*YOUR POV*

After we got home, I immediately went into Onew oppa's room to treat his wounds.

Although the wound was not as serious as that experienced by Joon, but still i'm very worried

about the state of Onew oppa. His lips were torn and bleeding.

Not that i'm not worried about Joon. Although his condition is slightly more severe than Onew

oppa -face bruised, his hands bleeding, and it seems there is his rib’s broken because Onew oppa

kicked Joon’s stomach- But I think that's comparable to what he has done to me.

For five years I was dating him, seems to have almost all of my body being subjected to punch or

kick by Joon -Whether it's a slap on the cheek, a kick in the knee and my stomach, stranglehold

around my neck or scratches on my arm- Whenever I make mistakes or do things that he did not

like. -Whether it's a big problem or a trivial problem- he always spilled his frustration to me

through a blow or physical violence.

If I say the problem trivial, well, very trivial. The problem that should not have resolved by

physical violence.

For instance when I did not ask his permission to visit Taemin which at that time had chicken pox

in the hospital.

That night when he was at my house, he beat me and slapped my face until my face was bruised

and torn lips.

As a result the next day I had to lie to people who ask why my face was bruised and torn lips,

I have to lie to them that I fell from the bathroom and my face hit the shower.

Always like that. Each I been beaten by a man who really did not deserve I call a boyfriend,

I always lie to my family and my friends. 

So I did not worry him at the time I and Onew oppa left he alone lying in the ground after he

and Onew oppa fighting.

Maybe you think that I was the evil woman who has no conscience for not having the slightest

worry to Joon. But a sense of hated to him was killing my worries to Joon.
 

Okay, back again to the point. When I had finished treating  Onew oppa's wounds, I intend to

rush to leave his room and went straight to my room.

Not that I do not want to keep and care for him  all night until his wounds heal.

But if I stay any longer in Onew oppa's room, I do not know if I can control myself.

I'm not sure I can cover my face while my face blushed when his face and mine  close.

I'm not sure I can control to shook my hands when  my hand touching his bloody lip.

I'm not sure I could survive for not fainting in place because my knees are too weak when my

eyes accidentally sighted with his warm eyes.

I'm not sure I can keep the butterflies in my stomach was not dancing when his breath touched

my face smoothly.  

Breath that made my blood flowing into my cheeks and make my cheeks heat up.

 And I'm not sure I could hold my self to not hug him. Hugged his body that gives warmth to my

body as he hugged me and calmed me down when I buried my face in his chest.

I stood upand intend to leave the room. But I feel  his silky soft hands holding my hand.

His warm palms as if to burn the palm of my handwhich a  cold from nervousness. I heard his

 soft voice calling my name. For some reason every time my name was called by his soft voice, it’s

 more sound like a beautiful song in comparing brief greeting.

"Jie Eun." He called me.

"Ne oppa?" I turned my body. Trying to calm as possible to cover my nervousness.

"Jie Eun?" His beautiful voice once again call my name. Creating a butterfly that had just

danced in my stomach now has spread to all organs of my body. Gives a strange sensation as well

as fun when I heard my name out of his mouth.

"Hmm?" I just mumbled his answer.

Because I think I take my tongue can not work together to create words that will I remove from

my mouth. I sat on a bench in front of his bed. Trying to hide my body is shaking because my

knees are too weak to sustain my weight. I'm not sure I can stand much longer if Onew oppa

kept looking at me like that. The gaze which somehow implies much feeling in it. Feelings of love,

admiration, longing, and waiting unspoken and implied only from his eyes.

"D-Do You Want to be my girlfriend?" I hear  the words of the most beautiful and long I wait

out from his  lips. I saw his face was so nervous and his voice quivered as he asked me to be his

girlfriend. At the same time I was shocked and my eyes widened after hearing his words. Not

believe that he would ask me to be his girlfriend. Do not expected the guy who I love and love

me now, tonight, this hour, this minute, and this second is the courage to ask me to be his

girlfriend. I do not know I should feel happy or sad. On the one hand, I'm very glad that the guy

who I loved  finally asked me to be his girlfriend. But on the other hand I'm very sad why a man

who I love and now asked me to become her lover is .... My own brother.

"Op-oppa ... Stop talking nonsense. Your joke is not funny." I hope that he was joking at this

time.

I did not dare look at his eyes and turned back my face. But I feel [again] his warm hands touch

me gently. Not touching the palms of my hands are cold. But now touching my chin and gently

turned my face to his face and mine  is now facing each other. Slowly he approached his face

forward into my face. Then when we face is less than three centi-meter, he closed his eyes. Oh

god .... When he closed his eyes ..... When his lips touched my lips.

