"Ravi hyung, lets go out," the youngest of the group says, pulling on his hyung.
"Hyuk no," Ravi says, as the younger continues to pull on him.
"Why?" He asks, as the rest slip on their shoes.
"I'm tired," Ravi says, crawling into his bed to make his point.
"Okay. Sleep nice," Hyuk says, running to the door. It slams behind them, and Ravi crawls out from the blankets and sighs. He looks at himself in the mirror, and starts pulling off his shirt. At first it was working hard for the body he has, but it didn't stay like that. He slips on his shirt, and runs fingers threw his hair. He stands for a moment, and the mirror ends up smashed.
"Wae N hyung?" Ravi mutters, looking at his broken reflection.

~Flashback~

"Ravi-yah. Can I talk to you?" N asks, with a sad glint in his eyes.
"Sure," Ravi says, following his hyung out to the balcony.
"Ravi. I have a secret," N says, rubbing his hands.
"Okay," Ravi says, watching him.
"I like Leo," N whispers, not meeting Ravi's eyes.
"Duh hyung," Ravi says, laughing slightly.
"No. I LIKE Leo," N says, bitting his lips.
"Oh. Okay then," Ravi says, shrugging.
"You aren't disgusted by this?" N asks, managing to meet Ravi's eyes.
"No. You're my friend. If you like dudes instead of chicks, I'm okay with that. Besides more for me," Ravi says, smiling.
"Thanks," N says, hugging Ravi quickly.
"Will you help me?" N asks, pulling back.
"Sure."

~End of Flashback~

~Across Town~

"Leo-yah, can we talk?" N asks, looking at his crush. Leo nods, and follows N.
"What?" Leo asks, looking at the shorter man.
"Leo-yah, I-I like you," N stutters, rocking on his feet.
"What else is new?" Leo asks, shrugging.
"No, Leo, I LIKE you," N says, looking at his feet.
"I don't want to be liked by you," Leo says, with his straight face.
"Okay then," N sighs, starting to walk out. Leo grabs N's hand, and pulls him back.
"I wasn't done. I want to be loved by you instead," Leo says, creating a small smile. N's heart leaps as Leo's words sink in.
"Okay," N says, smiling. Leo pulls them out, hand in hand. That's when N's phone buzzes.

~Back at the Dorm~

"And post," Ravi mutters, starting to text N.
'I love you, N hyung. I'll miss you,' Ravi sends, and he walks over to the bathroom. He looks at himself in the unbroken mirror. He opens the door, and pulls out the almost full bottle of pills for Leo's leg.
~Take up to two a day until pain ceases.~
"This will help with my pain," Ravi says, sitting on the floor.

~Across Town~

"I'll miss you?" N asks, as Leo goes on Twitter.
"N, what's EXO's newest song called?" Leo asks suddenly.
"Overdose," N says, without much thought.
"Read," Leo commands, holding his iPod out.
~I really like EXO's new song. It speaks to me. #EXOFighting~
"Leo, I need to go," N says, as everything clicks in his mind.
"Why?" Leo asks, as N sprints out the door.

~At the Dorm~

"One more," Ravi mutters, swallowing the last pill from the bottle. He smiles, as he stumbles out onto the couch.

~Running~

N's legs burn, as his building enters his sight. He runs faster, as he moves up the stairs.
"Please be okay," N begs, as he arrives at their door.

~On the Couch~

Ravi feels cold, as he hears the beep from the door. He shivers into a sleep.

"Ravi," N mutters, running to the blonde haired male.
"Ravi, please don't do this to me," N says, forcing his fingers into Ravi's mouth. Ravi convulses, throwing up his stomach.
"Why?" N asks, as the mix of white pills and vomit show on the floor.
"I love you," Ravi says, coughing.
"What?" N says, as Ravi attempts to sit up.
"I love you," Ravi repeats, as the door opens to reveal the rest of the group and their manager.
"What happened in here?" Their manager asks, as Ravi falls back on the couch.
"Ravi needed me," N says, as Ravi laughs.
"Okay then. Hongbin, you're the clean freak," their manager says, as Ravi attempt to fall asleep.
"We're talking later," N says, standing, and walking over to Leo. N snuggles into Leo's chest, and Ravi sighs.
That was the last day N let Ravi stay home alone.

A/N: you can probably guess what song inspired this... I heard almost all groups comebacks are going to be postpone until July. *sigh* I will wait. (-<) <3 ^_^