November 2006

Yong oppa,

Hi… I’m sorry to hear about Yemi. I feel really guilty. I never intended for you two to break up just with what I said, I’m really sorry. Just so you know, I support you in anything you decide to do with your life, that includes your love life. My brother told me a friend should always be there whatever happens so I’m sorry again. I should’ve just kept my mouth shout….

Congratulations on your audition! How did the callback go? Are you guys signing? Do update me because this is soooo exciting! The most exciting news from anyone I know… Imagine, if you guys make it, like I know you personally! Like I know someone really famous and I am their friend!!! So cool!!! Will you introduce me to famous people if you get to be friends with them? Will you give me concert passes? Can I bring my friends along? Will you give me free signed albums????? I’m sooo happy for you oppa!

I have been doing well myself, tho the family situation is not getting better. There seem to be a silent war between my parents and Seunggi oppa and Shinhye unnie. I’m caught in the middle so I decided I’m Switzerland. I have a huge problem tho. Appa does work for a big conglomerate but at the same time we have our own textile business and it’s big, Seunggi oppa just wants nothing to do with it, Shinhye unnie obviously wants out..so that leaves me. My brother said that my parents may force me to drop music and start to learn the business