Hating or Loving You

Fated To You

Sehun's POV:

Sehun laid on the empty bed. It wouldn't have been empty, considering that he was on it, but that's how it felt. The room itself felt empty. It had lost its soul, its fire.

Sehun tossed and turned but no position seemed comfortable.

There was a cold metal feeling on his neck and he immeidately sat up.

"Wha-"

He stared at the object for a few seconds, letting his eyes trace over it's shiny surface and the detailed cut of its shape. He hadn't even looked it when he first received it. He also didn't understand how it had gotten there.

*Flashback*

"What's this?" Sehun finally lifts his eyes from the book.

"A keychain. This, is what the bag under the bed held...it's an H. It stands for our couple name..I mean, if you put our names together, it'd be HunHan.. Sehun and Luhan..you get it? It's actually quite catchy if you say it a few ti-"

"So what are you trying to tell me?" Sehun says, glancing at the keychain before him.

Luhan breathed out silently and tried to ignore how fast his heart was beating. His hands were sweaty and his toes were cold in his shoes. 

"I'm saying..I like you, Sehun..I'm willing to go through with the marria-"

"I said there was no need." Sehun says, pushing the keychain back to Luhan and it slides to his fingertips.

His lips parted and he blinked, trying to come to his senses.

"..W-What?"

"I'm calling off the wedding."

*Flashback Ends*

Just when he was about to pick it up,  there was a knock on the door.

"Lu-"

"Sehun!" Haru's voice echoes in the large room and before he even has a chance to react, he feels her arms around his waist. Her arms looped under his arms and he couldn't help but cringe forward wanting to avoid the skinship with Haru.

"How'd you find this room?" Sehun says, almost annoyed.

"Don't be silly. I've known for a while." Haru says, pressing herself against his back. Sehun closed his eyes in frustration, already knowing what she wanted, or tried to acheive from coming here. He put his hands on hers and gently removed himself from her embrace.

"So what do you want?" Sehun says in the most uninterested tone. Just as he was about to turn around, he just remembered the keychain laying on their bed.

"Why aren't you looking at me?" Haru says from behind him, a frown apparent in her voice.

Sehun thought quickly. He didn't want Haru to see the small metal object on the bed but even if he didn't turn towards her, she would eventually end up seeing it.

"Uh.."

"What is it?" Haru peeps out from beside him in attempt to seeing his face but Sehun tried to divert his attention elsewhere.

"Sehunn~ are you avoiding m- oh, what's this?" Her eye must have been caught with the keychain's shine.

Almost out of instinct, Sehun grabbed her by her shoulders so that she stood before him with her back towards the bed.

"Se-?!"

With a step of the wrong foot, Sehun lost his balance and his weight pushed Haru down with him. His leg fell in between hers and his face was merely inches away. Luckily, his arms had fallen on either side of her shoulders and he was able to support himself above her so that his chest and torso hovered over her body.

"You know, you broke the contract." She says, her voice almost in a whisper. Sehun's arms stiffen and he glances at her from the corner of his eye. He hadn't even registered how close they were at the moment. She had a sweet fruity scent that seemed to stain the bed with a feminine presence.

"I'm marrying you, aren't I?" Sehun says, as if it would solve everything.

"You cheated on me." A drop of hatred in her voice caused Sehun to frown.

"It was just a fling. Halmeoni set it u-"

"That's why you should've let me scare him away the first time he came here."

"So what you thought threatening to kill him would get him to leave?" Sehun recalls the memory.

Haru smiles innocently. "I wasn't really going to kill him."

"And the day he got hit with a rock? What the hell were you thinking? Dressing up as a maid?!"

Haru laughs. "That's not my concern. He was stupid enough to jump in front of yo-"

"You were inside the men's bathroom and outside his room." Sehun says in a low voice.

*Flashback*

"How did this even happen? Luhan surely hadn't hurt anyone, did he?" Halmeoni asks with a frown and Kyungsoo pats her shoulder gently.

"He didn't. Actually, I'm not even sure what happened but before I knew it, Luhan had jumped in front of Sehun when the woman threw a rock at him." Kyungsoo explains and the older woman gasps.

