Chapter 14 - 3 Words.

The True Reason

24 years of my existence in this world, I think this is the biggest problem that we experienced. Its hard for me to see my younger sister is hurting like that, and its hard also not to tell them - our parents. Yes. You heard it right. She begged me not to tell Mom and Dad, and I gave-in at the end.

 

I agreed, because I don't want to see her suffering. She's my only sister and I will protect her from all the people who will hurt her in the future. I won't let this happen again.

 

"Baby?" I was staring out the window, when suddenly I heard Amber's voice. I lost my train of thoughts and shifted my attention at her. We're on our way to our dorm from f(x)'s after my conversation with Krystal.

 

"Hmm?" She has her eyes on the road, when she lifted her right hand, and ended up on my cheek. She started to caress it using her thumb. I closed my eyes, feeling her warm touch on me with a smile plastered on my face.

 

Gosh. I really miss her touch; her scent - everything. I'm really happy that she's here with me. She makes me calm, just by doing some simple things. That's why I love her so much. I hope this moment will last for awhile.

 

"I love you." I opened my eyes and stared at her. She glanced at me for a moment, wearing a wide smile, then back her attention again on the road.

 

My lips curved up a smile and all of a sudden, I can feel that I'm blushing. My heart flutter, hearing those 3 words from her liips. I held her hand on my cheek as I gave it a light peck.

 

"I love you more." I mumbled. She didn't turned her head at me, instead I saw her chuckling. I bit my lower lip - staring at her flawless face.

 

"Baby, just remember that I'm here for you okay? I will not leave you alone. I promise that." Even though, I can't see her eyes, but I can feel the sincerity from her words.

 

I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world, because I have a girlfriend who is charming, handsome,understanding, sweet and lastly, caring. I'm so blessed because I have her with me and I didn't regret my feeling to her. My relationship with her, brought me to a brand new life. Amber made me change everything, and I'm thankful because I met and amazing, yet dorky person named - Amber Liu.

 

"Thank you, baby for being there for me. I love you so much." Then, I leaned forward as I hug her by the waist, resting my head on her chest. I smiled, when she kissed the top of my head.

 

I can say that this is the best chapter in my life together with Amber Josephine Liu.

 

 

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THE NEXT DAY

 

"Speak."

 

The place is filled with the intense silence, and you can immediately notice the tension that is building-up throughout the area. Jessica with an eyebrow raised is sitting on the sofa - legs crossed. She has her arms folded across her chest, and her eyes were piercing at the person in-front of her, who can't find himself comfortable on the chair.

 

Amber, who is beside her is just calm - only on the outside, but apparently she wants to strangle the guy, until he is out of breath.

 

"S-Sica .. Noona" The young man is stuttering. His whole body is shaking, because the deathly glared from the two person.

 

"DON'T. YOU. DARE. CALL. ME. LIKE. THAT. You don't have permission to call me noona, Taemin." Taemin flinched at the acidity of the words that Jessica's throwing to her. He hung his head low, just to avoid their poisonous gaze at him.

 

"You know what, Taemin?" She chuckled humorlessly. "You should be blessed, because my sister didn't want to let our parents know, about what you did to her, and I let your feet stepped into my place."

 

"And one thing ..." She continued. "She also doesn't want to make this bigger, and I don't know why, the luck is still in your hands."

 

Jessica tried to calm herself down, even Amber notice that she's just holding her temper towards the boy. She scooted closer to her as she rest her hand on Jessica's knee, just to ease up her mind.

 

"Taemin .." She called. He slowly lift his head up. "Why? Why do you have to do that?"

 

Taemin didn't gave any response, instead he looked down again as tears are starting to form in her eyes. Even himself, can't believe that he dared to do that to Krystal. He's not a bad person, its just that - there's something urge him to do the wrong move.

 

Jessica still didn't broke her glare at Taemin and she hope that it can make him disappear forever. Amber didn't say a thing throughout the conversation. She there to support her - to all of her problems. She knew that, the older girl can't handle the situation all by herself, now that they have to keep from Jessica's parents. Its hard for Jessica - she can feel it.

 

"ANSWER ME!" Jessica's voice echoed inside the place. Taemin was startled, so was Amber. Her hand that is resting on Jessica's knee move its way to her back, it up and down.

 

Still no response from the latter. Taemin was whimpering, trying to suppress his sobs. This made the older girl to be more furious, and quickly stood up from the sofa. Taemin, once again lift his head up.

 

"I SAID ANSWER ME!" She said in between breaths. She paused for awhile, before she spoke.

 

"KRYSTAL IS THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE CRYING RIGHT NOW! NOT YOU! YOU DON'T DESERVE THOSE TEARS!"

 

Amber stood up also, as she tried to calm her down. "YOU ARE A F****NG COWARD! AFTER WHAT YOU DID TO HER?! NOW THAT YOU'RE BEING SUCH A CRYBABY?! AFTER YOU TRIED TO GET YOUR ROTTING CROTCH INSIDE HER!!"

 

Jessica was panting - looking down at Taemin sternly. She even slightly lost her voice, because of her screams, but she don't care if she'll lost it, or get tired just by doing this to him. She'll do everything just for her sister; for hurting her only little sister. Amber was standing beside her lover, she has both of her hands on Jessica's arms, gripping it gently.

