Oh. My. Shoot. She's here.

"Annyeonghaseyo! Red Velvet imnida!" the 5 girls greet but my eyes are focused on a certain girl.

Kang Seulgi.

Damn, she's so pretty and cute.

"Annyeonghaseyo! Monsta X imnida!" the members said and I quickly snapped out of my daze and joined in.

The staff comes over and briefs us again on what to say for Music Bank backstage video.

Camera starts to film and I attempt to be composed.

Breathe Jooheon... breathe... take deep breaths. She's not looking at you, she didn't see you, you're okay... Breathe... She doesn't know you like her... Breathe...

Red Velvet did their choreography and we all cheered.

I look at her slightly and she happened (or was it on purpose? Aarghhhh!) to look at me too.

"Whoa!" I said without realising.

Okay come on Jooheon... That sounded cool, you're cool, you're fine... You're a charismatic rapper, you're cool. Breathe...

It was time for me to say my lines.

"R-r-red v-ve-velv-velvet sunbaenim..."

Crap.

I barely scraped through the rest of my lines.

That was so not cool. Please tell me she didn't notice it... She wasn't judging... Oh my gawd, shoot me now.

Filming ended and I see her thanking the staffs for their hardwork.

Talk to her... Talk to her...

"H-hey..." I stutter again. Jooheon what the heck?!

She turns around.

"Oh hello!" she bows at me and I quickly bow back.

"I'm Monsta X Jooheon, I'm a h-huge fan of you... I mean, Red Velvet." Seriously, Jooheon?! You're dumb af.

"Oh is that so? Ah thank you so much! You guys are really cool! I often dance to 'Trespass'." she replies and smiles.

"Whoa I'm really honoured! I bought your albums, I'm really a mega fan of you! I mean, Red Velvet! Yeah, Red Velvet!"

"Haha, don't be nervous, I'm really thankful to know that!"

"O-oh?