Sehun wake up with a terrible headache he opened his eyes and was shocked to see this room again, he blinked several times to make sure that his wasn't a dream when he heard a familiar voice .   " good morning baby " yeah it was Taecyeon who just talked in him and he was in his room not remembering anything " how are you feeling ? do you have a headache  ? " he asked worried .  
" yeah my head is heavy " Sehun said in a low voice playing with the blanket when he noticed that he was wearing nothing under it " what happened last night ? I don't remember  " .   " don't worry nothing bad happened , you come here drunk a little and we talked a little " Taecyeon said .   " what did we talked about ? and why I don't wear anything ? " he asked shyly .   " actually we didn't talk that much you were drunk , and you looked so cute , you said you wanted to talked but you kissed me and then while we were kissing  you pulled back and throw up over our clothes , I tried to make you wear clean clothes but you're stronger when you drunk " .   " oh my god " Sehun gasped covering his face embarrassed " I'm sorry " he said in a low voice .   " don't apologize if I knew that all I need to get you back is some drinks , I would have done this long time ago " Taecyeon said moving closer hugging him " we're ok now ? " he asked pleaded with his eyes .   Sehun raised his head looking at him and nodded shyly , Taecyeon smiled at him and kissed his forehead hugging him tighter .   " my head really hurt " Sehun whined rubbing his head and Taecyeon kissed him again .   " I knew this would happen so I make you some hangover soup wear something and come to eat , so you could have medicine " he said and get up leaving the room .   ****************************   Nichkhun checked himself in the mirror one more time adjusting his tie , he was wearing a black suit and trying to look presentable as much he could , it was still early in the morning , but wanted to sneak out not wanting to meet the latter , last night was enough .   He didn't except him to leave his bed so early considering his state , but he was surprised to hear knock on his room door , he thought that Taecyeon might come here to bother him with more questions ,but if this was the case he won't knock the door , both of them don't , he take a deep breath and went to open the door .   He was surprised to see Jongdae standing in front of him in his pajama and missy hair " something wrong ? do you need anything  ? " he asked confused and worried .   Jongdae remained silent not looking at him in the eye , Nichkhun looked at himself and noticed that he was just in his shorts ,but the latter didn't looked shy something else was bothering him .   He take a deep breath and meet Nichkhun gaze and spoke " thank you for saving me " he said without emotion , but felt someone watching him so he added in a softer voice " you saved me and let me stay at your house , thank you very much " he said and bowed . Nichkhun just looked at him feeling his tongue was tied , not finding the right words to respond " you welcome , I guess " he said after a while . - Jongdae wanted to roll his eyes but he hold himself thinking it would be rude " you could tell  me if I can do anything for you ? " .   " I need nothing " Nichkhun answered quickly this time , cause he was sure that he need nothing " I mean it's not a big deal I would have done this for anyone , I'm not that bad person " he said not wanting the younger to feel pressure , he already knew that he didn't like him and was uncomfortable around him and he didn't want to make it worse .   " really ? you go throw your life in danger for any stranger like nothing ? " Jongdae couldn't help but mock his saying .   " not like that " Nichkhun felt stupid , he knew Korean and another several languages very well , but he doesn't find the right words to say " I mean you're not completely stranger " .   Jongdae raised his eyebrow " but you're stranger to me , just Taecyeon Hyung best friend " he said without thinking and noticed Nichkhun uncomfortable expression and was about to apologize .  But Nichkhun was faster than him to spoke " I know we're not close ,but you still Sehun Hyung who's Taecyeon boyfriend , and I care about those two so much " .   Jongdae looked at Nichkhun and realized that he did his job , and if he kept talking he would ruin everything " anyway I just want to thank you for saving me and letting me stay at your house , and I'm really sorry if I was rude with you , good night " he said and left not waiting for Nichkhun answer .   " good night " Nichkhun said to himself and closed the door , he tried to sleep , but spent all the night thinking about what he should do and what he would do , he didn't sleep at night and decided to go and do something .   He went to buy flower and bought the ones he buy usually from three years , the white now that he was happy to discover recently that they're his favorite , then he went to look at the flower wanting to buy extra one for the first time he's visiting someone special today .    He went through the graves that become now familiar , until he start getting close and his heart aching , usually he would stop there and ask the guard to put the flower for him , but today he want to go and talk .   " hello … sorry for coming late but this is so hard … something scary happened yesterday and I just wanted you know that he's alright … he went through a lot … if I came late a few minutes I don't want to think what might happen …" Nichkhun closed his eyes wiping his tears " …  he's going through a lot … and he doesn't take care of himself … but I'll try my best to make sure that he get better and I promise to protect him " Nichkhun bowed and when he raised his head  , he was meet with brown eyes staring at him from the picture .   He quickly get up running away , he wait until to calm down a little he went to visit the new grave , he sat down tracing his hand over the letter of the name ' Shin Dongwoo ' and sighed, he placed the flower down gently , it was a bigger one with colorful flower .   " why are you laying here ? you deserve better " he said crying " … Hyung is sorry .. I wish I could be the one who is laying here …  everyone missing you so much and Sandeul the most ' don't worry we're taking care of him ' he lost some weight ' and he mad at me , but I'll bring him to visit you soon … I promise " he get up after kissing the ground .   *******************************   Kris knocked the door with Wooyoung waiting next him " I hope he's awake and not mad at me for leaving him here alone " Wooyoung wanted to roll his eyes but hold himself .   " don't worry I don't he has time for such thing " he said not impressed with the fact that Kris bring him here , to check on his first love , even if he wanted to help him to feel better , he should be with Junho asking what's going on .   " Hyung ? come in " the door opened and Jongdae let them in .   " are you alone ? " Kris asked .   " I guess , I'm not sure " he said walking slowly to the closest chair to set down .   " thanks god you're alive  " Kris sat next him holding his hand " how are you feeling  ? ".   " how should I feel ? I don't really know " he really feel numb even with all the pain " why I'm here ? " he asked wanting to talk about something else .   " cause it was the only solution in the time " Kris answered " … you don't love hotels and our house is not safe for sure , Taecyeon offered his home but it's not good idea , and Minseok home is not an option and this the only safe place that was available " .   " and how long this would last ? " he asked and checked on Wooyoung who was silent , not even listening to them .   " I don't really know " Kris said apologizing " why something bothering you ? " .   " I just hate to owe anyone something " he said " you know I don't deserve his help " .   " I told you I did cause I want and you don't have to worry " Nichkhun annoyed voice come from the entrance  " it's not like I'm sharing my room with you , we don't even have to see each other , the place is big enough for that " he said taking of his dirty jacket carrying it in his hand walking on the stairs as fast he  could .   " Wow ! that was rude " Wooyoung spoke for the first time since he entered the home .   "I didn't mean it " Jongdae tried to defend himself " Hyung you know what I mean " he whined to Kris knowing that he hurt Nichkhun  , and this was giving him a wired feeling .   " I know I don't like this too " Kris said rubbing hi