It will be easier
Scandal with Kim Jonghyunhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h98J41qrRTY
After the night Jonghyun conforted the president, you felt strange and werid. Jonghyun wasn't acting like himself, he was cold towards you.
Jonghyun was cooking breakfast when you woke up and you hug his back,''I'm so glad that everything is back to normal.'' Usually, he will turn around kiss you and hug you back instead he stiffen and pull your hands away,''you must be hungry.''
You blink at him,''Did I do something wrong oppa?''
Jonghyun didn't answer but actually he was biting his lips, it was hard resisting you.
During breakfast was quiet and cold. You stare at your food and thought of anything that you might do something wrong. Jonghyun notices but pretend he doesn't, his mind was in a choas state. *~~~~~~~, how am I suppose to leave you when ignoring you already breaks me.*
Jonghyun showered and remained cold,''I have to go out and don't wait up for me.''
Without turning to you or smiling at you Jonghyun left for the whole day. You were asleep while waiting for Jonghyun to come back and he was avoiding you all day. He miss you so much and yet he doesn't want to make it any harder for you later on.
He came back when he's sure that your'e asleep and you were asleep at the couch. *She must have waited for me*
He slowly came forward to the counch and tentatively kiss you softly. Covering you with a blanket, you snuggle into it.
Jonghyun continue to stare at you and unknowingly his tears escape his eyes and murmur,''I love you ~~~~~~~.'' It hurt him that you'll have to get hurt when you're the innocent party and he love you so much and yet he will have to leave you soon.
Wiping his tears away he tried to convince himself,''by leaving ~~~~~~, I'll be protecting her. We will both move on.''
Deep down he knows clearly that he's lying, it will be impossible to move on without you.
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