Chapter 17 - Terrified

The True Reason

Its like Jessica's apprehensions about their relationship were all washed away, because of her little talk with Amber, the other day. It seems, she calmed a bit about what Amber told her. A bit, because there's still a tiny piece of thing, that is bugging in her mind, when she can't do anything to get rid of it. She keeps telling herself, most likely, convincing herself not to jump into conclusions when it comes to Amber's fan girls and her female and even male co-workers.

 

Speaking of co-workers, she can't get rid in her mind, about Eunjung's answer in an interview the other day. She can't talk about it with her lover, because maybe Amber thinks that her girlfriend is turning into a possessive-girlfriend-freak. Her not-so-ending reasons, when she talked about it with her friends and co-members - Of course I'm her girlfriend! Can you blame me if I'm acting like this?

 

When she's always bragging about this situation with them, they don't have a choice but to listen, and shook their heads. Its not that, they don't care about Jessica, actually they love her as their own sister but the mere fact is - she kept on talking about it over and over again, yet she don't have the guts  to spill it personally with Amber.

 

She received a lot of - Talk about it with her's or  Tell her what's bugging you's, and something like that, but she won't budge. That's why they ended up on listening, and listening, and still listening, because truthfully there's  no advice left in their minds already

 

 

 

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"Jessica, you should take care of yourself, when we get there okay? Its too crowded, and some of her fans are there so you really should be extra careful. Don't worry so it won't be too obvious, we'll go there with you." The middle-aged man said, wearing a pair of eyeglasses, who is now sitting on the passenger's seat. He has his eyes at the rear-view mirror, looking at the person at the backseat.

 

"Arasso, Manager-nim. Don't worry, we will be discreet, when I visit Amber at her show. We still know our limits."

 

Jessica is happy, more like excited because she was be able to visit her girlfriend at her show. Its also her first time to visit Amber at her workplace. Not like, she don't want to, but sometimes, her schedules were overlapping, that even her own body can't handle it anymore. Now that, she have her whole day to spend her time with Amber, she thought that, maybe she can do a surprise visit at Amber's workplace.

 

After a couple of minutes on the road, they finally reached their destination - Ilsan, MBC. Jessica can't hide her excitement, as she stepped out from the car and walked into the building. 

 

"Jessica, call or text us when you need something, arraso? They said, Amber is in the dressing room." She nodded her head at the person in-front of her. Then the two left, heading to the backstage, leaving Jessica at her own.

 

She was about to walk, when she felt her phone vibrated inside her bag. She took it out, and suddenly a smile crept up on her face. She quickly swipe the phone to unlock it and tap the green button to read the message.

 

 

 

From Baby <3: Baby, are you busy? I bet you are. I'm sooo bored. We just had our break time and I wish I can see you. Call me when you read this, okay? Love you!

 

 

 

 

She doesn't have to reply Amber, because in just a few steps away, she'll reach her dressing room. Heading towards her destination, she's now standing at the front door. Turning the knob, not even knocking first, she slowly swung the door open, and saw her lover at the corner of the room - back facing her. Amber was busy doing something, that's why she didn't notice that there's somebody entering inside the room.

 

Meanwhile, Jessica carefully closed the door behind, trying not to make any sounds. Successfully, she stealthily walks towards Amber. She placed the paper bag first on the coffee table, before she slowly snake her hands around Amber's waist.

 

"W-woah! What the .." Amber felt her heart jump, as she felt, that there's somebody hugging her from the back. She tried to look at it, but failed when she can't see that person.

 

"Amber~ baby. Its me." Jessica cooed, tightening her grip around Amber's waist.

 

"Jessica?" Amber turned around. Jessica's arms around her waist were now gone."OH! How come? I thought, You were busy? You sh----"

 

Amber didn't finish her sentence, when suddenly Jessica sealed Amber's lips by hers. Wrapping her arms around the tomboy's neck, Amber rested her hands on Jessica's sides, pulling their bodies closer. Their mouths move in sync as they deepen the kiss. Soon enough, they pulled away as air is needed. Amber her lips, before leaning forward to Jessica's lower lip, which made her to moan softly.

 

"I don't have any schedules today, and I decided to pay you a visit. I wanted to surprise you, that's why I'm here." She whispered, once they pulled away from the kiss. Their faces were just a few inches a part from each other.

 

"Really?" Amber gave her a soft peck on the lips."That's great! Now I can spend my time with you after this." She grinned.

 

"Actually, that's what I'm planning for today, and also ... I made some pasta carbonara and lasagna for you. I though, that maybe you still didn't have your lunch"

 

"Well, you're actually right. My stomach is already grumbling and it is already rotting. Good thing, God answered my prayers and you are here." Amber wiggled her eyebrows, which made Jessica to giggle.

