Chanyeol left without another word or sentance or sound besides the shutting door of course.

I don't know what to do now? 

'Think about it' echos in my mind as well as his I love you's

Risque it or not?

I just broke up?

My heart was broken not even 6 weeks ago and he already wants to start something new with me.

That's crazy

but then again he waited for nothing but the moment that Kyungsoo would leave me, he didn't even gave up when Kyungwoo proposed to me

I'm speechless to be honest.

his relationship with Hayi was actually...fake? Did he ever loved her? According to him he never stopped loving me and of course when he worked with me the ast years he would always fall again for me.

I was what he called his ideal type

His ideal woman

His love

I walk around the apartment and randomly start cleaning.

I pack things into the bag thinking I should leave him but then unpack the things because maybe I also...like him.

Throwing the things back into the bag because it's too early but unpacking everything because he will fight for me no matter what he will get me if not today then in some months or weeks or even years

I've never snorted that loudly in my entire life as I unpacked my stuff for the 14th time.

"I think I might fall deeply in love with him. I just need the time and yea..."

I threw my clothes back into my closet and my bag behind my room door.

I fall on my bed and rub my face.

"Should I.?"I peek over to the door and the peeking bag behind it.

"No. I will stay"

He is and was ever important to me as idol, partner, brother, member, and maybe he will also be an important kind of boyfriend.

'Ive never stopped loving you'

'Let's hold hands'

'Let's try it at least'

'he was an anyways'

'You look weird but cute'

more and more memories from the past flash in my mind 

My stomach has this weird feeling and so my face as a smile slowly grows on it.

Unusually when it comes to the tall slendy guy.

The door sound suddenly echos in my ears and I freeze

Have I made my decision yet??

Questioning this and 100 others things I walk in small circles.

"Dani" Chanyeol shouts from the kitchen

Am I ready to face him or should I pack my stuff and leave?

I bite my lip, then my nails as I peek to the bag which is squeezed by the wall and the door then i look to the door, where He might wair behind.

The door opens slowly and so do my eyes

"Chanyeol I- Sunny?"

"Heeey cutie pie!" 

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ANOTHER UPDATE UHHHH