Since, Amber left in her lover's place, Jessica can't stop herself but to cry not bothering if someone might  heard her. She was in a current state for about half an hour now, and it seems her tears won't stop from coming out through her beautiful black eyes.
 

She is not emotionally and physically stable, and many thoughts are running in her mind right now. This is the first time, that it happen to them, and she didn't expect that it will come to their relationship. Its not that, they didn't fought before - most likely, they were just bickering, but not to the point, that they are already hurting their own feelings, until this day happen.

Jessica didn't mean to say those to Amber. Anger and jealousy ate her, that's why she blurted out those words. She just afraid, to lose Amber in her life. She is just afraid, that someday Amber will find a new girl and leave her alone.

In her pasts relationships, she never felt so deeply in love like this before - let alone, it is also a girl. It doesn't mean, she didn't love the men in her life before, but the feeling she's having with Amber right now, its way too different than her pasts boyfriends.

Even though, that they're already together, she can't help but to fall in love deeply with Amber day by day; her heart will race, whenever Amber will do some sweet things to her.

Just by a touch from Amber or holding her hand; staring at her lovingly, Jessica's heart will beat faster, than its normal rate. She never felt like this before, until the day she got to know Amber.

Coming out about, Amber's showbiz career life,she never thought about that matter. Never - not even once, it crossed her mind. It just came out, when the fight happened, and now she regret slipping those words in .

That matter, just crossed in her mind during the fight, and because of her anger, she accused Amber with no evidence. Jessica, is worried - worried, that Amber might choose her career over her.

Now that, she heard Amber's side, she wants to strangle herself, because she let her own emotions overtook her brain.

= Ding Dong ! =

She broke out of her trance, once she heard the doorbell, echoing throughout the place. Thinking it was Amber, she hastily lift her body up and dragged her feet towards the door, not bothering to fix herself first.

She quickly swung the door open, and her anticipation turned into disappointment, when the person she's expecting for is not in front of her doorstep.

"Sica? Yah, are you okay? What happened?" That's the first thing, Tiffany asked her. She didn't expect, that she will see her at this state.

"Unnie, tell us what happened?" Seohyun who is beside Tiffany asked the same question. Their faces were telling, that they're worried.

Hearing no response from the latter, Tiffany walked closer to Jessica placing her hand on Jessica's shoulders.

"Jessica ... Is this ... Is this something about you and ... Amber?" Tiffany was hesitating to ask. She was kind of sensed that its all about the couple.

Jessica hanged her head low, then she broke out. She started to cry out loud which made the two visitors to freaked out. Tiffany brought her into her arms immediately. Hushing the crying girl, they decided to let themselves in.

Once they were inside, Seohyun closed the door behind, and Jessica is still weeping on Tiffany's shoulder. They slowly walk towards the couch with Seohyun trailing behind the two. They sat on the sofa, and Seohyun decided to sat beside Jessica, rubbing the older girl's back.

"Sshhh ... Jessica .. It'll be alright .. It'll be alright." That's all Tiffany can say. She don't want to force the latter into this kind of situation. Although, she didn't know what happened, she thought that maybe something bad happen to the couple.

She didn't stop from crying; she's still hurting and one person is just in her mind right now - Amber.

After a couple of minutes of comforting and hushing, Jessica relaxed a bit. Blinking her eyes a few times, she is just staring blankly at the ground. Seohyun came back from the kitchen, holding a cold glass of water.

"Unnie ... Have a drink first." Seohyun shove the glass of water gently to Jessica. Jessica slowly lift her head up, forming a weak smile. She gladly accepts the glass of water,and Seohyun sat beside her.

"Jessica, drink your water. It will help you soothe a bit." Tiffany said, as she noticed Jessica is not drinking the water, but instead holding it firmly.

Hearing it from her friend beside her, Jessica slowly lift the glass, and took a gulp. She finished the water by drinking the half of it. This made her calmed a bit.

"Jessica .." Tiffany called. She was hesitating to ask the latter."If you are ready to tell us, we're here to listen .."

"Yeah, unnie. We and the other unnies are just here for you. Don't you forget that."

Hearing that from her friends, makes her formed a smile - although its weak, but still, she manage to do so. She was touched by her members words, and this made her to think that she's not all alone. She will make things better. She will make things right with Amber.


 

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I rolled my eyes, looking at the book I'm holding. Lying here comfortably on the couch is still not helping to ease my boredom. Ugh! Why do I have to be alone here in our dorm? I don't have anyone to play with. I wish, Sulli is here, so that we can go mad shopping, but it doesn't make sense, because its already late. Victoria-unnie, Luna-unnie and Sulli is not here. I actually don't know why, because when I got here, the place is empty.

I secretly hope, that Amber is here, so that I can talk to her and just stare at her face. Now I think of her, I miss that llama face again.