"A rock?"

"Yes.."

Halmeoni sighs before nodding. "Let's leave and let Luhan rest. We'll come back later."

As the two walk away, they didn't notice the figure that leaned further around the corner.

"Kyungsoo-ah, did Sehun come by?" Halmeoni asks as they walk down the hallway.

"I-I don't think so.."

"I see..Do you know where he is?"

"Not at the moment, Halmeoni. Probably with Jongin?"

"That's highly possible."

Their voices got softer as they continued down the hallway and the person hiding around the corner quietly made their way towards Luhan's room. Just as they put their hand on the handle of the door, a hand slammed on the surface of the door beside their head. They didn't have to see each other's face to know who the other was. It was just one of their many meetings.

"What are you doing here?" **Sehun asks, his voice almost threatening.

"To get rid of hi-"

"You're crazy. You should get out of here before you get caught and into trouble with your father." He says, pulling her by her forearm.

"Fine, I'll leave, but you have to do something about him. He doesn't belong here, not with you."

"Yeah, whatever. Now leave." Sehun says hurriedly and pushes Haru down another hallway before someone saw her.

*End of Flashback*

"You can't expect me to feel indifferent about your engagement to him. Speaking of which, why hasn't he brought it up yet? I heard he fainted because you rejected his confessio-"

"Shut up, will you?" Sehun glares and pushes himself up from her but Haru pulls him back down from his neck with a harsh tug.

"You said we'd get married. Now get rid of him."

"We can get married a thousand times but it wouldn't make a difference if he was there or not." Sehun says annoyed. He was getting tired of looking at her face, being so close to her.

"You're in love with him, aren't you?" Haru says with anger in her voice and Sehun sighs.

"You don't know what you're talking abou-"

"You've changed Sehun. Don't pretend you're not gay." Haru said this with almost sarcasm in an insulting manner that made Sehun's blood boil.

"And if I am?" Sehun says back, catching Haru off guard. Her expression changed too quickly for Sehun to register what they were.

"I'll change you back. That kid has got nothing on me."

You're the kid here.

Sehun couldn't help but think now annoying it was to take care of Haru in their relationship. With Luhan, it was more of watching out for each other, rather than having one be the 'man'. Despite the age difference, Sehun knew he could be more manly while being the younger in their relationship.

"Stop thinking about him, Sehun. I'm right here. You don't need h-"

Her voice was cut off by the door opening and immediately Sehun's head turned to face the door.

Luhan walking in at first, not noticing their position, but when he did, he completely froze on the spot.

"I-" Luhan was at a loss for words and Haru smirked before sitting up, faking an embarrassment.

"Oh, Luhan, sorry! Sehun couldn't help himself..We didn't mean to on your be-"

"It's fine." Luhan says,  his eyes avoiding Sehun's, before he awkwardly walks into the bathroom. Sehun glares at Haru, as she had put him in a difficult situation. For some reason, he wanted to clear up the misunderstanding to Luhan but it didn't make sense to. Why should Luhan care what they were doing? Why would he? He had no memories of their marriage. If he and Haru were supposed to get married, this would seem normal. But it wasn't. He had no desire to love or do anything to Haru.

Just when Luhan came back out, Haru got up from the bed.

*Luhan's POV*

"Oh, Luhan, sorry! Sehun couldn't help himself..We didn't mean to on your be-"

Her words kept repeating in his mind. He tried to hold back the tears. He desperately wanted to rip his heart out of his chest, anything to stop the pain. Luhan took deep breaths and quickly washed his face with cold water.

You can't break Luhan. You're done with Sehun.

He's with Haru now.

Don't let him see you in pain.

He took a deep breath and walked out the bathroom to see Haru fixing her dress and Sehun sitting on the bed.

"I guess I should leave now. To my own room." Haru winks at Luhan before blowing a kiss to Sehun and walking out with a wave.

Once the she closed to door, the tension in the room seemed to be suffocating to both of them.

"Haru seems pleasant." Luhan tries to speak positively despite how much it was killing him inside.

"She's okay." Sehun says with a nod.

Luhan's gaze bounced from the walls to the floor to the window.

