November 2007

My Dearest Joohyun,

So what if Lee Hongki is in my company? Do you like him? You? Like Lee Hongki? I never knew you’re into free spirited guys. Stay away from them Joohyun, and I’m serious. Those are not the type of men that you should be liking. Like someone as nice as you. Those who has plans, who will have a stable job. They are the type of men who will go after girls like you and are only after one thing. I would rather you tell me you like a nerd, or someone who aced their math exams or probably one of your teachers. Joohyun please! Not the likes of him.

Yes I guess this would really be it. Mom accepted it already, I haven’t really talked to dad about this. Last I heard he was seeing someone. A divorcee with 2 kids. Well whatever makes him happy. I wish mom would also find someone. I don’t even care if he’s a divorcee also as long as he would love mom and would take care of her. The only thing that’s holding me back from all these is mom, going through with this means I have to leave mom a lot but I promise Joohyun, if I pull this off, I’m taking mom to Seoul and make her live there, with me, so I won’’t have to see her all alone.

My trainee? Well we have a grading system, on a monthly basis we have these practical exams which will be graded by the higher ups. The highest is 5 meaning as a group we have to score atleast 4 or else practive time will be prolonged and we won’t have control over the music t