We didn't see each other for a couple of days now, because we were both busy with our own individual schedules. Sigh, I want to see her face so badly. Just, staring at her face will not make me tired. This is another way to show my love to her. I wonder, what is she doing right now?

 

I frowned. Thinking, that she's with Jess-unnie, right now. Just by picturing it ..... My heart is clenching. 

"Aaahhh!" I shouted in frustration. Good thing that, no one is here. Shutting my eyes closed, I heaved out a deep sigh.

That was when, I heard the door creaked open. I stretched my head towards the doorway, looking at the person entering.

"Amber?" I called - unsure. I squinted my eyes a little bit, before standing up and walking towards the doorway.

This way, I got a clear view of her and I realized that she got a haircut. Damn, I have to admit that her new hairstyle made her more handsome and hotter. Oh, God. My heart is starting to beat fast again.

"Amber? Where have you ---- OH MY GOD!" I quickly run onto her, when she was about to fall down. Good thing, that I caught her, placing a hand on her side and my other hand is underneath her arm, as I tried to stand us up.

"S-sorry .." She said, incoherently. This made me to realize that she's drunk, because I smell alcohol all over her.

Once we got up on our feet, her head fell on the crook of my neck. I can feel her breath on me, which made me to stiffen. I can also feel her lips contact on my neck, and it didn't help when she snuggle closer. A heavy breath escaped from my lips.

I bit my lower lip, squeezing my eyes closed as I felt her lips moving, and gently grazing onto my neck. Before anything can happen, I shook her body gently, waking her up.

"A-Amber .. Wake up .." I whispered, shaking her body once again, but nothing happened.

"A-Amber .. W-wake up you're heavy .." Shaking her body gently for the 3rd time, fortunately it worked.

Slowly, she lift her head up from my neck. She stopped, when our faces were just a few inches apart from each other. She was staring at me, her eyes were half closed and I can feel her hot breath on my face. My knees were starting to get weak, while my face is already burning.

My breathing is starting to get faster, because of the closeness of our faces. Then, the next thing happened, she softly planted a kiss on my temple. I gasped at her sudden action. After my temple, down to my cheek, then slowly moving it way to the right side of my jawline.

'Jung Soojung! This has to be stop!'

'Soojung, you have to stop this already, before something might happened!'

My conscience are already giving me some warnings. This is wrong. This is all wrong! But my body is doing the exact opposite, as she kept planting feathery kisses on my neck and shoulders.

"A-Amber we .. H-have to stop this .. A-Amber ... A-aahh .." As I tried to push her away, that was when she the sweet spot on my neck which made me to moan. I unconsciously, arched my neck sideways, so that she can gain more access.

'Jung Soojung you're already making a problem!'

'Jung Soojung, you are the only one who have the ability to stop this. So before anything gets worse ... Push her away!'

My conscience will not stop from bugging me, if I don't stop this, but before I can push her away, she already latched her lips on mine, which made me to forget all my worries.

Her lips; her touch is melting me, wrapping my arms around her neck, as I immediately respond to the kiss. Tying her arms around my waist, she pulled me closer, as she move her hands all the way to my , giving it a gentle squeeze. I moaned in between our kisses, pushing me backwards.

As I felt the wall against my back, we didn't broke our kiss, but instead it gotten more intense. She nudged her tongue on my lips, and this is a signal that she wants to explore me. Without thinking twice, I open my mouth, her tongue first, earning a moan from her. I mentally smiled on that. Then, flicking and circling my tongue against hers. I moaned loudly, when she's the one who my tongue this time. I her lower lip, and again, I heard her moan, but this time - louder.

'Tch. Tch. Tch. Tch. Jung Soojung .. What have you done?'

'Sigh. You could've just stop this.'

Here we go again, my conscience are telling me these things non stop. I know this is wrong. I know, that she already have someone else. I know all of these .. But .. Can't I be selfish just for once? I love her so much. Why can't anyone understand that? Why can't she just love me like, the way I feel for her?

I didn't notice, but I just found out that I was silently crying. Amber didn't notice it because she was busy my neck, while groping my and her other hand is caressing my left cheek, until she faced me. I looked at her and she frowned.

"Are you crying?" She whispered. I didn't answer but still, staring at her handsome face.

"I-I .. I'm sorry .. I'm sorry if I hurt you .. I don't want to see you hurting .. It pains me to see you like that .." She placed a hand on my cheeks, brushing away some tears. I lift my hand as I held hers.

I was looking at her deeply in her eyes. She's like waiting for a response immediately.

"I love you .. Amber .." I finally said, placing both of my hands on her cheeks, as I pulled her into another one heated kiss.

 

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A/N: Okay, if you are doubting that, this is all a dream again? Well, the answer is - no. That's all I want to say.  ^_^ b so, Amber officially cheated on Jessica .. Being drunk is not an exemption.

What do you think will be their reaction, especially Amber when she woke up in the morning? Hehe! Stay tuned!