"Noona, I got selected!!!" I happily told Lily.

She smiled and congratulated me as she patted my head.

"But I'm going back tomorrow for another audition. This time will be in front of the JYPE artists and JYP PD-nim himself. Waahh, I'm nervous!"

I'm confident that I can dance and sing but thinking of how I'll be showcasing my talents in front of my future JYPE seniors makes my knees shake.

"Don't be... I know you can do it, Jinyoungie," Lily noona tells me reassuringly before giving me a hug.

I think I blushed but I didn't care. I've been wishing that Lily noona will finally be able to notice my feelings for her. However, despite my efforts, she still hasn't.

Sometimes I wonder if it's because everything I've done is not enough for her to notice or that she's noticed it already but she's trying to ignore it because I am three years her junior. Or... maybe she really is just too naive.

"A~nyway~ you have to rest early so you'll be both physically and mentally prepared tomorrow. Okay?"

"But noona~ I thought you'll have dinner with me tonight if I got selected; well, I did," I make a cute pouting face hoping she'd grant my request.

However... "I'm really sorry Jinyoungie... I have..  things to do. Sorry..."

Before I can even reply, Lily noona bids me goodbye and basically runs away from me.

I stare at her disappearing figure wondering: is she avoiding me because she doesn't like me back...?

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That night, my mind was filled of thoughts of tomorrow's audition and the changes that will happen once I become an official trainee.

"I'll have to leave my family, friends, Lily noona... Will it be worth it? Can I do it...?"

My thoughts were interrupted by the buzzing sound of my phone. I checked it and found that Lily noona had sent me a text message. It read:

"I'm sorry I didn't keep my promise. Jinyoung... I know how you feel but I've been trying to ignore it because I know how much you want to be a singer and I don't want any of us to get hurt. I mean... You know trainees, and eventually new idols, can't date so it probably won't work out between us. Go and chase your dreams. If we're meant to be, then fate will find a way to bring us together. Don't come find me, it'll only make things harder for us."

Yes noona, I'll definitely chase all my dreams...

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5 years after...

"Kids, we're getting a time off from our schedules. So... where do you want to go?" Jaebum hyung asked the group.

"Let's go to Jinyoung hyung's hometown! I heard he's got a girlfriend back there!"

I smack Bambam's head. "Ya! Stop making up stories!"

"Jinhae-gu is a wonderful place. I'll go tell manager hyung," Jaebum hyung tells us. Of course, he knows the truth and he gives me a reassuring look.

My heart started pounding fast. Did she wait for me?

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Jinhae-gu...

So the other GOT7 members won't notice that I had other plans, I took the group out for a small tour. We visited places I used to go to before I became a trainee and we ate at th