HARD TO SAY I LOVE YOU

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I can just feel it if you protect me 
Come and hold me close right now

I want to show you these feelings that were always dear to me
Because my heart couldn’t become honest “...I miss you”

We walked back home and within the silence there was no one
This beating heart feels like it will burst open
I wonder if you can hear it?

Is there a deep love for these closed lips of mine?
I cannot say anything in front of him

I always held in these gentle feelings that you had been deprived of 
Because my heart cannot become honest “...I miss you”

I swore I’d live my life, never crying in front of others 
But in front of you, my heart becomes overwhelmed with tears

Is there any meaning in the words you gave me in the warmth of your arms?
I held you from behind and muttered softly 

I won’t ever let you be alone because I always want to be there for you
I want to feel all of your warmth, I believe you

Because miracles just happen, they are not guided by fate
I was drawn to you so we cannot drift apart

I always held in the gentle smile you wanted to see 
Because I want my heart to become honest

I want to show you these feelings that were always dear to me
Because I want my heart to become honest “...I miss you” - Sunao Ni Narenakute by Sayuri Sugawara

Foreword

I ran as fast as I could through the crowded streets' of Seoul. I knocked people out of my way as I tried to get there as soon as possible, but I was too late. As I banged on the door blood poured out from the bottom. I didn't know what to do but kept banging on the door telling you to open it.

Back then we didn't understand what true love meant.

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LadyBelKim #1
Chapter 32: Oh my facking dear krisus! What a wonderful story. Please, if you publish your story, please, tell me. I'll buy it even if i have to pay the shipping to my country.
It's too damn real, even if i wanted that JongHyun or KyuHyun. God damn if i know! Life goes on! My ex had a baby a few months ago. We broke up two years ago. Now, a year ago, i found the real love, the person who i'm planning my future with and i'm engaged to. There is a ending, good in someways, bad in others, but one has to choose.
Thank you again for this amazing novel.
Isellina #2
Chapter 33: Very nice story. It game me the feelings that this is a very realistic situation in real life, and seeing it as a story with my bias in it make it much better. Although there were times when it was too dramatic, and it's not you it's me, but I just personally avoid reading too dramatic story, however, your wording make me more curious about the story and I ended up enjoying it very much. It show me a very important lesson to look forward to the future and forget the past because no matter what had happened, it won't ever come back and you should just forgive it.
Great story.
zimmie9589 #3
This is awesome... Great plot and writing. My heart wrenched with every single chapter of this fic. I love how you put them into their right place at the end... At first, I expected Amber and Kyu to get back to each other because finally they confessed their love. Though, both of them missed their timing and I love how they got over the shadows of the latter and end up with their suitable partner ^^ lovely ending
KPOPfan619 #4
Chapter 2: WHHAOO first she like jonghyun then she staring and admiring kyu.. Wow. oooohhh jonghyun
KpopLuvinOtaku #5
Chapter 33: Author-nim I was recently showed this story by a fellow Yongber shipper and seriously author-nim.
The feels in this story.
THE FEELS.
IN THIS STORY.
You're such a good writer and I question if mines is as good u.u
DetNaq #6
Chapter 32: way to go for YongBer ! XD
doll_head #7
Chapter 32: You started this story in 2010 and it has finally ended. I want to applaud your superb storytelling and your grit to see this through. It's amazing. I am really impressed how you managed to turn this around and upside down and still turn out a brilliant ending. I only wish I could do the same with my own stories - complete them that is! Thank you for such a brilliant story. Especially the kyuber combination and now Yongguk and Amber. :)
joeriel18 #8
Chapter 32: Wow...! You never disappoint us author nim;) that was beautiful classy ending... They all have their beautiful ending...., I love it;)! Waiting for your another story;) tnx author nim^^
TheOddOneGiggles #9
Chapter 32: I love you and this fan fic!!! Even though i got a bit sad to see Amber and Kyuhyun together in the end I love Amber and Yongguk together! ^^
I ship them :3 (I wish in real life amber and Yongguk would end up in WGM, or just interaction at the most) XP
Lol I love how Amber burp, that's my girl xD
K-PopAddict72 #10
Chapter 32: It's such a great ending. I guess Jonghyun has his guitars as girlfriends. I'm glad Amber got a happy ending.
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