Chapter III

"A-amber?"

"J-jessica .. " God, I missed her. I missed her beautiful face. Her voice. I miss being with her. I miss everything. I looked at her straight in the eyes and I can see that there's sadness and anger? Jess? What's wrong? What did I do to you?

"What are you doing here? Leave. I'm busy." She said in a flat tone. She was about to close the door, but my reflexes were fast, so I used my right hand to prevent it and I pushed myself to enter. Succesfully, I'm already at the doorway.

"WHAT THE ARE YOU TRYING TO DO??!!" Thank god, I closed the door immediately. If not, then her neighbors must be awake by now. "I SAID THAT I'M BUSY! ARE YOU DEAF??!!"

"STOP IT WILL YOU!!" She was stunned of my sudden outburst and she flinched back. I know, its a wrong manner. I don't have a right to shout at her, but I'm sick of this! I'm tired of us avoiding each other.

"Jess, what's wrong? .." I paused for a moment as I drew near her. "Why are you avoiding me these past 2 weeks?" She looked away from me while her eyes were shut.

She took a deep breathe and her eyes are still closed. I noticed that tears are already flowing through her cheeks. "P-please .. T-there's .. J-just .. D-don't t-talk to me .. A-anymore .. " She said in between sobs. She was trembling and I want to hug her. I want to wipe those tears away. What is the cause of this, Jess? And why is she pushing me away? Why?

"Jess .." I tried to touch her arm but she avoided it, still she was looking away from me. It hurts to know that she hates me. Jessica, why are you doing this to me?

"A-amber .. P-please .. L-leave .." She took a deep breathe again. "JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!" This time, she's looking at me straight into my eyes. Her eyes were swollen because of the tears flowing from her beautiful brown eyes. I was taken aback not because of what she did, but because of her actions towards me.

"Andwae! Cheolti andwae! I'm not gonna leave this place until you tell me what's going on!"

= RRRIIINNNGGG! = = RRRIIINNNGGG! =

We're having a serious conversation here and yet there's someone who ruin it! Aish! I should've left my phone in my car. I looked up to see Jessica is still on her position. She's looking in a different direction and I frowned at that. I took my phone into my pocket and I pressed the green button to answer the call.

"Hello, Amber?" That voice .. Sounds like ..

"Woori?" And when I mentioned her name, suddenly Jessica walked away. I quickly grabbed her left arm but she yanked it away, not even looking at me.

"Woori, I think I have to go. I have an emergency here .."

"Huh? But, Berber wha-----" I did not even finish her response and I hung up already. I chased Jessica, where she's already in the living room. And when I was about to reach her,  I grabbed her arm and spun her around, not in a rough manner but in a gentle way. My face is just inches away from hers and I can't help to look at her soft lips.

"What's wrong with you, Jessica? Why are you keep pushing me away?" I whispered. I was holding her arms while her palms are placed on my chest. I can feel my heartbeat is pounding so fast because of the distance of our faces which only inches away from each other. My breathing become staggered as well as hers.

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"What's wrong with you, Jessica? Why are you keep pushing me away?" She whispered. She was holding my upper arms while my palms were placed on her chest. I can feel her heartbeat is pounding so fast and mine as well, but she can't feel it because her hands were gripping gently onto my upper arms.

I looked away from her gaze once again, because in any time, I might kiss her, but I can't! I still can't forget what I saw earlier and two weeks ago. No! I can't! I don't want to ruin their relationship. Yes! I love her! I really love Amber! But, I don't  want to be the cause to ruin their relationship.

"Please .. A-amber .. Just leave now .." I tried to pull away but she's really strong. Then, my vision starting to get blurry because of the tears coming from my eyes.

"Why do you keep saying these things?" I can feel the sadness in her voice when she stated every word. Why are you so dense?! I'm mad at you! Why do you keep acting like that, as if you like me. You care for me. Stop playing with my feelings, Amber! You already have a girlfriend!

I pushed her away and now I'm free from her touch. I looked at her straight into her eyes. "DAMN IT AMBER! PLEASE STOP ASKING ME! AND PLEASE LEAVE THE OFF! LEAVE ME ALONE!" I was on verge of tears while shouting at her. I know, I went overboard but the pain inside me .. I just can't forget what I saw when Woori gave her a bear hug at the hallway as she peck on Amber's cheek. And earlier, I saw it again. I was supposed to talk to her earlier and confessed my feelings but, I think my timing ! I saw her again with Woori! As she did the same action to Amber when they were at the hallway. And now when we were having a conversation, that girl interrupted it! These are evident for me to say that they have a relationship ....... Or none?

