Chanyeol POV

I hear a door slam and we break the kiss, I blush red and look down at the floor. I think about who lives around hear and who might've screamed, but no one comes to mind. I look up to Sehun's now slightly confused face.

"I-I'm sorry Sehun... I..." I couldn't reject him... somehow the kiss felt nice, but I couldn't call him my boyfriend... and I also can't play around with him like a toy or act like I love him. Not when I love Baekkie.

A soft smile plays on his lips as he grasps my hand, pressing it to his lips."Sorry I forgot your shy in public..." he pulls me into the house.

"H-Hey wait, Sehun!"

Before I can protest he pulls me to his room, I begin to feel scared as I don't want him to be upset. I put my head down and put my arms out on his chest keeping him at arms length.

"S-Sehun... I-I don't want to hurt you..."

"I dont mind Chanyeol..."

I raise my voice as tears begin to flow down my face.

"W-well I mind... I don't want your heart to be broken by me..."

Sehun's shoulders drop.

He grabs my hand softly and puts my hand on his cheek.

"How about we be really close best friends, Sehun?" I lookinto his beautiful eyes, they sparkle brightly.

"Benefits?" He laughs a little and I giggle too.

"Only a few." We talk about our feelings until we fell asleep. Weirdly my dreams are normal, and I feel safe...

Me and Sehun sit at a table near the window, I watch the rain drip down the window. I leave my sandwich on the table as I hate people looking at me as I eat, I gently sip my lemonade.

Sehun reaches out and moves the hair that covers my face, I grab his wrist and hide my face in my blazer. 

"Please Sehun... people are looking"

As I look around, I see Baekhyun looking at us, his fists clenched into balls. I also see Chen trying to comfort him, I see him bite his lip and then stand up.

Baekhyun POV

I stare at Sehun and Chanyeol on their table, my body starting to shake. I clench my fists and bite my lip.

"Baek....don't do it."

I ignored Chen and stood up, striding over to them both. 

Chanyeol looked distressed as Sehun looked away from me, I grinded my teeth together and spoke so only Chanyeol could