Nichkhun huffed and glared the TV , he was bored it has been  while since he locked himself in the home so no one would find him , he bought this house to hide anyway he need , but he was really bored Taecyeon didn't came here after the dinner of Sehun brother and is boyfriend , he was busy and his house was closer to Sehun university .   He tried to find something to do but h was lonely and he was going crazy if he didn't go out today , he ruffled his hair flustered and undo a few buttons of his shirt , he closed eyes and take a deep breath , his heart was beating fast suddenly he have a wired feeling make his feel discomfort , he thought it was cause he needed to get fresh air .   " are you alright ? " Jongdae voice make him open his eyes , he blinked and nodded the latter kept looking at him . and Nichkhun stayed still , they rarely so each other even when they live in the same house .   " I'm good " he said and get up looking between the keys on the counter and grabbed one and throw it on the air and catch it exited , he was about to torn away and leave but he stopped and looked at the later and asked " do you want to go out  ?"   " what ? " Jongdae snapped surprised "  I don't think it's safe for me to go out yet , and you said you need to stay away to for a while hiding from someone  "   " I know you don't have to remind me " Nichkhun said opening the closest next the door and take a black leather jacket out on his hand and added " I know it's not the best decision I can take , but I need it and there's a safe way , you don't have to come ? " .   " where are you going ? " Jongdae asked after thinking for a while .   " I'll go see the restaurant Taecyeon and Sehun must be there and I need to buy a few things " Nichkhun said he didn't need anything there was a woman who come clean and buy everything but he needed to be around people for a while .   Jongdae remained silent for a while then just nodded " Minseok Hyung would kill me but you won't tell him right  ? " he asked .   " don't worry we'll be alright and I won't tell anyone but Sehun would be there so … " Nichkhun said walked down the hallway .   " where are you going ? the door is there ? "Jongdae asked confused pointing at the opposite direction .   " if  we want to be safe we can't go out this door " Nichkhun said and walked Jongdae followed him quiet , they  reached the wine room Nichkhun stood for a while looking at the bottles taking one out and kissing it , he put it back on his place then went to the dark side of the room and take a key from his pocket and opened a door that Jongdae didn't notice until now .   They walked out silently and Nichkhun wear his Jacket then take his keys out and stood next a motorcycle that Jongdae recognized immediately , the one he was on when they first meet , he was confused , the light was weak in the garage but he could see that there was other safer things to ride .   Nichkhun pressed on the remote and the garage door opened letting the sun light giving cleared view of the surrounding ,his eyes went out and he asked " where are we exactly ? " the area looked different from the street in front of the house if he remember right .   " in the other side of the town " Nichkhun said setting down putting  a helmet over his head and taking another one offering it to the younger who stared at it , the stepped closer without taking it .   Nichkhun was about to help him then he take it and put it himself " why don't we use one of those cars ? " he said still not getting behind Nichkhun .   Nichkhun looked at pushing the glass of the helmet up " I can't drive cars beside I think this better to get fresh air … if you can we could use one of them " Nichkhun offered .   Jongdae shake his head he himself don't get in cars unless it was necessary , but motorcycle either not so much better option , but still safer he get behind Nichkhun wrapping his arms around his waist hesitantly " don't drove fast " he said feeling his heart already beating faster he closed his eyes and leaned on Nichkhun back without thinking when the latter started .   *****************************   Junho was get another call from the hospital today to come and do some check up , why this new doctor was so annoying ? can't they let him die on peace ? .   He wanted to ignore it but he thought that he would have to change his phone number  if he didn't go today , they would keep call him it's not hard he would just go and tell him to mind his own business .   But the bad thing is that he work in the same hospital with Chansung and he still not ready to face him , but if he remember right Chansung work on the night in Sunday , he shake his head and went to ask for Dr. Kim room , he take the elevator and then knocked the door looking around to make sure that no one saw him .   He heard a calm voice " come in " he closed his eyes taking a deep breath and open the door .   " finally you're he— Junho ? "  Minseok couldn't finish his sentence and froze , he was happy that the mysterious patient promised to come and talk with him , but the person who came in the time the agreed on is his neighbor Junho .   Junho stood still and said nothing he was looking down still standing on the door , he could say he was here to visit someone and just thought of visiting him , or tell the truth " I … I  " he couldn't make his mind yet he didn't know what to say .   " please tell me that you here just for a normal visit . please ? " Minseok pleaded him refusing to believe that the guy who is in a bad condition is his nice new friend , but why is Junho here saying nothing ? .   " you kept calling and I came to tell you to leave me alone " Junho spoke after what felt like forever he was looking at him with sad eyes , he always noticed the dark cycles under his eyes how he look so thin , and he looked weak most of the time different of how Sehun used to talk about him when he used to teach him to dance .   He shake his head no believing what was happening " how … ? why .. ? "he covered his eyes and take a deep breath to calm down then he get up and walked toward him " come and set here " he said and lead Junho to the chair and sat in front of him .   " no need to freak out it's not my first time with cancer and I already told the doctor who was before you that I  don't want to spend my remained time locked in the hospital "            Junho said calmly like he talk about the weather not his health .   " we're talking about cancer her not simple fever " Minseok said frowning " look you should have start your --- " Minseok couldn't finish his sentence when Junho cut him   " I told you I don't want to spend my time in the hospital " he said firmly biting his lip Minseok look like he want to say something he spoke first "look I was fifteen when I was told I have cancer the first time , I didn't knew what that's really mean until I start my treatment and couldn't recognize myself anymore … " he paused taking a deep breath " . it lasted for more than two years it was like hell and I lost my parents too and it was really hard to go through this once and I don't think I can win another time " .   " look you're still young and you have a long life a head of you , please let me help you " he said holding Junho hand   " don't try I take my decision and nothing would change that don't feel bad for me I lived enough time I guess , and I don't have left energy left to fight I'm really tired " .   " you can't give up your life  like that , what about … wait is this why you broke up with your boyfriend ? " Junho remained silent " you said he's a doctor and he was with you when you get sick first … " .   " look when I came here I didn't plan to tell anyone any personal things just that you know now doesn't mean that you can tell me what to do " .   " does someone else know ? Wooyoung ? I don't think he would leave you if he know "   " don't you dare to tell him anything you and Taecyeon Hyung more than enough " Junho warned him .  
" what Taecyeon Hyung ? Sehun boyfriend ? how he know and why ? " Minseok asked confused .   " it’s not important just forget this and act like you know nothing " Junho said and stood up ready to live  .   " I just don't get it are you really selfish  ?  don't you  care about the people who loves you and how they feel when you … " Minseok couldn't even say the word and it has been  a short time since they meet  .   " what dying ? I know this what would happen if I didn't start my treatment , but I did this cause I care about them I don't want them to go through this for me it's going be hard for me and them , so it's better if they hated me and get less sad when the time come , I'll just leave and go to be with my parents " .   " this unfair for them " Minseok said helplessly .   " believe me I'm doing this for their sake " Junho said walking toward the door he stopped before opening it " I would appreciate if we still friends , we're friends right ? "
 he asked unsure .   Minseok jumped to hug him " you idiot please think again about it , please  " he pleaded him Junho pulled back and smiled sadly at him seeing the later red eyes holding his tears , he just opened the door and left .   **********************************   Taecyeon was busy checking some papers in the restaurant  Sehun was there too studying , he was looking at the place that his grandparents left for him and feel wired with the few changes after the fire , the big picture on the wall were young  Dongwoo and Wooyoung  smiling .   This place shouldn't be closed cause everyone have memories with the place , he shake his head and was about to continue his job when Jinyoung came greeting him  " Hyung I need to tell you something important " said the younger shifting on his legs feeling uneasy .   " what's wrong ? are you alright ? " he asked worried Jinyoung looked really uncomfortable .   " Sandeul mother came and asked about him yesterday … I told her I don't know where he's , but I don't think she believed , I think she would come back soon " .   " what the heck are you talking about ? Sandeul has no mother " Nichkhun came shouting " where did you even meet her ? " he asked angry .   " she came to our home  and asked for Dongwoo first and I told her she can't talk to him now ,but she said she want to find her son " .     " she has no sons here ! " Nichkhun yelled " she died when she left him when he was barely five years old , so don't you dare to say something stupid " he waned him ready to fight .   " Nichkhun calm down it's not Jinyoung fault " Taecyeon told him and Nichkhun rolled his eyes annoyed , he never liked Jinyoung and he don't know why he still has to put up with him , it's annoying " why are you here ? you brought Jongdae too ? good job , don't you know how much this dangerous ? "Taecyeon said unimpressed .   " I was going to die if I stayed in the house one more day " he said and went to sat down " don't worry we used the emergency door " .   " this emergency door Nichkhun not for getting fresh air " Taecyeon said annoyed not liking the thought of Nichkhun being reckless " look you're still in danger and you know that Jongdae – " .   " I know so what do you want us to stay there for ever ? sorry but I can't , I asked him and he agreed to come so we're fine don't worry " Nichkhun said frowning .   "  Nichkhun …. " Taecyeon said rubbing his forehead feeling headache approaching  , he knew Nichkhun can't stay still but this is not a joke and it really taking longer time this time .   " yes Taec  " Nichkhun answered him crossing his hand like he won’t hear anything and Taecyeon just shake his head .   " whatever , just be careful and don't go anywhere else " he warned him .   " mom no need to worry we have helmet so no one can see our faces " he said smirking .   " Nichkhun this is another reason for me to be worried "   " calm down man or you would get old quickly and Sehun would dump you " Nichkhun said standing behind him rubbing his arms " don't think about me and tell me what you would do about that snake " .   " I won't do anything , it's not my thing to decide on Sandeul should --- " Nichkhun    " it's not like he would like to meet her and as his Hyungs we should save him from the pain " .   Taecyeon said nothing and Nichkhun went to talk with Sehun a little , Jinyoung went to the kitchen  Jongdae was silent and say nothing " how things between you two ? " Taecyeon asked surprising him .  
