Chapter 10 - Questions in my mind.

The True Reason

= DING DONG! =

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= DING DONG! =

 

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Argh! I'm having a nice sleep here and there's someone who ruined it! I tried to ignore it by, stuffing the pillow on my head, but the annoying sound is still destroying my ears. I let out a lazy sigh, before sitting-up. I rubbed my eyes and unwillingly got up from my soft bed. I walk towards the door like an old man. I look at the mini LCD screen, so that I can see the person who's outside, but it seems I can't see the person's face because he/she's wearing a cap. I shrugged my shoulders - turning the knob clockwise. I swung the door open, revealing  a lady with her head stoop low, while holding a medium-sized paper bag.

 

"Soojung?!" I exclaimed as I saw her face clearly. A sweet smile spread on her lips - lifting the bag she's holding.

 

"Hey, Amber! I brought you breakfast!" My mouth was still agape and I don't know what's the reason - blinking my eyes a few times.

 

"Amber~ don't you want me to get in?" I came back to my senses and let her enter my condo. She went inside - removing her boots, replacing it by wearing a pair of slippers. We walk towards the kitchen and she placed the paper bag on the table.

 

"Krys? What are these?" I asked. I was looking at the food containers on the table.

 

"Food!" I sighed - shifting my attention at her. She has this happy aura, while setting the food containers one by one.

 

"Uhh .. Well, thank you Krystal. But .." I trailed off - rubbing my nape.

 

"You don't need to do this kind of stuff. I mean, I appreciate it but I don't want you to get tired, just by cooking these food. I can make it myself."

 

I don't know if my eyes are already broken, but every time I will say some good things to her, I will see a pink shade on her cheeks. Is she blushing?

 

 

Nah! Amber, you are just assuming ..

 

 

"Yah! I was startled by her sudden scream. She was looking at me sternly and I was intimidated by her looks. I look down - avoiding her piercing eyes at me. There's a bit of silence, before she spoke.

 

"I want to do this and this is not your body. Besides, I made all of these just for you." I shot-up my head - furrowing my eyebrows. What does she mean by; Just for me?

 

"I mean .." She averted her gaze at the food containers.

 

"Of course, you are my sister's girlfriend. I should treat you right .... Right?"

 

I just hummed and nod as a response, saying that I understand what she said.

 

= RRIINNGG ! =

 

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= RRIINNGG! =

 

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It was my phone, ringing in my bedroom. I rushed towards the bedroom and took it on the night stand. It was Jessica and I smiled cheekily - looking at the caller ID. I walk-out from my bedroom, before answering the call.

 

"Hi baby!" I greeted happily - wearing a wide grin on my face.

 

"Hi baby! Good morning! ~"

 

"Good morning too, baby. I'm sorry, I wasn't able to answer your calls because I was busy recording Show Champion."  I said heading towards the kitchen.

 

I can feel Krystal's eyes on me and I mouthed at her, that the person I'm talking to is her sister; Jessica. She gave me a faint smile in return.

 

"Hmpf! I hope you are saying the truth. Don't you know that, how worried I was??"

 

"Baby~" I cooed. "That's why, I was sorry. I really am. And, I'm saying the truth. You can even ask Krystal here if you want."

 

"Krystal?"

 

"Yeah, baby. She's here. She's in-front of me, actually." I glanced at her and she was looking at the ground, like there was something bugging her.

 

"Oh. So you are in your dorm?"

 

"Uhm. No. In my condo. I don't have to make breakfast, because she already brought it for me."

 

"...."

 

After what I said, I didn't hear her respond back. I raised my eyebrows - wondering if I told her something bad.

 

"Baby?"

 

"Uh .. Y-yeah?"

 

"You, okay?"

 

"Huh? Uh .. Yeah .. Yeah. I'm okay, Amber."

 

"Jess, I miss you so much. So much that I want to hunt you down."

 

"Hihihi! Awww. My baby llama. I miss you too. Don't worry, I'll make it up to you when I get back."

 

"Promise?"

 

"Promise! OH! Baby the girls are calling me. I love you. I love you. I miss you. I miss you ~ bye! Mwaah!"

 

"Hehe! I love you too! ----- Bye!" And she hung up.