When I felt his lips on my lips,

I gasped in surprise and a little more wide open my eyes again as his hand  touched my chin which

had been now moved to my neck and his other hand hugs my waist.

Pulled me closer to his body. Making our bodies do not have a longer distance.

A kiss is different this time when we kissed in the lake. His kiss  now more gentle and sweet.

No tongue or anything else to play. Only a kiss that is very sweet and gentle, but long.

Slowly I close my eyes when I felt butterflies in my stomach now dancing rhythmically and hear

the song of love of fairies who mumble. Whether the members of my body where it was and

singing elf. But clearly I can hear it and I can feel the existence of fairies. As if to sing a love

song that is so wonderful for both of us.

When my hand hesitantly wanna to embrace him, he pulled his face from my face.

Make our most beautiful and sweetest kisses stopped. I saw his breath a little out of breath to

take more air because God knows how long we were kissing. Perhaps more than four minutes?

I do not know. But I believe it is our longest kiss. His hands who had been holding my neck now

moved to my right cheek and his right hand which had been hugging my waist is now moving to my

left cheek. make my face that had looked down now looked up at his eyes. His eyes are staring at

me gently.

"Do you think my words were just a joke?" He said as his face closer to me and put his forehead

on my forehead.

Oh god .... What should I do? I feel now is not just my knees are weak and can not support my

weight anymore, but I feel all the bones in my body fall out and make my body floated limp and

weak. I do not answer the question and remain silent freeze. Do not know what word I say.

I feel my face blushed more than ever. I saw he smiled and kissed my forehead gently.

Make my body tingle. Oh god, if this is a dream, I do not want to wake up from my sleep. No!

I should not be minded like that. I'm not allowed to enjoy his every touch. This ... It's very

wrong for us!

I shook my head and dismissed the delicate hand that had been touching my face.

"Op-oppa .... This is wrong! You-me-we are not supposed to be ...." I  started crying and wanted

to say that we were not supposed to kiss like that. But before I finish my words, he put his

finger on my lips. And he ... He wiped tears falling on my cheek using his lips. He kissed my tears

falling down my cheeks.
“ Jie Eun-please do not cry anymore. I do not want you to cry because of me. " He said when

kissed my right cheek to wipe my eyes.

"I know we are siblings. But, I can not hypocritical assume that I just love you as a brother. I

can no longer lie to myself all my life that you're the only girl that I love and I care about in

this world. I do not know why and when this feeling came to me. And I do not want to think about

it. Because I know that I really love you. Love You with all my soul. love you more than love my

own life. I know this sounds crazy. But right now , this minute, I want you to be mine and I want

to be yours no matter what. Please do not deceive yourself Jie Eun again. I know you love me too

right? " he said and started crying. For some reason saw Onew oppa cry like that made my heart

sliced.

"I-i ..." I stammered.

"P-please Jie Eun. Would you be my girlfriend?" He asked me and now holding the palms of my

hands.

"But what if both our parents knew. I'm sure they will hate us and do not approve of our

relationship oppa ..." I bowed my face.

"I. ... I think for the time being we hide our relationship from both our parents and our friends.

But I promise you that someday I would tell them all that you,  Lee Jie Eun has become my lover

and become  Lee Jin Ki’s mine. "He said with a bright smile across his face.

"B-but ..."

"Shh ... So, if you want to be my lover? Do you want to be the one who I  protect and I keep all

my life?" He said now held my hand tighter. For some reason and God knows what came over my

soul today. I nodded my head. Nod which means that I approve of this silliness. silliness that

somehow feels so right in my heart the deepest.

When he saw my head nodded, he smiled brightly. Sunniest smile that belongs only by Onew oppa.

He then pulled me into his arms.

"Go-gomawo Jie Eun .... Cheongmal gomawo (Thank you so much) because you have been willing to

be my lover. Thank you ... Saranghae Jie Eun ...." Onew oppa said happily and continue to hold me

tight.

"Nado saranghae oppa (I love you too oppa)." I said and hugged him back.

My hands wrapped around his waist with hesitation. He then pulled his body from his arms and

started kissing me again. But now my eyes are not wide-eyed and do not be surprised like

before. Instead I closed my eyes and kissed him back. We kissed very long. But really I enjoyed

it. His lips are soft now lock my lips. After a while we kissed, we end to take a breath.

My eyes and his eyes staring at each other when we're ending our most beautiful kiss.

A kiss is no longer a feeling of confusion, fear, and shock. But a kiss that describe our feelings

of love that we can finally spend a long while we were buried.