 

She's also looking down at Taeming, but her eyes were showing pity. She's still holding a grudge towards the boy, but she also felt a little bad because she know that he really didn't mean it. Amber, knew Taemin ever since they debuted, and he's really a good person. That's why she didn't expect that he will do something bad to Krystal. She thought, that he loves Krystal and she didn't expect that this will go too far - in a bad way.

 

Taemin fell his knees on the ground, the two were confused at the boy's action. is he going to beg me to forgive me? Jessica thought.

 

"N-Noona .. A-Amber .. Miange .. Please .. I-I'm really sorry .. I will not do ---------"

 

= SLAP! =

 

A loud smack can be heard throughout the place. Amber was surprised at her sudden action, she looked at Taemin and she can saw a red mark on his cheek. Taemin's open palm was on the ground to support himself. The slap was really hard, that he even stumbled a bit. His cheek sting and its more painful, every time a tear will flow through his cheeks.

 

"I will not sue you, since Krystal don't want to. I just don't want to see you filthy face anymore and don't you ever try to talk to her again." With her monotonous tone, that sends him into a shuddering point - she left the two alone an walk towards her room.

 

* BAM! *

 

Jessica slammed her door - hard. Amber looked down at Taemin, who is now weeping aloud. "Get out, before everything gets worse." With that, she left Taemin alone as she joined her girlfriend in her room.

 

He wished that he can turn back time, so that he can change what he did  - but, he knows its too late.

 

 

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Its almost been 3 weeks after the incident, and it seems Jessica and her sister - Krystal is already moving-on from the situation. For them, its hard to forget what happened but they were trying to bury it under the the ground. As Jessica's girlfriend, I'm just beside her throughout the situation. I didn't leave her; she needs me - to comfort her. She was so depressed back then, and it saddens me to see her like that, but like what I've said, they're moving-on.

 

Jessica and I were the only ones who knew Krystal's situation. The company, my co-members, especially her parents - they don't know a single thing. As for Taemin, he also didn't tell anybody and he did his job not to appear to the Jung's sisters.

 

Taemin and I were already in good terms. We accidentally bumped onto each other that day. I was supposed to ignore him, but he begged me - literally. That, I heard his side. As always, he was apologizing non-stop and not to mention that he almost wanted to cry.

 

 

 

FLASHBACK

 

"Taemin." I said. He slowly lift his head up. "You should be telling this to Krystal, not me. She's the one who has been traumatized because of what you did, and you should be thankful that she"s slowly moving on. I know, this is ridiculous to say, but I know that you didn't mean to do it. Because the Taemin I knew is not a beast."

 

I sighed as I approached him. "I know you are not a bad person, Taemin. Don't lose hope. They might not want to forget what you did, but soon .. They can forgive you. Everyone deserves a second chance, and you deserve it too."

 

END OF FLASHBACK

I didn't tell to Jessica about my conversation with Taemin. I know, she'll get mad at me if she found out that Taemin and I were already in good terms. Don't get me wrong, I'm planning to tell her, but not now. I will just find a good chance to her about it.

 

I didn't, even notice that there's already a person who entered here in the dressing room, because I heard the door creaked open. Maybe, I was zoning-out too much? I looked up and saw her - Krystal. Once our gaze met, she quickly looked away, as she closed the door behind. I was alone here, because the others were dealing some stuffs outside.

 

Oh, yeah. Its almost 3 weeks also that she's been avoiding me. I'd be lying to myself if I'll say that I don't miss her. Of course, we were like best buddies, before the incident and I miss hanging-out with her and talking some stuffs. Even the fans and my co-members notice it. They were worried, especially Vic-unnie, but of course we'll tell them that we're okay - even if we know in ourselves that we don't.

 

I slowly shifted my eyes to look at her and there she is, facing her back at me, while stacking some of her things inside her duffel bag. After a few moments later, still staring at her figure, there's something pushing me to hug her. That's when she suddenly turned around, not even caring at my presence. She stomped towards to door, and I didn't know what made me to do it, but the next thing I knew was, holding her hand - squeezing it gently.

 

"Krystal .. I miss you." I blurted out.

 

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A/N: HellSica is really scary ... Ooohh .. Okay, I think this story will gonna end soon? Maybe .. 5-10 chapters more? I don't know. And , after this chapter .. Trouble will come. Stay tuned!

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ed_peniel #1
You made me confused author. You never reveal the true reasons its totally mysterious. I dont get why jess cheated on amber when she said she loves her so much and plus wtf no kryber in ending? This story amazing but the ending is EH? I hope this story have a part 2.
YourSmile-I #2
Chapter 45: GOOD JOB AUTHOR... READ THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN
thebrokeninside
#3
Chapter 45: At least please makes jessica together with yul! :'((
KingRoyal
#4
Chapter 28: Aww~ I've read this for a lot of times. Gosh I miss Jessber.
dheaariftya
#5
author can you allow me to translate this story in my country language??
TwinTurtles #6
Chapter 45: THIS STORY IS SO GOOD! But we need answers! Why did Jessica break up for Amber is it because of Krystal?? Was manager hyung surprised when Amber told him that the mysterious fan is Krystal when it was Jessica? What made Jessica give up Amber? Why didn't Amber succumb to her feelings about Krystal??? A sequel is needed!!
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#7
Chapter 29: Jessica did that so Soojung can have Amber, I swear...
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#8
Chapter 45: wae no JessBer happy ending QAQ
Va_asianloverz
#9
Chapter 45: update soon please
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 45: update soon please