Chapter 10
I Love You TOOJessica POV
I can’t go anywhere and have been resting all day at home because of my feet. I am very bored especially now when soojung is not home. If she’s here, we watch movies together or chat and we don’t even know how time flies. Now, I am sitting at the balcony and being bored after dinner. After a while, I heard the car and when I look down, I saw soojung is back home.
I saw Amber getting off the car right away and open soojung’s door. I feel something inside and I don’t know what is wrong with me. Amber is talking to soojung but I can’t hear them. And that thing happen which is making me aware of my own feelings. Amber is holding soojung’s cheeks gently and kisses her forehead. After that, he is talking a bit and drives off. I am hurt so much. I feel more pain than the time when I see them together.
I finally notice that there’s tears on my cheeks. I am asking myself why. Why am I crying like this?! And I finally know the answer. Because I love him. Yes, I love him. What should I do now? I know that Amber and soojung love each other and they are just yet to tell each other about it. What should I do? Should I hide my feelings and pretend I don’t love him? Should I confess my feelings? Should I ignore my feelings for him and give up for soojung? What should I do?!
Finally, the bad me won and I whisper to myself. “Jung sooyeon, love and war have no mercy. They are not also couples yet. I still have chance.” I go to soojung’s room and ask her relationship with Amber. She is hesitating a bit at first. She denies when I ask her they are couple or not. At that time, my mouth says the thing that my brain can’t comprehend. “I like Amber. No. I love him. I really love him. He is the first one who can make my heart beat first and the first one who I really love. What should I do, soojung.”
I saw soojung’s face is not good right now. What should I do really? Should I give up again for soojung like I always did for her? I feel darker. I cannot. Amber is the first boy I love in my life. I can give up any other things for soojung but not him.
Krystal POV
Unnie tells me she loves amber. That is somehow right. I shouldn’t love amber. I don’t have the right to love. “That’s good. He is a good boy. It’s right that you love him.” I tell her back. I shouldn’t love him. I shouldn’t being close with him anymore. I shouldn’t let all 3 of us getting hurt. So, I will going to be distant with him for my unnie.
Amber POV
I didn’t meet with krystal lately. I am being busy again. I am featuring in SNSD sunbaenim’s comeback MV “I Got A Boy”. After that I have to prepare for my comeback. This time, Jessica noona is featuring in my music video. Fans love us together being a model for Jessica’s appa fashion brand and there’s also many JessBer shipper out there. That’s why SM promote us together purposely after that. My comeback song is called “Girlfriend”.
The music video is about I love the girl and propose her and we are together in the end. We are embarrass again when we shooting the music video. There is a scene when the boy kisses the girl in the MV. When we shooting the scene, there’s a lot of NG and we have to do the scene again and again. Noona is also really embarrass and shy. I am also being awkward and feel sorry for her. The scene is finally okay after almost 20 times. Then, I became close with Jessica noona. She is really good to me. I don’t understand why she is being called “Ice Princess” when she is being friendly and kind.
And I am not living at the dorm anymore and I have a house now. My home is near with soojung’s home and can reach within 15 minutes by walking. I am happy because I am closer with the one I love. I am so excited. Her birthday is getting near. I am planning to propose her. I really hope she can accept me.
Jessica POV
I can’t go anywhere and have been resting all day at home because of my feet. I am very bored especially now when soojung is not home. If she’s here, we watch movies together or chat and we don’t even know how time flies. Now, I am sitting at the balcony and being bored after dinner. After a while, I heard the car and when I look down, I saw soojung is back home.
I saw Amber getting off the car right away and open soojung’s door. I feel something inside and I don’t know what is wrong with me. Amber is talking to soojung but I can’t hear them. And that thing happen which is making me aware of my own feelings. Amber is holding soojung’s cheeks gently and kisses her forehead. After that, he is talking a bit and drives off. I am hurt so much. I feel more pain than the time when I see them together.
I finally notice that there’s tears on my cheeks. I am asking myself why. Why am I crying like this?! And I finally know the answer. Because I love him. Yes, I love him. What should I do now? I know that Amber and soojung love each other and they are just yet to tell each other about it. What should I do? Should I hide my feelings and pretend I don’t love him? Should I confess my feelings? Should I ignore my feelings for him and give up for soojung? What should I do?!
Finally, the bad me won and I whisper to myself. “Jung sooyeon, love and war have no mercy. They are not also couples yet. I still have chance.” I go to soojung’s room and ask her relationship with Amber. She is hesitating a bit at first. She denies when I ask her they are couple or not. At that time, my mouth says the thing that my brain can’t comprehend. “I like Amber. No. I love him. I really love him. He is the first one who can make my heart beat first and the first one who I really love. What should I do, soojung.”
I saw soojung’s face is not good right now. What should I do really? Should I give up again for soojung like I always did for her? I feel darker. I cannot. Amber is the first boy I love in my life. I can give up any other things for soojung but not him.
Krystal POV
Unnie tells me she loves amber. That is somehow right. I shouldn’t love amber. I don’t have the right to love. “That’s good. He is a good boy. It’s right that you love him.” I tell her back. I shouldn’t love him. I shouldn’t being close with him anymore. I shouldn’t let all 3 of us getting hurt. So, I will going to be distant with him for my unnie.
Amber POV
I didn’t meet with krystal lately. I am being busy again. I am featuring in SNSD sunbaenim’s comeback MV “I Got A Boy”. After that I have to prepare for my comeback. This time, Jessica noona is featuring in my music video. Fans love us together being a model for Jessica’s appa fashion brand and there’s also many JessBer shipper out there. That’s why SM promote us together purposely after that. My comeback song is called “Girlfriend”.
The music video is about I love the girl and propose her and we are together in the end. We are embarrass again when we shooting the music video. There is a scene when the boy kisses the girl in the MV. When we shooting the scene, there’s a lot of NG and we have to do the scene again and again. Noona is also really embarrass and shy. I am also being awkward and feel sorry for her. The scene is finally okay after almost 20 times. Then, I became close with Jessica noona. She is really good to me. I don’t understand why she is being called “Ice Princess” when she is being friendly and kind.
And I am not living at the dorm anymore and I have a house now. My home is near with soojung’s home and can reach within 15 minutes by walking. I am happy because I am closer with the one I love. I am so excited. Her birthday is getting near. I am planning to propose her. I really hope she can accept me.
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