A/N: Hi again~~~ Sorry if i kinda left you cliffhanger...

[Suho's POV]

"Where are you, Ji yon?" I said as I drive into a distance not knowing where to go. Clueless. I guessed this was entirely my fault. I couldn't and wasn't been able to face Kris after all I had done to him.

Dear god, I should be the one you punished right now. Not Ji yon. Not Kris. I was the one who was tainted with blood in my hands. I might wash the blood away from my hands but I could not wash away my sins.

I wished I could reset the past and choose another way of life. I didn’t want to have someone hurt anymore. I was living with a burden on my shoulder. I was the one who was responsible for Jaewon’s death.

Why??

It was because I was the one who killed her.

It all happened two years ago back when I was still a 15 year old boy. I was my father’s favourite son because everything what father ordered me to do, I obliged without any hesitation.

I was an obedient child after all. I didn’t dare to disobey his orders because he was the supreme leader of the famous gang in Korea. And because of that I hated my father more than ever. He was the one who did this.

I knew that he didn’t like Kris because Kris was his step-son but to me Kris was the most beloved person I had ever had after my mother. Kris was closer to me like my own blood brother but ever since that incident happened, he was avoiding me like I was a plague or disease. And it hurt my heart the most to have him hate me.

I could not take any more hatred looks he gave to me. He had becoming a totally different person. He had becoming a cold and hot tempered person. I was totally taken aback by his sudden change of personalities.

He wasn’t like this before. I didn’t like the new Kris but of course, my father would love his sudden transformation. We didn’t talk a word to each other. I couldn’t bring myself to see him. How did he look like right now?? It had been two years since I last saw him.

And for that sole reason, I decided to leave after I had reached of age. I ran away from home and rent an apartment with monthly payment that I got when I was working as butler in the Butler&Maid café as my side job.

I changed my looks and changed my hair and everything that could make people recognised me and knew who I was.

And as for school, I dropped out and moved to another new school where no one knew me. I felt depressed and I needed to forget my pasts if possible.

And that was when I met with her.

Park Ji Yon.

The girl who had made my life feel so important.

Someone who can make me forget about all those evil things I had done.

The one who made me a human again and realised that everyone had their own pasts that they didn’t want anyone to know.

I loved the way she made her face when she was angry with me. I liked to a lot.

Everything seemed so perfect until Kai found me working in the Butler&Maid Café. It was only three months since I had just begun my new life as a normal student.

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FLASHBACK

At the Maid Café…

“Dear my beautiful lady, what do you want for your refreshment?” I said as I bowed 90 degrees. I was working as a butler and as usual I would have to be with all the customers who went there.

All the customers there were mainly noonas and ahjummas. So the male workers or you would rather say the butlers were the one who was accompanying them in the shops. While the maids were serving for the male customers.

“I want an Earl Grey, young man” said a twenty-five years old woman as she brought the strawberry to using a small fork. The fork suddenly slipped out from her hand.

She bent down to get it and instead I took her hands and said “My beautiful lady, there’s no need for you to do that. I am merely here at your services” I said as I used my charms on her. And she was affected by it. Her cheeks were reddened as I gently put my hands above hers.

This was what I was doing in that shop. Get the attentions of the female customers, make them fall in love with me and they will pay me double or even triple what I had per day. I gained so much profit from working here :My salaries were higher than any other people and I could use this speciality of mine on the girl that I liked to tease the most, Park Ji yon.

I took a short break on Sundays. I only worked for 2 hours on that day. I was changing my clothes when I heard someone was calling my name. “Suho, I never thought you will be here working as a less butler who do nothing other than pleasing worthless people”

My body tensed. I thought I had heard that voice from somewhere before. “It can’t be” I shook my head as a name suddenly registered on my head. I turned to see the face of a man who was talking to me just now.

I gasped “Kai??”

Kai was smirking at me as he said this “Don’t expect me to find you here”

Suho was ready to take a flight from there. “What are you doing here?” I asked as I glared at him. Kai stared at me and he was ready to fight when it was necessary.

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I was trying to escape from them and it was then I met Ji yon in a lift.

END FLASHBACK

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[NO ONE’S POV]

Suho was driving to nowhere, searching for his love who had gone missing. He was worried sick about her. It was then his phone was vibrating with a message notification from an unknown number.

He opened the message and was shocked to see the content of it. “Kris” he mouthed. His breathing was a bot uncontrollable.

He stopped the car and started to read the contents softly enough for him to hear it well.

Hyung, I am sorry for the all the things I have done. I did this because I wanted to get revenge on you. I thought I could make you feel miserable for all the things you had done in the past. But things were not like what I would have expected. Now I get it. Revenge cannot solve the problems that I had and instead it worsens it. I don’t expect you to forgive me.

Suho sobbed and he noticed that his tears were falling from his agonized eyes. He had never ever been crying since his mother’s death when he was a little boy back then.

He was crying because he had been longing to meet his brother, Kris.

“Brother, I should be the one who apologised to you”

Someone is after me. Don’t worry. Ji yon is safe. She is in the beach house that we always used to hang out together. Don’t bother about me. She’s waiting for you. And I hope you will be happy after this because I won’t be bothering you again.

Sincerely,

Kris Wu fan.

“Ji yon?? She is there the whole time??” said Suho as he drove to the beach house where Ji yon was taken to.

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 At the abandoned warehouse near Seoul Fish port

“I’m here. As I promised there is no one coming with me” shouted the man as he put his hands in his pockets, obviously lying. He was standing outside the warehouse. Chanyeol was inside the car, waiting for Kai as he didn’t want to involve in this thing anymore. It was between Kai and Kris.

He had nothing to do with this. Kai’s underlings were outside of the warehouse waiting for Kai’s signal to barge into that place.

Kai entered the place with a hope of getting hold of that girl.

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He arrived at the place where he used to stay with his family when they were on vacation. This time he came here to find the girl who had taken his heart away.

“Ji yon”

He entered the house and he spotted Kris’s driver, James. “Master Suho, she’s inside” said James as he gestured Suho to enter the room.

He was a bit nervous to see her. He turned the knob. “Ji yon”

A/N: Hey, guys...I'm having a CHEMISTRY and STATISTICS exams....