"I'm sorry if I walked in on someth-"

"No!" Sehun insists. "I mean, you didn't. We weren't doing anything.."

Luhan doesn't say anything and Sehun looks away. He makes his way over to his side of the bed and sees the H keychain lying on the bed beside Sehun's hand. Quickly, he tucks himself in, using his leg to slide the metal away from the youngermale. He clearly remembered throwing it under his pillow earlier today!

Did Sehun see it?!

With his back towards Sehun, Luhan tried to force himself to sleep. He was too tired and upset to face Sehun.

It was already uncomfortable enough to think of what Haru and Sehun were doing on their bed. He remembered the first time Halmeoni had talked to him about it.  She told him that people always had the best memories on a bed.

"Halmeoni! Sehun and I aren't going to do..that!" Luhan covers his face and Halmeoni laughs.

"Well, you could do a whole lot of other things. Dreams. You may have the best dreams of Sehun while sleeping on your bed."

"I'm sure he has nightmares of me." Luhan says with a sad laugh.

"People embrace each other on their bed. Sehun had complained to me many times about that."  

 

Luhan laughs.

"That's true! I can't help it though. If I was concious, I'd be at the edge of the bed!"

Halmeoni smiles. "I'm sure Sehun doesn't really mind. In fact, I think he actually likes it."

Luhan blushes at that.

"The bed I got for the two of you was extremely expensive because of it guarantees happiness. Now, call me a silly old woman for believing it, but I think sharing a room with Sehun will definitely bring you two happiness. Sehun was never really one to leave his own bedroom much anyway so I'm sure you two will get closer as you spend more time with him."

"I hope so too."

Luhan also thought back to their kiss here. His ears flared up at the memory and he wished so much only to feel Sehun's lips on his once more.

For some reason, Sehun couldn't take his eyes off Luhan. Whether it was the bright moonlight gracefully reflected on his pale skin, or his glossy eyes in the darkness but Sehun was captivated. He couldn't focus on anything but the male in front of him.

He found himself trailing his gaze from the thickness of Luhan's eyebrows, to the soft curve of his long lashes, to his nose, and down to his plump, pink lips that were slightly parted from each other. It was as if he had no control over himself, nor did he seem to care what he was doing.

"Se-"

Luhan was cut of by Sehun swift movement to close the space between them, their lips gently and just barely pressed to each other. Luhan's eyes were open wide, surprise written all over his face, and he didn't know what he was going on. The soft feeling of Sehun's lips filled his mind and his heart seemed to respond faster than his brain could.

The kiss that lasted for 8 seconds felt like an hour and before Luhan could even ask what had just happened, Sehun turned back around to his side of the bed without a word. Luhan, too embarrassed and shocked to say anything, also turned over silently. His heart was beating so loudly that he swore it would pop from his chest. His face was suddenly burning and his stomach was going in knots.

"A-About Haru, she's only playing around. Don't mind her." Sehun says shortly, snapping Luhan from his thoughts.

"Yeah," Luhan's voice cracked slightly. "Okay."

Sehun shook his head, knowing he had probably made Luhan uncomfortable. "I'll see you in the morning."

Luhan only nodded his head and with the motion, he signaled to Sehun that he was going to sleep. Sehun nodded in response, even thought Luhan couldn't see him.

"Good night." Sehun says, completely forgetting about the keychain that had got him into this situation in the first place. He was too tired to think of anything else. For sure, Sehun knew that there was now a brick wall between him and the sleeping male on the other side of the bed. With a final sigh, Sehun pulled the blanket over his body, wishing he knew what Luhan was thinking. He wished he could see though Luhan's fake smile. He wished he knew how Luhan felt about him.

What he didn't see were the tears slowly slipping down Luhan's pale cheeks as he held the keychain tightly to his chest. What he didn't know, was how much he had hurt Luhan and yet, he still loved him with all his heart.

 


 DUN DUN DUNNN! So many secrets revealed in this chapter!

Leave a comment! How many people remembered that someone had been outside Luhan's bedroom? What do you think of Haru now, after reading that she's not as innocent as she had appeared to be? What do you think Luhan will do?

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