"So, now I was your boyfriend, huh?" Onew oppa said smiling softly at me as he my hair

smooth. I nodded and blushed.

"How lucky I could be a brother and boyfriend in the same time." He said jokingly and hugged

me again.

"yahh!" I nudged heis waist gently with my elbow and pretended to be angry.

"yahh  Jie-I mean Jakiya .... You are the worst liars I have ever encountered. Do not act like

you hate me now. I know you can never hate and angry with me."

He said with spoiled and put his arm around my shoulder with an expression like a child.

I was shocked when he called me jakiya. Maybe because I'm not used to be called jakiya by him.

But after hearing he called me  jakiya, I think a thousand times he repeated the call jakiya not

make me enough and want to continue to hear him  calling me jakiya.

Ipretended to pout and brushed off his hands from my shoulders and stood up to go to my room.

But I feel he pulled my waist and hugged me from behind.

"Once again thank you Jie Eun because you  has been giving me this opportunity.

I promise I will not waste the opportunity you've given. I promise I will continue to make you

happy. I promise Jie Eun. Saranghae Jie Eun." He whispered the words that most beautiful in my

ear. Make my heart jump around and make my face heat up.

"Aish .... I do not know if you're crap!" I said jokingly to him and nudged.

"Ouch ..... yahh! Why do you always elbows me? Aigoo .... How can a girl nudged her boyfriend

like that?" He says and acts as if in pain.

"I do not lie anymore! I'm not elbowing you out loud. Mehrong ...." I said and stuck out my

tongue, teasing him.

"yahh this girl! So you've started to dare to mock your oppa, huh?" I ran away from him when he

was chasing me. But he ran very fast and caught me. We then fell to the floor. He then tickles

both my waist made me laugh because it tickled.

"Y-oppa .... Hahaha yahh ~ Stop it. Ar-arraseo .... Mian." I begged his  to stop tickled me.

"Shiiro! (I do not want!)" He said smirked at me and continued to tickle me.

"Y-yahh! Hahaha~ Stop it!" I said.

"Not until you call me jakiya ..." He said and continued to tickle my childish.

"Bw-bwoh? childish!"

"yahh! Palli! (Hurrie up!) If you do not Want ...." He tickled me and made me laugh blushed at

once.

"A-Aish .... Arraseo, ja-ja-jakiya." I said half-whisper while saying the word jakiya (honey)

"Mworago? (what you say?)" He pretended not to hear what I said and held his ear in my mouth.

"Aish this guy! Arraseo JAKIYA!" I said, and shouted in his ear. He then stopped tickling me

and helped me stand. He then smiled with satisfaction.

"Good girl ...." He said, patting my hair treating me as if I was a little girl.

"yahh!" I yelled to him and brushed off his hands. Trying to hide my face blushed with both

hands.

"Pabo! Why do you cover your beautiful  face like that?" He said and lowered my hands which

closed my face.

"Now my Jie Eun's time for bed because tomorrow you have to get up early."

He said and pushed me out of his  room.

"Why do I have to get up early? Tomorrow weekend  and closing my beautique  tomorrow

because Krystal wants to try a wedding dress with Minho." I do not understand.

"Pabo! Well certainly we have a date tomorrow." He said, hitting my head slowly.

"N-ne? Mworago?" I pretended not to hear.

"I'm sure you're not deaf. Tomorrow we will go out. Now, quickly go to your room." He then

pushed me into my room.

"So where are we going tomorrow?"

"Secret! Now go to sleep and sweet dreams ..." He said opening the door of my room. I obeyed

and went into my room with a feeling that happily  and heart pounding.

"yahh! Is there no goodnight kiss?" He then pulled my hand and gave me the puppy eyes.

Aigoo .... My boyfriend is really cute.

"You erted! Shiiro! (I do not want!)" I said. He then gave me a look of sad and childish when

I refused to kiss him.

"Aish ... This guy. Arraseo." I timidly tiptoe and kissed his cheek gently.

"Good night oppa." I said when completed kiss. I saw his  cheeks flushed and he blushed when I

kissed his on the cheek. Aigoo .... How cute my boyfriend.

"Good night Jie Eun." He then kissed my forehead. With heavy steps I left him and closed the

door of my room. Oh god ... What I dream last night? Forgive me god. I know this decision is

very wrong. But I also can not lie to my little heart that I really love Onew oppa.

I then lay myself in bed. Actually where Onew oppa will take me tomorrow for our date? Where

was it during Onew oppa was beside me I will feel happy and comfortable.

I smiled and closed my eyes. I'm sure tonight I will sleep tight.

*END OF YOUR POV*

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