back when you're asleep. You can't help but feel strange and afraid however whenever you ask him, he will avoid you.
Today you had to go back home since you left your items there when the anti fans attacked you,''I'll be going back home to collect my stuff.''
Jonghyun continue to use his phone and didn't even bother to look up, you sigh and leave.
Once you close the door, Jonghyun put down his phone and stood up. Knowing that you won't bring the guards aroung, he's worried. After you drive away, Jonghyun gave up and follow you without you knowing.
He stop a few blocks away from your house and slowly walk over near your house. You were staring outside your house which looks horrible. All the rocks and bricks and glass that shattered was all over the floor. You close your eyes trying to ignore it and walk in.
From the broken windows, Jonghyun could see you packing and cleaning the mess up. You stood up and realise that your only family photo is on the floor and the glass frame was shattered. You rushed to it and hug it to your chest and looking around your house you can't help but feel alone and hated.
While cleaning the place, you saw the exact spot where Jonghyun hugged you and shielded you from the attack. You have a flashback of the scence, it all seems to be playing in slow motion. He even cover your ears so you don't hear them insulting you.
You kneel down and softly sob. You touch the place where Jonghyun head bleed and you cry not being able to hold it any longer.
Jonghyun was watching you cry and it's tearing him apart. This convinces him even more to leave you and let you go. Determined, Jonghyun wipe away his tears and go back home.
*It's time for goodbye...*
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