"As I said earlier, I'm not gonna leave this place until you tell me!" From the tone of her voice, I can sense that she's already mad.

"FINE! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW??!! YOU!!" I pointed my index-finger at her. "AMBER LIU! YOU"RE SO STUPID! SO STUPID THAT YOU ARE ONLY PLAYING WITH MY FEELING! I'M SO PATHETIC THAT I'M STILL IN-LOVE WITH YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU ALREADY HAVE A GIRL------------" She cutted me off by pulling me closer to her and she crashed her lips onto mine. I was struggling. I tried to push her away but with her strong arms around my waist, I don't have a chance to escape. I hate to admit this, but its really . Slowly, I give in to the kiss and starts responding back. At first it was gentle and sweet but soon enough she was kissing me hard and rough which made me to moan in-between our kiss. Slopping sounds can be heard inside the room because of our intimate kiss.

                                 A sweet smile formed on her face and then suddenly she gave her a bea hug.

                 Amber gave her a pat on the back while her other hand was her hair. Woori looked up

                to her and all of a sudden she gave her a quick peck on the cheek.

For a moment, I remember that scene again. This is wrong. She's already cheating on her. I broke the kiss by shoving her away from me. She was stunned of my sudden action, then I walked away, leaving her alone on her spot. I was looking at the ground while walking. My eyes were closed, tears are flowing through my cheek and its like a waterfall that keeps streaming down. Then suddenly, a pair of arms wrapped around my waist which cause me to stiffen. Amber was hugging me from the back while her chin is resting on my left shoulder. She's hugging me tightly and I can feel the warmth she's giving me.

"A-amber .. D-don't .. Y-you already have her. N-now .. That .. T-that .. Woori and her bandmates are already  part of SM Entertainment .. It'll be hard, Amber .." I softly said, then the next thing I knew she was kissing me on the neck. I gulped while my eyes were shut. My knees are getting weak because of the soft kisses she's planting on my neck.

"Jess .." She said, before giving me another soft kiss on my neck. "She's not my girlfriend. And I'm not planning to date her because I already have plans in my mind about ..." She paused for a moment as she tighten the grip on my waist.

"Us." My eyes widen of what she said. Did I hear her right? Or am I just hallucinating?

"W-what??" I dumbly asked. I just want to make sure if I heard her right. I frowned as I felt her arms released from my waist. She held my left wrist and slowly, I turned around to face her. As soon as she saw my face, she starts wiping my tears off using her thumb.

"A-amber .." I whispered while looking at her manly face. Then, she avert her gaze to me. " I said .. She's not my girlfriend. Its a misunderstanding, Sica." She said as he cupped my cheeks, giving me a genuine smile.

* SLAP *

"J-jessica??" She mumbled. Her eyes widen as she placed her hand on the sore spot which is her right cheek. Then I pulled her roughly by grabbing her collar and I smashed my lips onto hers. At first, she's not responding maybe because she was stunned of what I did, but later on her lips are slowly moving. I move my arms around her neck and hers around my waist pulling our bodies closer. She softly nudge my mouth using her tongue asking for entrance. I obliged and she move her tongue inside my mouth and playfully touch my tongue. I open my mouth more indicating that I like the kiss and for our tongues to collide. I don'tknow how long we're kissing, but as long as oxygen is necessary we pulled away and our gaze met.

[* INSERT YOU AND ME - LIFEHOUSE TUNE *]

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive ..

"That slap is for making me wait .." I said as I caress her pointy nose with my index finger. "For making me jealous .." I peck her on the lips.

"For making me mad everytime you're PIMPING around .." A quick kiss on her lips again.

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time ..

"And making me crazy for you .." And again ..

Cause its you and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to lose

And its you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

"Jessica Jung-Sooyeon .." I giggled when she stated my full name and placed her hand on my left cheek. "I want you to know that you're not the only one who is crazy, because .." She paused for a moment as she close the gap between our faces.

"I, Amber Liu, is ALSO crazy, madly, in-love with you .." She whispered as he gave me a long passionate kiss.

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A/N: Hello, guys! I'm back! So this is the last flashback, as promised. So, I think my story is progressing too fast, don't you think? Hmm ... What do you think guys? Oh well, I want to say this .. Neomu, neomu,neomu,neomu kamsahamnida! Thank you for subscribing and for the upvotes! The comments! I'd really appreciate it! The 1100+ viewers! Thank you guys! Thank you! Thank you! Guys! For your support! I hope you can support this fic until the end! So, see you guys on the next chapter! Mwaaah! Love yah! ~♥