After a day of fun at the park, returning home is about the most heavenly thing I can think of. “My feet hurt.” I whine lying on my bed.

Suddenly my shoes are being thrown off, and my feet massaged. “I wouldn’t want that.” Yoseob says smiling over at me.

“Thank-you.” I murmur looking out the window, only two more days until our anniversary.

“What are you thinking about?”

“Two days from now.”

“One year.”

“Exactly.”

“It’s hard to ease drop when you talk in code!” Sohyun yells from the other side of my door.

Smiling at Yoseob I open my arms for him to come into. Chuckling he crawls over to me smiling. “I’m thinking about it too.”

“Do you have anything planned?”

“Dinner with you, completely alone all day.”

“Sounds amazing, and a little impossible.”

“I’ll make the impossible possible just for you.” He mumbles kissing my cheek. “Bed time?”

I nod my head turning into his chest falling asleep with happy dreams, well they should have been, and instead I relive my accident over and over.

“Soonie wake up!” Yoseob says holding me. “It’s only a dream.” He says holding me close.

Hugging him I wipe my tears away. “It wasn’t though.” I mumble through sobs. “It wasn’t.”

Rocking me back and forth to calm me, I’ve only ever remembered the good times, the bad things were coming back now and I didn’t want to remember now…

Yoseob calms me down into a peaceful sleep, more than what I had been at least…

Waking up to Yoseob holding my close to him, as if afraid I’d be gone if he even considered letting go. “Sobie? I want to shower."

“I’ll come,” he mumbles holding still. “Besides the guys all have busy schedules excluding me.”  

“I don’t think so.” I whisper kissing his lips. “We’re not there yet.”

Cursing he lets go. “Don’t take too long, I’d like to take one.”

I nod my head hopping out of bed.

Quickly coming back in my room I let Yoseob kiss me before taking his own shower. Getting dressed I sit out in my living room by Gooch who is wagging her tail happily. “Hungry?” Yoseob calls. “I’ll make some lunch!”

“Nothing too big.” I call back getting up to help.

As soon as I step in he gives me a concerned look. “You sleep alright?

I shake my head. “Bad memories are coming back now.”

He nods his head. “All of them?”

“Dunno.” I tell him kissing is cheek, “I wouldn’t be able to tell you silly.”

He smiles at me. “Well, I have a schedule later; tomorrow however I’m completely free.”

I smile at him; it’s getting closer and closer. “Coming here late?”

“I will, don’t wait up.” He says kissing my cheek. “I have to leave soon.”

I nod my head understanding, I’ll have him to myself tomorrow, all alone all day.

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