(JISHIN'S POV)

"Take care of yourself and I hope you'll tell her the truth soon" Kibum said.

"Thanks, and of course, I'll find the right time to say it" I said.

And then we separated ways.

He is so kind, Well, it shows with his good looks.
But it seems like I really saw him before.
Thanks to my good memory but I really can't remember when.
He really looks familiar I swear.
The only thing is, he offered me his handkerchief, treat me an ice cream, and talked with me, but I never asked his name.
Anyways, why would I have to? It may be the first and the last time seeing him.
First?? Nope.. as what Ive said, I think I saw him before...
Anyways....Aisshhhh

Okay.
I need to decide and I need to know what am I going to do.
I am ready to tell this to Yoona.
I ready to face the truth and leave, although...
although it hurts because Yoona became closer to me and she's like my own family.

In this intersection. 
I have to choose now and I really need to decide.
If I will choose the left, I will go back to my real home.
And If I will choose right, I will go back to the place where I found myself like home.

I sighed, I still don't know where.
It is almost a month since I left DaeShin and my nephew,
and a month of staying with Yoona.

"Jishin"

From that voice, I could tell he is KyuHyun.
This guy always shows up unexpectedly.

"Yah"

"Why are you here, I already told you not to follow me" I said, my back facing him.

"I am sorry okay" He said.

"I still don't get why you are apologizing" I said.

"Please stay and don't leave Yoona for a while" He said.

"Why are you doing this?"

"You can still stay whenever you want until I f-"

"I have decided, and I will tell her the truth now" I said.

"Please don't-"

"I don't want to dismay her or to disappoint her" I said.

It's true.
I don't want to disappoint Yoona, but I can't blame her if she will hate me because of what I've done.
Before there is something missing, and Yoona filled up that missing place in my heart.
She is so good and kind to be betrayed and my guilt is killing me.

"I can't even look at her eyes because of guilt, And if she knows the truth, I don't know how to face her" I added.

"But if you tell her this early, don't you think that she'll also be disappointed?" KyuHyun said.

I took a deep breathe and think.
If I still continue this, It will be harder for me to get away from this situation.
I can't stand doing this anymore, my conscience is killing me, 
Eventhough I am still happy to stay and be with her.

"I'll give you a chance" He said.

"A chance?" I asked.

"On which path you will go" KyuHyun added.

Okay.
Again.
This is what I am thinking about.
In this intersection. 
I have to choose now and I really need to decide.
If I will choose the left, I will go back to my real home,
Where DaeShin and Kibum is, where my true family is.
And If I will choose right, I will go back to the place where I found myself like home, Where Yoona let me feel the love and care from a sister and where I feel that I have my family.

"Jishin" He called me again.

I have decided.

I'd rather choose my real family than to make things complicated as I continue to pretend as her sister.
When I was about to turn to my left, KyuHyun shouted.

"So you are going back to you Unnie"

I still continue and I never dare to look back at him.

"Jishin aisshhh" He said.

"I still need you" he shouted.

After hearing that, my heart stopped from beating for some seconds.
I swear it really happened.

"W-h-hat?" I stammered as I asked.

He cleared his throat and said "She still needs you"

"What do you mean" I asked.

"I want you to stay for a while, and I will continue looking for the real YoonMi" KyuHyun said.

"When I found YoonMi, that's the time we will tell her the truth" He added.

"But I-"

"If you just know how much you made her happy" KyuHyun said.

"You know how much she is longing for her sister, Jishin please" He added.

I don't know why but I don't have the courage to look back at him or even to look at his eyes.
And then he grabbed my hands, on that time my heart beats so fast.
Why did I have this weird feeling?

"Please" He said as he turned around to face me.

"Please"

Now I felt like bursting into crying again.
Why did I have this feeling, I really can't explain it.
He hold my hand tighter and lift my chin up.

"Jishin, I don't want to see Yoona so sad again" He sighed.

"And I know you feel the same way, I know she seems like your own sibling" He added.

I pulled my hands away, and wiped my tears.

"Okay" I said as my voice cracked.

"I will stay, but..." I paused "I will only give you 100 days to find her, and after that I will leave" I added.

He sighed but then his lips curled after that.

"So you will stay" KyuHyun smiled.

I just looked away but He hold my hands tighter again and said "Let's go, Yoona is looking for you"

He pulled me and bring me to his car.

I stared blankly at the window as KyuHyun started driving.
I don't know why but KyuHyun gave such a great impact on me of what he had said.

"I still need you"

When I heard that, it seems like my world stopped for a moment as my heart also stopped beating.
Why am I feeling this way?
I have this feeling of guilt, happiness and hurt.
I still don't know why.....

(END OF POV)

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"Appa!" Donghae hugged his father.

"Donghae" His father said happily.

"I am so happy, Appa, you are now better" Donghae said as he wiped his tears.

