" Suzy-ya,you know there's something i want to talk to you ." i talk to her when we're ready to sleep.
" about what?" she get up from her sleep and sit beside me in a sofa.
" Sehun ." i mention his name very carefully with a low voice.
" Luna-ya I.."
" No, don't cut me off! you've been doing that but not now,Please ."
" Allright, speak." Suzy talk to me after take a deep breath.
" I have a fight with him." i talk with low voice and waiting for suzy's reaction.
" why? you have a fight with me too,oftenly."
" No,not that kind of fight, a big fight that make me don't want to even watch him on TV, a big fight that make him hate me,maybe ."
" Really? what kind of fight? what is the reason?" Suzy talk to me while looking at me in the eyes.
" you ."
" what do you mean?" suzy seems confused and sit closer to me
" I found your diary in our apartment, I've been have it for months,before we graduated. I read it ." I stop my talk and look at suzy.
" Sehunnie,read it too. I gave it to him,when he was promote wolf." I talk with low voice to her.
Suzy suddenly get up from her sit, i look at her and find her dissapointed face.
" why you did that?"
" I don't want you and Sehun is trapped in a lie forever." i talk to her and get up from my sit too.
" That's not a lie, don't you understand when i told you love isn't working for us ." Suzy talk to me with higher tone, i know she's mad at me.
" you're just being fake ." I talk to her with low voice.
" So what? this my life,i'm the one who's being fake,why are you so care?" she talk to me with husky voice and loud voice
" you're the same with him. he's asked me too why am i care about both of you,Sehunnie." i talk to her,i was mad too but i'm much much more dissapointed.
" yes,why? this is our life, you just can't stay out of it ."
" I don't bother if Sehun told to me like that,he's only known me for the last 3 years,but you, you known me for 10 years of our life.And you asking me why am i care for you?"
I talk to her with a husky voice, i start to wear my jacket and scarf.
" You make it harder for me and Sehun,Luna-ya ."
" I'm not telling you to dating him or have a happy marriage with him. i just want my friends back, my real friends ." I grab my bag and walk pass by her.
" see? in the end, you just want something, you're not even care about us, you're so sellfish ."
I close suzy's door apartment after hearing she talk like that.