"I miss you, Krystal"

 Did I hear her right? Were my ears deceiving me? My brain can't function well, because of what I heard. I can see in her eyes, that she's sincere - from the way she said those words.

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My heart started to beat fast, as I felt her hand squeezing mine, with her thumb caressing the back of my hand. Oh, Amber. How can you do all of these? You can make my heart melt, just by a single touch from you, even though, you did something wrong.

 "Krystal. Please, listen. I just wanted to tell you this ..." Her deep voice is sending shivers down my spine, and I'd be lying to myself, if I'll say that I didn't miss everything of her. Her hand is still on mine, not releasing her grip. She looked up to me, meeting her eyes on mine as she started.

"I know, that you're still mad at me, because of what I did. I know, I promised that I will not tell to anyone, especially to your family, but you caught me telling to Jessica, about the incident. Every time, we bump onto each other, and you'll try to avoid me - it hurts. It hurts to think, that the first person I knew when I came to Korea and the first person, I've been close with .. Is ... Avoiding me. Because, I disappoint her. I ruin her trust."

"I want to be honest with you, Krystal, and maybe you will get more angry at me if I'll say this. I didn't regret what I did, because I know ... That was the right thing to do. I care for you, Krystal. So much, that's why I broke my promise. I expect, that this will happen, if I'll tell her. I'm hoping you can understand . I did that, because for your own good, but if you can't still forgive me ... Its okay. I just wanted to tell you Krystal that I care for you. I really do."

I don't know what will I say to her, my mind is almost blank. Did I treat her bad, too much? Like what I've said, I don't intend to avoid her, but she keeps on hurting me - to the point that I can't control it anymore. She's sad, I can see it deeply in her eyes. I don't want to see her like that. I don't want to see her hurting. I know, she did t because for my own good, and I'm such a stupid , because I'm acting like a spoiled brat.

"I understand. I'm sorry if I disturb you, Soojung. I will not bother you anymore. Don't worry I will just---"

I didn't finished her sentence, and caught her into a bear hug, with my head rested in the crook of her neck. I tightened my grip around her waist, as I snuggle closer. She was surprised, because I felt her stiffened a bit. I miss her scent. I miss everything. My vision starting to blurry as tears starting to form in my eyes.

 "I'm really sorry, Amber. I'm really sorry. I missed you too ... So much." My voice was muffled, but I bet she heard it. I think, she notice me crying, because she started to hug me back.

"Its, okay Krystal. The more important is now, that we're good."

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Everything is back to normal between Krystal and Amber after their little conversation in the dressing room. Of course, they were both happy, especially Krystal because she knows that she can be with Amber again. About her situation, she's with herself again. Of course, with the help of her sister and Amber, but for Krystal, she's slowly standing, because of her inspiration .. Her family and - Amber.

Its a typical day for Amber, and she was alone in her place. Its her day-off and whenever she's free, she'll spend her time with her members or with Jessica, if she's not busy. Unfortunately, she's not with her, because Jessica is busy with her own appointments.

She was checking herself in-front of the mirror for about an hour now, and it seems that she is disappointed, based from the looks on her face.

"Tch. Why didn't I notice that my hair is already long? I look like a samurai kid." There's a bit of annoyance when she said those. Its true, indeed. She look like a samurai kid, because of her hair.

"Its time for me to cut my hair. Good bye long hair, I think you'll be vanished today." She sighed. Before, she even walked out from the bathroom, she looked herself at the mirror for the last time.

"Sh*t! Why do you have to be so handsome? Okay, enough with that! Time to go to the salon." With that, she sprinted out from the bathroom, fixing herself first, before she left at her condo.

I'll make sure that Jessica will drool on my new hairstyle. Kekeke!

Meanwhile, at SoNyuhShiDae'S dorm; 5 girls were sitting comfortably on the couch, while the rest was on the floor. They were on the living room, watching some random stuffs on the TV. They just came back from a fan meeting and they were all pretty exhausted. Good thing, they don't have any schedule throughout the day. This way, they can rest for awhile.

Jessica who is also on the couch, is busy playing with her phone, while smiling like a crazy woman. Its her luck, her co-members can't see her, because their attention is on the TV. The reason? Because of - Amber. Of course, its her! What could be the other reasons?

