After my conversation with Krystal, they slowly seemed to understand that I still need time alone. •"Amber..  We will get back tomorrow,  hoping that you are ready to talk to us..  We still want to help you..  We are a family,  right? •We're all in this together.. •"

 We're all in this together, Jess..  I love you..

I remembered, that I also told her those words when she was depressed about Krystal's situation.

I never left her that time,  but yet she was the first one who left me like a sick dog.. 

I am dying..  slowly dying from the pain that she caused.. 

While In a deep thought,  my phone suddenly vibrated in my hand, indicating that there's a new message.  Looking down,  I noticed that the message belongs to Soojung.  I immediately open the message and it read:

From Ddudongie~: 

We're now going..  we'll come back tomorrow okay?  I know that you heard what I said earlier. We are all hoping that you'll accept us again..  I.. I miss you so badly..  please don't do anything that can cause some harm to you..  I don't know what will I do, if something bad will happen to you..  I..  take care,  okay?

I released a heavy breath while still reading the message from her. For the first time again,  someone made me smile and its all because of Soojung. Somehow it made my heart chest a little lighter,  and I'm really thankful that she - Soojung and the rest of them still didn't gave up on me. 

After a few minutes, it's all quiet again. It means they really did left. I sighed, and slowly closed my eyes.  
 

I suddenly saw her face -smiling brightly at me,  while she lift her hand,  caressing my cheek. She was calling name,  then placed a soft kiss on my forehead; cheeks and lastly on my lips. Her touches felt so real, especially her kiss that is still on my lips. 

I quickly open my eyes, and didn't notice that my cheeks were wet and soon to realize that I was crying when my eyes were closed. 

I lift my arm as I touch my lips using my fingers - it just felt so real. "Jessica.." Upon mentioning her name,  my heart clench but yet I have the urge to see her so badly. 

"Jessica.. I miss her.. " I said to myself as if I am talking to someone. 

"I have to see her..  I have to see Jessica" After what she did to me. I still have this feeling that we can fix this. I still love her and I really miss her. 

So without second thoughts, I struggled getting out from the bed as the effects of not eating, sleeping for seven days is already kicking, but nonetheless it won't stop me from going to Jessica's place, because I miss her. 

Maybe we still have the chance.. 
















 

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Fortunately, I have successfully made to her place and now I am here inside  the lift feeling anxious since I left my condo.

I made here by a cab and thankfully the driver didn't suspicious about me because I was wearing a mask,  a cap and a hoodie that was covering over my head,  but sometimes I caught him looking at me through the rear view mirror but thankfully he didn't asked me some questions. 

Hearing the soft 'ding',  I stepped out from the lift as long as the door is already open. My hands are getting sweaty and my heart, is beating like crazy while I am still walking towards her condo. 

I feel very nervous and at the same time, scared because I will see her again, after that..  incident. 

Turning to the corner, in a few steps away, I will be able to reach her condo but stopped on my feet when I saw an unexpected scene that was a few meters away from where I was standing. 

"Jessica.." That guy said. 

"Neh, oppa? " She responded as their eyes were locked onto each other. 

"I-uh.. I.. Jessica.. Would you let.." He trailed while rubbing his nape. Hesitation can be seen in his actions.

"What oppa? Do you want to say something?" She said and saw her lips lifted up into a small smile. 

He was looking away from her and then a few minutes he locked his gaze again on her for a second or so,  then all of a sudden he pulled her body closer to his by wrapping both of his arms on her waist as he crashed his lips on hers.

But what shocked me the most,  when she didn't even hesitate to push that guy or to break the kiss,  but instead she kissed him back with the same amount of pressure. 

My mouth was halfway agape while tears are constantly streaming down while I was watching them.

My heart was broken once - I still didn't even recover about what happened the week before and my heart..  it is really dead and she made it worse. 

All of a sudden my energy drained when she was in pleasure with her eyes closed when that guy was kissing her neck. 

They were just..  making-out.. in front of her door.. 

I just can't contain the scene anymore,  because it is killing me.. I turned around as I started walking away. 

Walking aimlessly, I really think that she just used me..  maybe as an experiment or maybe.. a toy.. I dunno..  all I know is that.. I really don't think that I will forget this,  and most especially... I don't think I can forgive her in the future nor..  wanna see her face.. ever again.. 































 

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"Hello?"

"Hello?  Is this Ms. Krystal Jung?"

"Ah.. Yes?  This is she? What can I do for you?  And who are you? "

Then after a few minutes of listening to an unknown caller, my eyes widened and suddenly I lost my grip and the phone I was holding just slip into my hands that fell onto the ground.  

"Soojung-ah.. wae?  Are you okay?" I can't answer her because I was still terrified from what the unknown caller said. 

"Soojung..  answer us.  You are making us worried." 

"Sulli..  Luna.. I-it's Amber.. She..  she's in the hospital.. she got into an accident.."


 

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A/N: lalalalalalalala~~ see? Told ya.. *innocent smile* advance merry christmas everyone! :D