Park Chanyeol

We were standing still, facing each other. I was out of breath just by the mere act of looking at her. She was so beautiful, and it was nearly unbearable.

"Sun-hee, I have something to tell you," I said in a weak voice as I fiddled with my fingers.

She nodded her head slowly as a response.

"I know it hasn't been long, and I know that these feelings aren't right, but I think I love you. Like, really, really love you. You might think I'm crazy, but I think I've been head over heels for you since I first met you. I know that you like someone who isn't me, but please, just give me one chance to prove you that I'm worthy of you. Let me love you."

She stared at me with shocked eyes and a slightly agape mouth. "Chanyeol, what are you saying?"

"I'm pathetically in love you."

She gulped, but then a smile made its way across her face. "I love you, too," she began, resting a hand on my face.

"But I love Xiumin even more."

I woke up in the middle of the night, panting heavily. That stupid sentence kept repeating in my mind.

But I love Xiumin even more.

That dream felt so real, and I felt my stomach ache. "Aish." I covered my face with my hands and let out a deep sigh. "Stupid dream."

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The next few days went by as per usual, we went to fan-sign events and other different promotions, such as those of clothing brands we were the face of and so on. This wasn't as tiring as preparing for a comeback, but boy, was it exhausting.

The company was already preparing new material for our next album, which was most likely going to be an EP by the looks of it, rather than a full length album. New songs, new choreographies, new tour dates, etc.

This meant that I would have even less spare time than I already had, which also meant that I wouldn't be able to see Sun-hee as much. But hey, since it was to be released by the beginning of 2016, I still had some time to enjoy with her in between concerts.

Anyway, with all these events and interviews, I didn't really have much time to think about her, or spend with her, although I did spare some. I had to look after her eating.

Neither did Xiumin, although he spent most of our time together talking about her. I still hadn't talked to him about my feelings, but I only found myself falling deeper into the pits of love.

By the way, I might have lied. I thought about her for about 70% of the day, the other 30% been wasted on work thoughts. I couldn't get her out of my mind, no matter how hard I tried. I didn't know if people realized how thoughtful I was, but since I zoned out most of the time, everyone probably did. 

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