After several months of staying and curing inside the hospital.
Finally his father fully recovered.
He is now ready to be taken out from the hospital.

"Uncle"

His father was surprised when he saw a familiar face.

"Ki-bum?" Mr. Lee said happily.

"Wow, Appa, you could still remember Kibum?" Donghae cheered.

"Uncle" Kibum said as he moved closer and hugged Kibum.

"Yah, you're still handsome" Mr. Lee said gladly "Same as before"

"Of course I am" Kibum smiled as he broke the hug.
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"KyuHyun where are we going?" Jishin asked.

"Yoona is going to the hospital, her father already woke up and he already recovered" KyuHyun answered.

After that Jishin remained quiet until they reached the hospital.
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(YOONA'S POV)

"Appaj-"

As I opened the door, I was surprised seeing him here.
As soon as he saw me, he stood up and looked at me.
While I just stayed still and managed to look at Donghae and my Appa.
Why is he here anyways?

"Yoona" SeoHyun whispered looking at Kibum.

I breathe and smiled at my father, avoiding Kibum's stares.

"Appa" I said happily and hugged him.
(END OF POV)

Donghae cleared his throat, same as SeoHyun.
Donghae and SeoHyun make exaggerated sighing noises,as they glared on both Yoona and Kibum.

"Yoona, I am sure you missed my little Kibum" Her father said stretching his hands towards Kibum's head.

"I could still remember how you wait for Kibum's reply on your letters" He chuckled.

Yoona sighed in dismay. 
She never though that her father will tell those things.

"I also missed her" Kibum looked at Mr. Lee and smiled.

"Well I think you need to have some little chit chat?" Her father said.

"Appa, we already talked, for now, I must be with you, since on the day after tomorrow, we will go back to our house" Yoona reasoned.

"Dongahe, how is work?" Her father looked at Donghae and SeoHyun and then they started another conversation.

Kibum and Yoona fell in silence.
Kibum took a deep breathe and said "Yoona, may I talk to you?" he whispered.

Yoona didn't respond but she stood up and said "Appa, I'll just go to the comfort room" she smiled.

Her father nodded.
When she go outside, Kibum immediately followed her.
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"Where are they?" She thought.

Yoona go out of the hospital and send KyuHyun a message.
And then she could still hear his footsteps following her.
She gave up.
She turned back and said

"How are you" Yoona asked.

"Long time no see" Yoona wants to sound so happy to hide her sadness.

"Same Kibum you knew" Kibum answered "Still pathetic as you thought"

Yoona sighed.
His voice is not cold or angry but it was lonely in a way that broke her heart so easily.
She can't deny but she still wants to be with him, after a long time but, she needs to control herself.

"I just want to talk to you" Kibum sighed.

"Go on" Yoona said "I've never talked to you ever since that day"

"I'll always be there with you and to support you all the way, Just call me if you need help" Kibum said but he still feels awkward.

"I can wait......." He paused as he looked at her seriously.

Yoona sighed.
"If I say that I'll be ready this time, would you still love me?" Yoona thought.

"Until you are ready" He whispered so softly but still Yoona can hear it.

There is a sudden feeling of hurt and pain on Yoona's heart.
Kibum's words answered her thoughts.
But then, she needs to hide it.
This isn't the right time-she thought.

"I am so happy for uncle" Kibum looked up to the sky.
"Same with me" Yoona said.

Up to now, they still have some weird conversation.
It's very awkward.

"I still want to do my promise to you" He said changing the topic, making his voice to sound as happy as he can. "About your sister"

"Thanks for your concern but I already found her" Yoona said as she sighed.

"You found YoonMi?" Kibum asked.

"Neh" Yoona answered

And then a car just came and Yoona sighed.

"There she is" She said looking at the person who get out of the car.

Kibum's eyes widened. "You?"

Jishin looked at Kibum with a surprised look.

"She is YoonMi" Yoona said.

"But-" Kibum paused as he remembered Jishin.

Jishin bowed her head and hold herself from crying all over again.

(JISHIN'S POV)

God this is it.
This is my greatest fear.
Now I know the reason why he looks so familiar to me.

"Who is he, KyuHyun?"

"He is Kibum, her boyfriend"

Yeah, I remember the time when Yoona and I went to the mall, and then I saw him with Yoona.
He is the man that bought me an ice cream, the man who cheered me up, the man who offered me his handkerchief, and the man who talked to me.
And then he is Yoona's boyfriend.
The problem is, Kibum knows about it, about my problem, I am so stupid to open up my problem with him.
If I just know that he is Kibum and if I just remembered him.
God why are you doing this to me?
Why do you gave me such a very small world?

"But-" Kibum paused.

Now I am nervous of what will happen.
But If this will be the time that I need to tell the truth,
I can say it right away.
I am ready to face this.

"You are YoonMi?"