I came home,with so much things circulated at my brain.I'm dissapointed about what happened to my bestfriends,but i promised to Sehun to keep this as a secret.
When i remember how Suzy beg me to back to gwangju,once she like Sehun.I think this is the right decision to keep her chasing dreams.
" Suzy-ya !" I come in to Suzy's room and find her studied .
" oh,why?" Suzy look at me and smile.
" you cried?" I feels surprised when find her eyes is swolen.
" I'm not." Suzy reply me shortly while smiling
" You did ." I can see Suzy is lying to me.
" Ah,that's no big deal Luna-ya,I just found out that today.." Suzy paused her talk and give me a glance.
" Today?" i walk closer to her.
" I just found out that my first love is one sided love." Suzy talk to me quickly and give me a smile.
" your first love? Sehun? you love him?" I blink my eyes several times.
" Yes,i thought i am.I want him to be happy, i love spending my time with him too."
" But why one sided?"
" He doesn't say he likes me,even after knowing that i'll debut later." Suzy talk to me with low voice.
" But Suzy-ya,he said.." I just want to told her everythings,i want to told her that Sehun is in love with him,madly.I want to told her that Sehun is protecting her to keep chasing her dream.
" What?"
" No.nothing." I decide not to tell Suzy the truth,I promised to Sehun.
" I'll just want to chase my dream right now,focused in my carrier and make people aroind me happy.I still can be friends with him you know." Suzy talk to me while smiling widely.
" Yes,you're right.I'll support you." I give her a tight hug and pat her back.

After that day,Sehun,Suzy,and me not spend so much time together.
Suzy is busy with her debut,Sehun is keep spending time in SM.My friends told me that Sehun works really hard as a trainee.
Suzy already skipping too much time at school.Sehun and me,never talk about that night.
He keeps avoiding that topic,if we were talking.
I understand it very well.that must be hurt for him.
But i studied Suzy too.She said that she'll forget about her feelings to Sehun.
I can see that she's hurting too.