Heart or Mind?
The Wolf Prince's Princesshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c4pLBXNQF_w
All of you had arrived to Jiyeon's party on time. Loud music and a lot of
people filled the entire place. Some where dancing, some where drinking.
Everyone seemed to have a lot of fun.
"Oh hey guys you're here!" Jiyeon spotted all of you and talked loudly for you
to hear, with a drink on her hand. "Hey Jiyeon." you waved at her smiling.
"All of you look so handsome!" Jiyeon muttered not taking her eyes off the boys.
"Jihyun looks beautiful too right Jiyeon?" Luhan raised his eyebrow. You lightly
blushed at Luhan's compliment. Jiyeon cleared . "Of course Jihyun looks the best."
she made a thumbs up. "Thanks." you gave her a tiny smile.
"So come on!Leave your things and go hit the dance floor! See you later then!" Jiyeon
shouted and left to welcome her other guests. "You guys can go dance...I will sit
down for now." you smiled and sat down the couch. "Well I will stay with you." Luhan sat down.
"Us too." Kris and Suho said while all the others started dancing at the dance floor.
The boys dancing skills and especially Kai and Lay made all the girls squeal drool in awe.
Jiyeon watched from behind and smirked. *It was right to invite them. They're the life of every
parties. Just wait Jihyun, Luhan will be mine tonight.*
"Jihyun-ah come dance with us!" Kai moved towards you as he dance. "No I don't like."
you shook your head embarassed. "Come on!" Lay held your hand and pulled you in the
dance floor. "Dance Jihyun, dance!" Chanyeol insisted.
You swayed your body still embarassed. The beat started getting into you
and you seemed more comfortable now. Luhan was beside you the whole time
since his sharp eyes saw guys checking you out earlier.
It's not your fault. Every guy would have his mouth drool if he sees you.
After some minutes you grew tired of dancing, so you stepped back from the dance
floor and headed to sit on the couch. Luhan followed. "Oh why did you stop dancing?"
you asked him. "Nothing, I grew tired." Luhan wiped his imaginary sweat from his forehead.
Suddenly a a girl with a pretty face showed up. "Hey. Do you mind if I sit?" she asked from
Luhan with a smile drew in her face. Luhan looked at you. You just remained silent.
"Uhm...sure." Luhan nodded meekly.
"I'm Minhee by the way." she took Luhan's hand and shook it. "We go to school
together remember?" she brightly smiled. You glanced at her hands. "Uhm..I think I'm
disturbing. So I'm going to leave you two alone." you stood up and left.
"Jihyun!" Luhan wasn't able to catch you since Minhee kept holding him. "Uhm..I'm sorry.
I actually don't." Luhan gently removed his hand from hers and ran to follow you.
You entered the woman's toilet and glanced at the mirror. Jealousy rised in you.
"Aish Kang Jihyun, don't be like this." you hit your head. "She's just a girl who
obviously like Luhan." you muttered. "Aishh." you hit your head.
"Don't lose hope. Have confidence." you muttered to yourself.
"You are going to confess tonight to Luhan! Don't be like this." you took a deep breath
and exited the restroom. Luhan just arrived infront of the door. "Oh Luhan." you stepped
back from surprise. "What are you doing here?"
"Why aren't you with that new girl you just met?" you asked. "I'm not interested
in her." Luhan shook his head. "Ohh." you nodded reliefed. "Want to go out the
balcony?" Luhan suggested. "Sure. I need fresh air." you fan yourself and went out the balcony.
Jiyeon saw you both and her eyes narrowed. *Where are they going?*
"It's time guys." Kris looked at Suho and Xiumin. They nodded and left.
"Oh it's cold." you wrapped your arms around you. Luhan immediately took
off his blazer and put it on you. "Oh...thanks." you smiled. Luhan smiled at you and
stared at the sky that was filled with shining stars.
"I'm planning to confess Umma." you looked at her. "Is that right?"
you titled your head. "Of course that's right. But like I said get to know
more about him then when your heart feels like it's the right time to confess..then do it."
You remembered your mom's words. *My heart feels like it's the right time.*
You took a deep breath and called. "Luhan?" "Uhm?" he muttered his eyes still
focused on the stars.
"These few months that we have been together, you have made me laugh,
you made me feel special, you have made me into a better confident person.
And I just wanted to thank you about it." you muttered.
"To be honest...My feelings started growing for you. I started seeing you more than
just a friend. I think of you all day long. I can't take you out of my mind.
I- I actually have fallen in love with you Luhan." you bit your lip as you lowered your head.
Luhan's eyes widened and looked at you.
*Oh no.* Luhan thought knowing what was going next.
"I love you Luhan." you finally admitted looking at him deeply in the eyes.
A tear escaped from your eye and the from the sky snow started falling.
The first snow of winter. Luhan stared at you.
Your confession broked Luhan's heart. How was he suppose to answer to that?
'I love you too?' No. He couldn't say that to you. It's his best friend's Princess.
He just couldn't be with his friend's Princess even though he love her so much.
It was wrong from the very starting when he fell in love with you.
But his heart was shouting a 'yes' What would he listen his heart? Or his mind?
Luhan remained silent then suddenly from the door of the balcony someone appeared.
Someone who trusted Luhan, his childhood bestfriend. No other than Byun Baekhyun.
There standing with a big smile pasted on his face. Excitement filled his face and his
heart was pounding for his only princess, that he couldn't wait to open up with.
The rest of the boys appeared in the back of Baekhyun.
*Baekhyun...* Luhan stared at him. "Luhan what is your answer?" you called waiting for a response.
Luhan looked at you then at Baekhyun. He had to choose. "I-I'm sorry I can't." Luhan responded.
You paused after his response.
*He rejected me. Mom's words were right. My hopes went too high.*
Tears started flowing down your cheeks. Luhan bit his lip as he held his tears back.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry I just can't stop it." you whispered and left running
as you covered your face passing Baekhyun, who turned to see you.
Luhan turned and wiped his tears. *I'm sorry Jihyun. I love you but this isn't right.*
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