From: Baby <3 I M-I-S-S Y-O-U A-L-R-E-A-D-Y!!!

Her smile grew wider and she's blushing. She's always like that, every time she'll hear some sweet words from her lover./

To Baby: <3 You miss me? How come? I'm with you just the other day, right?

From Baby: <3 Yeah, but didn't I tell you that you are irresistible?? *pout*

Jessica is already daydreaming. She wished that, she can saw Amber's pout.

To Baby <3: I really .. Really .. Want to pinch your cheeks! Irresistible? Okay, I'll take that as a compliment. If you miss me then .. Why don't you come here at our dorm?

From Baby: <3 Really? Hehe! Actually, I'm at the front door of your dorm right now.

Jessica, shot-up a little bit, because she was shocked - No. She was excited, but she's still doubting, if maybe Amber is just trolling her.

To: Baby <3 Really? Yah! If you're trying to troll me, I'll crack your head!

= Ding Dong! =

When she heard the doorbell, she quickly stood up from the couch and run towards the door. When she opened it, her jaw slowly dropped, because of the sight in-front of her.

"Sica, who is that?" Sooyoung shouted from inside. When she didn't hear any response, the girls were curious and they stood up one by one, locking their gaze at the person outside.

"Oh. My. God." Seohyun muttered. Their mouths was half agape, and their bodies is somewhat like, frozen.

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OH. My. God. Is this real? Am I dreaming? The last time I checked, that I wasn't sleeping, but instead exchanging messages to Amber. My eyes softened and my lips curved up a smile.

"Baby?" I didn't gave her any response. My eyes are still glued on her handsome face. Gosh, Amber. Why do you have to be so damn handsome and y? I'm really a lucky girl.

"Hey, Jess?" That's when I snapped out from my thoughts. She chuckled and I suddenly pulled her into a kiss that turned into a passionate one. We were both consumed into each others presence, that we didn't notice that somebody cleared .

"You guys, can continue what you're doing in your place, but first .. Why don't you come in?" I heard Sooyoung said, and they all cracked up into giggles. I can't suppress my smile, still our eyes were locked onto each other.

"Aigoo .. The love birds, they really can't resist each other. Yah, get inside. Somebody, might take a picture of you two." That's when we realized that we're still outside of our dorm. We let ourselves got-in. I also noticed, that the girls is excited.

"OH MY GOD, Amber! I really like -- No. I really love you new hairstyle! You gotten more handsome!" Sunny squealed, and I have to use my deathly glare as a signal that I'm still here. She just gave me her brightest smile.

She received a lot of Yeah's and You've gotten more HOT's and I can see her blushing, rubbing her nape while her head was stoop low. I can't blame them, because its true. Her new hairstyle - she's gotten more handsome; y and lastly, hot. It really suits her.

"Sica, I think you have to guard your lover, now that every girls will drool over her, because of her new image." Tiffany advised, and I felt Amber's arm, snake around my waist.

And it hit me. Tiffany is right. She'll probably mobbed by her fangirls or worse .. Some girls will flirt with her.God, why does she have to change her image? Does she knows that girls will chase her? But, it will not change, even if she change something on her. Even from the start, that we're officially together, there are still girls who have guts to flirt with her, even if she already have a girlfriend - ME!

But, how will they know? Our fans don't know about my "secret relationship" with Amber - that's why, it called "secret", right? Our label mates, knew our relationship. Even Mr. Lee Soo Man. Did you know that, he's really supportive about it? Well, now you know. We decided to hide our relationship, because Mr. Lee said so, and we also wanted it to be in private.

But now .. I'm having second thoughts, if I'll exposed our relationship or not. I just want to let them know, that Amber is mine. I'm just worried, maybe because .. Someday .. There's a girl, who'll steal her from me. I just hope that it will never happen. No. It can't be happen.

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A/N: Hallo! Whew! Long time no see guys!I hope you didn't forget me! Hahaha! Sorry for the late update. My PC is still broken, but it'll fix soon. So, same routine .. I think everything will be back to normal next week .. So yeah. And also, my other fic: "The Part Of Me" I still haven't updated that, yet but  this week .. I think ..Well, not sure though.

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