I know i've been a bad author to not updated this fic for a long time.

I really want to updated this so badly and i don't want to makes u guys dissapointed to me.. 

These past months... I've been busy to taking care of my boyfriend who suffered cancer stage 3. 

But.... I think i'll be in hiatus again. i'm so sorry

My boyfriend... He just passed away yesterday....

And it is really the worst nightmare i ever had in my life.

how i wish if it's just a dream, a nightmare. so when i awoke, he'll standing in front of me n hug me.

but no... its the reality that i can't accepted.

why its should be like this? i'm not ready yet... His cancer that he suffered for a long time finally took him away for me, for this life.

This december... we'll held our engagement party...

n that day..... won't come 4 sure to me....

Thanks for all of u who always support me in those past months. 

you,  thanks a lot for your support.

I promised.... At that time.... When i could face this reality... When i've stronger to live without him... I'll started writing again n i'll try my best to give you an enjoyable time for reading this fic.

Once again, i'm so sorry if i make you waited too long....