http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxRoJD7c-sk

Jonghyun was still at the dance studio 3am in the morning. He was keeping himself occupied to try to stop thinking of you but it never works. Now, Jonghyun can't even dance properly and was always a beat slower. 

He lost count how many hour has he been dancing, pespiration drop from his forehead. Slumping on the wall, Jonghyun took out his phone and went through the photos in his phone. 

There was the first photo he had of you, when you fell asleep in his car during the drive back and seeing the photo makes him finally smile. He sigh when he had a flashback of that night when he break up with you. 

He pulled you away from his arm ,''I never did love you. I was just saying it so you would sign the contract and pretend to be my girlfriend. Everything was a lie from the start, I was using you to make me popular and now that I'm famous, I don't need you. So, stop embarrassing yourself and LEAVE ME ALONE!''

Jonghyun turn to the mirror and despise himself,''was I too harsh?'' He punch the himself on the mirror and look away.

*~~~~~ how can you believe that I never love you?*

However, he got reminded on how you could be the one hurt if he didn't come protect you in time when the president release the contract. What if you got hit and hurt? Jonghyun shakes the thought away,''I'm doing the right thing. I am....''

It has been days since the break up and although you're finally eating, you were still depressed. Yun ji forces you to watch running man together at Seung Jin home and you couldn't laugh or smile. Yun ji on the other hand was laughing hysterically and you ask her,''Yun ji ah, will I ever laugh again?''

Yun ji sigh,''of course you will because you're a cheerful girl, you will laugh and smile again. I promise.''

You murmur to avoid letting Yun ji hear you,''I doubt so. I can't believe that I'm saying this, I regret meeting the idol, Kim jonghyun.'' Yun ji heard it and reminded you,''you're the one who always tell me that,''I never regret. If it's good, it's great. If it's bad, it's experience.'' You'll move on ~~~~~.''

Yun ji hugged you tightly and you pull out the bracelet that Jonghyun gave to you during your birthday. *I miss you Kim Jonghyun.*