 

Now that I heard her voice, my day is already complete. Just only 3 days, Amber and you will see her again. While I was grinning like an idiot, I can see from the corner of my eye that Soojung is removing the lid of the food containers one by one.

 

Pancakes.

Bacons.

Waffles.

Eggs.

Hotdogs.

French Toasts.

 

Wow it really looks delicious and my mouth is already watering, because of the sumptuous foods in-front of me.

 

"Here, Amber. I hope you like it." She said with a flat tone - letting out a deep sigh. I can sense that there's something bothering her, because of her gloomy aura.

 

"Krystal." She looked at me. "Is there something wrong? You were acting weird these past few days." There's a moment of silence before she spoke-up.

 

"No. I'm okay. You don't to worry about me." She then grab her things, as if she's ready to leave.

 

"Where are you going?" I asked. "I gotta go, Amber. Finish these okay?" She gave me a weak smile and I grabbed her hand once she passed by me.

 

"Krystal." I turned my head to look at her and she seems to be shocked as I saw her face. She stared at our hands and I took a glanced at our attached hands and noticed that there's nothing wrong with it. I wonder, what is she looking?

 

"I know you, Krystal. I know that you have a problem. Don't you know that we are all worried about you? Your parents, Jessica and me. You know what? You are making me feel like a stranger, because you're not sharing your problems with me. I told you about all of my problems and you helped me to fixed it. Now, its time for me to help you. I wanted to tell you, I'm just here for you; We're all here for you."

 

I can feel her hands squeezing gently on mine - brushing the back of my hand using her thumb. I can see in her eyes that she wants to tell something to me and I want to know what it is. But, why do I feel this way? I feel like, its all about me? Its impossible. Maybe, she wants to tell about her relationship with Taemin. Yeah, that's it.

 

She drew forward to me and I froze on my spot - placing a hand on my cheek, it with her thumb. We were staring at each others eyes and I can see sadness. I can't pinpoint, what made her to be like this.

 

"I'm okay ... Amber." I notice that tears are starting to build-up in her eyes. I felt guilty when I saw those tears.

 

 

But, why? Why do I felt guilty?

 

 

I was about to ask her, why is she crying but, she pulled her hand away from my cheek - looking at the ground.

 

"H-hey .. I really have to go, Amber. Just eat those food that I made for you, okay? I will be happy if you finish all of it. -- Bye, take care." Then she rushed out from my condo.

 

I'm still standing here - staring at the door that she left open. It really makes me more worried about her and I have to tell Jessica about it.

 

 

But, what is this feeling, that I'm more affected about what happened to her?

 

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A/N: Sigh. One sided-love. It really hurts when the guy you love is not feeling the same way. I felt it when I was 4th year high school and it really hurts. Aish! This guy! I wonder how is he, now? Ok! Enough with that!I went overboard ... Hehe! I'm sorry for that sudden confession, even though its irrelevant for this story. :)

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probably I will update the next chapter tomorrow or on Monday.. :)

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ed_peniel #1
You made me confused author. You never reveal the true reasons its totally mysterious. I dont get why jess cheated on amber when she said she loves her so much and plus wtf no kryber in ending? This story amazing but the ending is EH? I hope this story have a part 2.
YourSmile-I #2
Chapter 45: GOOD JOB AUTHOR... READ THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN
thebrokeninside
#3
Chapter 45: At least please makes jessica together with yul! :'((
KingRoyal
#4
Chapter 28: Aww~ I've read this for a lot of times. Gosh I miss Jessber.
dheaariftya
#5
author can you allow me to translate this story in my country language??
TwinTurtles #6
Chapter 45: THIS STORY IS SO GOOD! But we need answers! Why did Jessica break up for Amber is it because of Krystal?? Was manager hyung surprised when Amber told him that the mysterious fan is Krystal when it was Jessica? What made Jessica give up Amber? Why didn't Amber succumb to her feelings about Krystal??? A sequel is needed!!
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#7
Chapter 29: Jessica did that so Soojung can have Amber, I swear...
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#8
Chapter 45: wae no JessBer happy ending QAQ
Va_asianloverz
#9
Chapter 45: update soon please
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 45: update soon please