Jongdae walked out of Sehun room and sighed , the younger called him crying in a late hour , and he almost lost his mind on his way , he called Minseok who was waiting in the living room .   " how is he ? " asked the latter .   " he cried out until he fall sleep " Jongdae said and sighed " I don't know what to do he said that he break up with Taecyeon Hyung and that it his fault " .   " shall we call Kris ? "asked Minseok  " he would be angry if he found out latter " .   " I don't know , not like he could do anything from China " he said and cover his face groaning " we'll se in the morning "  .   ******************************   Chansung walked to his room after a long night shift , his body was aching and he was tired and sleepy , he felt like he could pass put any second , he was really struggling to keep his eyes open , and his heart hurt each time he think about not hearing about Junho for a days with Wooyoung going abroad with his boyfriend .   This traitor he thought , he promised to help him and then left him alone , he was deep in his thought that he lost his balance when he take his hand of the wall , just as he was about to fall down someone catch him " are you alright ? " he heard a familiar voice asking , he shake his head and blinking that can't be , he tried to take a good look on the latter , but his vision were blurred and the last thing he remember someone screaming for help .   Chansung felt someone holding his hand tightly , the familiar touch of this big hands make him alarmed , and slowly he opened his eyes " Junho ? baby you're here …" he said trying to set up but Junho stopped him .   " you should lay down " Junho said in a low voice , and Chansung missed his honey voice , he take a lot at him and he still look the most beautiful thing in the earth , he seem lost some weight and has dark circles under his eyes , and his eyes red and buffy , was he crying ? Chan hate to make Junho cry.   " I missed you so much " Chansung said holding Junho hand close to his chest kissing it " please don't leave me again " .   Junho tried to take his hand , but he felt like he has no strength on him , even when he tried to pull his hand back " I make myself clear , I don't want to be with you anymore " he said trying to act cold .   " then why you're here ? why did you came ? do you want to see me suffer ? "Chansung yelled and let go of his hand .   " they called since my number is first your emergency list " Junho answered " I didn't want to come actually , but the doctor that talked to me said you have no one , his name is Jinseok or something  " Chansung heart drop thinking about Minseok and Junho together " he seem really worried I didn't saw him since he was getting ready for a surgery " he added.   " get out " Chansung yelled as much he love and want to hold Junho , but the latter was broking his heart with each word coming from his mouth ,  Junho was taken a back and didn't move at the beginning and Chansung shouted again " if you don't want to do anything with me anymore then just get out " .   " get well soon and take care " Junho said turning his  face as fast he could , hiding his tears and walking out the room and running out of the hospital . ***********************************   Taecyeon was looking out of the window over Sehun and Kris house , and sighed he regret not following the younger last night , but he needed some time to clear his mind , he didn't realize what happened until some time passed and he thought it would be a good idea to give the younger sometime to think .   He too needed some time to himself he texted Jongdae who he was sure would be with the younger , and asked hm about him and to take care of him , he replied and told him to not worry , and that was enough to know that the latter knew what happened , now that Kris wasn't here , he won't be lonely .   He went out to let Eddie run a little in the garden , and while he was setting he saw Junho walking with tears on his face , he called his name but the younger didn't answer , so he opened the door and walked toward him with Eddie in his hands " Junho are you alright ? " he asked worried .   Junho whipped his face quickly and nodded  " I'm fine " .   " I called you several times but you didn't answer " he said checking if the latter was hurt somewhere " why don't you come in and drink something  ? " he offered .   Junho was about to refuse but he didn't want to be alone so he followed him , Taecyeon asked him what he want to drink but he shutgged , and he offered him alcohol Junho doesn't drink normally , but today was different and he want to forget .   They start drinking and Junho asked him suddenly " why are you alone ? where is your cute boy ?" he asked .   " he left me " Taaecyeon said drinking more " if you tell me why you broke up with your boyfriend , I would tell you why he did " he said and Junho giggled .   " I'm  a bad person " he said and covered his mouth " I broke up with him and drink with someone else knowing that he's hurt " he said and start crying , he sure can't handle alcohol Taecyeon thought , he was just in his third glass and Taecyeon drank more than him , but Junho cheek were red .   " hey don't dry " Taecyeon tried to comfort him " I bet you have your reason " .   " yeah if being dying count as a reason to hurt others then I have " he said and filled his glass again .   Taecyeon was taken aback but he thought that he was just drunk , then Junho start talking again and said that he doesn't want to die , that there's still a lot of things he want to do "  you're still young I bet you have enough time to do a lot " said Taecyeon .   Junho shake his head " I don't have enough time all I have I cancer " he said it coldly like he was talking about a flu , but he start sobbing and Taecyeon hugged him .   " you should tell him , he deserve to know " he said his hair " I bet he would do anything for you to get better " he added .   " Junho shake his head and pulled back " but I don't want to get better Hyung … I went through this once and I can't take it again " he spoke in a low voice and added " I rather die than putting my body through the same pain again , and this what will happen " .   Taecyeon didn't know what to say to make him feel better , he didn't knew even if there's something he could do or say for him , he didn't knew him for long , but he liked him and remind him of Wooyoung in some way " I'm sorry " he find himself saying .   "don't be I'm the one who make the ones I love hate me do they won't be hurt latter " he said and Taecyeon didn't knew what this meant exactly , but Junho slowly leaned and get close to him .   " Junho ? " Taecyeon was confused what was going on then Junho lips touched his , it was fast and for a short time and when he looked at the latter , who his head was resting against his chest he found him sleeping already .   **********************************   Chansung was mad at everything and he just want to stay alone , but Minjun won't let him he said wait until your doctor is here , he asked who's he but get no answer , he was glaring at the door when suddenly it opened and Minseok walked in .   " Minjun Hyung told me to check you " he said in a low voice he looked tired and Chansung didn't know why he was here really .   " so you're the one who caught me when I fainted " he said and smiled slyly " I thought you were avoiding me " .   Minseok face become red and he tried to hide it " I'm not avoiding you , I mean there's no reason for that " he said and checked on Chansung result and looking around .   " are you looking for something ? " Chansung asked .   " actually I  called with your boyfriend when you were sleeping and --- " he start talking nervously but Chansung cut him .   " I don't have boyfriend  " he said and Minseok nodded and continue doing his job " can I live ? " .   " you can if you take him with you " Minjun said from the door " how is he  ? " he asked Minseok .   " I don't see anything , I guess he would be fine if take care of himself " he answered ready to leave  but Minjun stopped him .   " you tow heard me " he said smirking " if you want to go then you should go together " .   " but it's my shift tonight " Minseok said " and I didn't came yesterday he could leave but I need to work " .   " I'm boss and I'm telling you to leave " Minseok was about to protest but Minjun was fast to talk " you spent all the day doing a surggey , and you don't look useful for the work , and I need someone to make sure that he get home safely " .   " hey I can go home alone " Chansung said getting up from the bed .   " you tow my nest doctors and I don't want anything to happen to you so I need to go I have things to do , but  I don't want to see you here today " he said and left .   " that's unfair " Minseok pouted and crossed his arms like a child .   " whatever I'm leaving and it’s your choice if you're coming or not " he said and walked out the room , Minseok ruffled his hair flustered and followed him .   Minjun smiled proudly while watching them " you'll thank me latter " he said to himself .   ***************************************   " Sehun you need to eat " said Jongdae following the younger to his room , he didn't eat anything since yesterday and he didn't want him to get sick  " Kris coming in a few days and he would kill me if something happened to you " .   " I'm fine I'm just not hungry now I'll eat latter " Jongdae didn't looked convinced so Sehun added " I promise " Jongdae didn't believe him but he let him .   " ok but promise me to eat latter " Sehun nodded and sat on his b