" good I guess ? " he was confused with the sudden question then added " we barely see each other and I promise to nit cause more problems  " .   " it's not like that … " Taecyeon said looking at Nichkhun laughing with Sehun " … Nichkhun told you who chasing him ? or why he in danger ? " he asked  .     " not really . we didn't talk about it more like I didn't ask " Jongdae said feeling guilty like he doesn't care which is untrue he just don't want to sound annoying after everything the latter did for him , and how he was acting around him he didn't want to make things weirder than they're already  " is there's something wrong ? " .     " look I talk with both Siwon and Donghae Hyungs for both of you trying to find a solution , and they said that your father is out of the country now and they were watching his men and thanks god nothing happened I think they're not behind you for a while , so you would be free after we make sure " .   " I know that they always get bored after a while even though this time they took longer maybe cause he didn't get anything ? " he was asking himself not Taecyeon then added " what about Nichkhun Hyung ? " he sounded really worried   " he didn't tell you the story so I can't do too , but I can tell you he's far from being safe his family is here too now for a while which make things worse , I can't tell him cause he would freak out … what's important is that this shouldn't happen again , he shouldn't be out yet " Taecyeon warned " can you please help me on this ? Sehun university is closer to our house  and I have to work so I can't stay with him …  "  .   To be honest Taecyeon felt wired asking Jongdae for such thing but he has to , Nichkhun is stubborn and reckless and he don't want to repeat the past  , and he didn't want to remind him or make him freak out and go through it again so he thought he could ask the younger for a favor , he knew that he was a good guy and would help .  
" don't worry Hyung " and this was enough .   " Hyung Khunie being ridiculous can you please talk with him " came Sehun pouting .   " I gave up on your Khunnie Hyung long time ago " Taecyeon said pulling the younger closer kissing his cheek " what did he do ? " .   " I was about to ask Jinyoung Hyung to make us food but he said that he won't eat anything from him "   " you can't force me do something I don't want not even you Taec ! " Taecyeon just sighed and give Nichkhun a look " come on Sehun don't pout like that , what they do to be this cute ? " he whined .   " we'll eat and he free to stay hungry " Taecyeon said and peck Sehun lips making the younger expression soften a little " and Nichkhun did you talked with the boys ? "   " I talked to Jin yesterday and Sandeul still angry with me that little fat boy " he said and start talking to himself about how no one understand him and his effort .   **************************************   " are you sure you would be fine alone ? I can stay here if you want ? " Sandeul asked holding Jin hands they were in the airport Sandeul was going back to korea but he couldn't help worrying over his friend .   Jin shook his head and smiled " I guess it's better if I stayed alone for a while you don't have to worry Yunhyung and Hanbin would be around  " .   Sandeul nodded   " take care and call if you need anything " .   " don't worry you don't know I might just follow you anytime so be prepared "  he said and hugged his friend " you have to go or you would miss the trip " Jin pulled back saying .   Sandeul give him another look and left he didn't want to leave him like this , but maybe it was better to give him some time for himself , he just hate the fact the latter was feeling guilty over the stupid monkey and he's sure he was worried over him .   *******************   Chansung walked to the hospital worried Wooyoung went to China with his