"W-we .. H-have .." My voice cracked. I'm sorry, Taemin. I hope you can forgive me soon.

"We have what, Krystal?" I can feel his hands were shaking, gripping gently onto my arms. I squeezed my eyes shut before breathing out a sigh.

"Taemin, I ---" I paused for a moment as I looked at him. "I need to bre ----"

= RIINNGG! =

...

= RIINNGG!=

"Uhh .. Wait, Krystal." He said then, he took his phone into his pocket. He walked away in a slight distance before answering the call.

I have to tell him right away. I don't want to hurt him any more and I have to do this no matter what. I'm going to break-up with him and I will face the consequences. If he can't forgive me, its fine. I really deserve it, anyway. I just don't want to hurt his innocent heart and my conscience can't endure it anymore. As soon as, he's done taking the call, he strolled back with an apologetic face.

"What's wrong?" I asked. He was rubbing his temple while looking at the ground.

"Uhmm .. Krystal, I'm sorry. I think we have to go. Manager-hyung just called me and he said that I have to go to MBC right now." I frowned, thinking that I already let this chance away from me to tell him about the break-up.

"Ah .. Is that so? Okay, then." He lift his head up, smiling at me. I also did the same and we started walking. I think there's another time to tell him and I hope things will get better after that.

I said that I'll just call manager-oppa to pick me, but he insisted. I ended up in Taemin's car, heading to our house. Since, I'm already dead tired, I drifted off to sleep.

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"Krystal, tomorrow we have to be early. Manager-oppa said that we have another choreographer." Vic-umma said, putting her clothes in the bag which placed on the floor.

"Ah .. Arasso. But, I have to sleep in my house, umma. Mom asked me earlier." After zipping her bag, she swung it over her shoulder, before facing me.

"Sure! Its your family. But don't be late tomorrow, arachi?"

"Okay." I nod.
 

"You sure  you'll be okay here?" She asked. She's already at the door, ready to leave.

"Neh. I will be okay, umma." After that, she bid goodbye and left.

I'm here alone in the dance studio to practice some steps. Since, no one is here, I think this is the perfect time for me to relax my mind and for the benefit, to master our latest choreography. Actually, we don't have a dance practice today, its just that, I just want to release some stress.

While I was fixing my hair, I heard the door cracked open and I looked at the mirror who is the person might be. My eyes popped as I saw Amber, wearing a black wife beater that shows her muscular arms, basketball shorts and a pair of sneakers. She was holding a duffel bag with earphones plugged into her ears.

"Krystal? What are you doing here?" She stated, before pulling-out her earphones.

"U-uhhmm .. P-practicing." Why am I stuttering? Maybe because we're alone here?

"Aahh .. Okay. I'm here to practice too. Didn't know that you usually come here every time we don't have rehearsals." She then placed her bag on the floor while putting her Ipod in her pocket.

"Well, now you know." I answered, focusing my gaze at her. She hummed in response and walks beside me.

"So, what are we up to?" She asked while stretching her arms. I was looking at her muscular arms and I unconsciously my bottom lip when I saw a clear view of her arms, curling it up.

"Uhhmm .. How about we practice our latest choreography?" I softly said, still staring at her y arms.

"Okay then! Leggo!" She then get back on her feet, showing me her dorky grin.

"Uuhh .. O-okay." I snapped out from my thoughts, looking at Amber where she's pushing the buttons of the remote control. Once the music played, we started practicing.

We ended up practicing for about 2 hours and a half; non-stop. We are both pretty exhausted. Our latest steps is quite intense, but we managed to put it in our minds. Amber and I mastered it already and I'm very thankful because I have, Amber here to guide me.

Amber stopped the music and I walk towards the corner, to get my water jug in my bag. I plopped my on the floor and ped the bag. I pulled out a white towel and my water jug. While I was wiping myself, I looked over at Amber, where she's still lying on the center, catching her breath with her arms open wide.  I chucked at the view, she must be very tired.

After wiping my face and neck, I stood up, still holding the water jug and a fresh towel hanged over my forearms. I walked towards her and when I was near at her exhausted body, she looked up at me.

"What?" She said in between her breaths.

"Come on! Get up! Here's the water." I was kicking her leg lightly and then she stood up from the floor, wiping the dusts on her . I turned the cap clockwise to open the water jug for her and handing it to her.

While she was draining herself with water, I was busy wiping her face and her neck. I don't know, but I really love doing this to her and when I realized that my body is really close to hers. The next thing I knew, we were staring at each other's eyes and lips.

= LUB DUB =

= LUB DUB =

I don't know how long we are like this, as long as she's near me, she's with me, I will not get tired. My breathing become ragged as well as hers. I saw her gulp and then she pulled my closer wrapping her arms around my waist as she crashed her lips onto mine. I quickly responded, placing my hands on the side of her face, pulling her closer.

I know this is wrong and she knew that. I also know, that its selfish, but can I just choose my heart once? I love Amber. No doubt that, but I want her to be with me just for today.

As we deepen the kiss, I slip my tongue inside and her lips, while she was squeezing under my lightly. I opened my mouth a little wider as I gently touch my tongue against hers, letting the tips of our tongues to `play around` together. She was me deep with both of her hands, groping my gently which made me to moan.

Wet kissing sounds and moans are echoing inside the dance studio. Once oxygen is necessary, we pulled away with our foreheads attached. Because I was wearing shorts, she was caressing my with her right hand and her left is on my upper thigh, it up and down. When her breathing become stable, she tried to kiss me again, but I looked away.  

"Not here, Amber." I mumbled.

"I-I'm s-sorry .. K-krys .. I-i .. was ---"

"No." I looked at her. "I mean .. Not here, but ... There." I said, pointing to a door which lead us to the dressing room.

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A/N: *sigh* then turned into an *evil grin*

P.S

Excuse any grammatical errors! And Thank you for your support! Very sressed these past few days. OH! And by the way, I will update "A Part of Me" next week, sorry for waiting guys! Hehe. ^_^