 

"Okay-okay. I know you are." She said, before she peck on Amber's lips. They broke the hug and walk towards the couch, and sat on it. Jessica took the food containers inside the paper bag, and placed it on the table. She lift the lid one by one, before she gave the fork to Amber.

 

"My ... My .. My. Look at these! Now, my mouth is already watering! Thank you, baby! Don't worry! I'll make it up to you."

 

"Make it up to me? I like that! Hmmm ... I can't wait for it! Be sure you're going to do it, arachi?"

 

"Of course! Just be patient! After this you can have me already!" Amber grinned widely. Jessica plant a quick kiss on Amber's lips, before they start digging-in.


 

 

 

 

Soon enough, both of them were finished eating, and right now, they were cuddling on the couch, being lovey-dovey as if they were in their own places. Its a good thing that Amber locked the door earlier, so that no one will barge-in.

 

But an interruption came in, when a sudden knock was heard. They quickly pulled away from each other; they both fixed themselves. After everything is settled, Amber stood up and headed towards the door. She took a last glance at Jessica, and she nodded. This is a signal for her to open it. Amber turned the knob, and swung it open.

 

"Amber-ssi, everything is ready. Eunjung is already waiting at the backstage. We're going to start again for the next 8 minutes."

 

"Aahh. Is that so? Okay. I'll just fix myself first, then." The lady nodded, before she left. Amber closed the door and faced Jessica.

 

"Who is that?" Jessica asked.

 

"Its the stage manager. She said, that I have to go back there. The show will start in 8 minutes." Amber quickly noticed the slight disappointment written all-over Jessica's face. She chuckled when Jessica made a cute pout.

 

"Aigoo.." She approached Jessica, then lift her hands, motioning her to stand."Are you sad that I will gonna leave you for awhile?"

 

Jessica nodded shyly as she placed her palms on Amber' s chest, tracing random circles."You are really cute when you're like that." As a response, Jessica hit Amber's chest gently, which the latter giggle.

 

"Hehehe! Okay-okay. Don't worry, after this we can go to my place and spend some time together, okay?" Amber lift her hand, and gave Jessica a thumbs-up.

 

"Arasso-arasso. I'll be at the backstage, since manager-nim is also there." Then, Amber plant a soft kiss on Jessica' s forehead, before leaving. Jessica need to wait for a few minutes, so it won't be too obvious. After a few minutes, she headed towards the door and left.
 

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"This is SHOW CHAMPION! See you again next week! Thank you for watching us!" Amber sang, while waving her hands to her fans. I'm now at the backstage - grinning while clapping with my hands. I was eyeing Amber, who is now leaving on the backstage with Eunjung.

 

I squinted my eyes, as I saw Eunjung rubbing Amber's back, and it didn't stop when Eunjung whispered something to Amber with directly onto Amber's ear - smiling. I looked away, not wanting to stare at the view.

 

"Come on Jessica! Let's go to their dressing room." I heard my manager say behind me. I turned around nodded.

 

Heading towards the dressing room, I can't get rid in my mind of what I saw. Does she really need to whisper like that to Amber? Is it necessary to put onto Amber's ear as if she's whispering seductively to her? Ugh. As long as I don't want to jump into conclusions .. I really just can't! 

 

As we get nearer, we stopped on our tracks when I saw Amber, Eunjung and some of their staff outside their dressing room.

 

"Yah! Congratulations for the both of you! I'm happy because of the success of the show!" I assume that the director, patting Amber's back.

 

"Yeah! That's right! Actually your tandem is popular right now!" The man beside the director said.

 

"Really?" Eunjung asked. She has this excitement on her face. Amber looked up, smiling widely.

 

"Actually your fans made a ship name for the both of you." I furrowed my eyebrows."They said, that you two will make a great couple! Well, I can say that its true! Right, guys?" 

 

The others nodded in agreement, some others were cheering like they were teasing them. My insides are starting to boil, as I saw Eunjung whispering seductively again to Amber which made her to blush hard.

 

"Aigoo! Amber its good that your single right now,so you can date with anyone, or even ... Eunjung!" The staff were almost squealing. I saw Amber let out an awkward laugh. Eunjung bit her lower lip while looking at Amber .... Lovingly?

 

I heard my manager say something to me, but I didn't understand it, because I'm too focused at their conversation. And then suddenly, our eyes met. Amber has this shocked, and a bit terrifying expression when she saw me. I took a deep breath, as I started walking away. I'm mad; pissed. Right now, I don't want to talk to anyone else. I heard her calling my name, but I kept on running away from her. I can feel the people eyes at me, but I don't care. I just want to left this place immediately.
 

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A/N: This chapter is a bit long, isn't it? I hope you didn't get bored while reading it! Hehehe!

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ed_peniel #1
You made me confused author. You never reveal the true reasons its totally mysterious. I dont get why jess cheated on amber when she said she loves her so much and plus wtf no kryber in ending? This story amazing but the ending is EH? I hope this story have a part 2.
YourSmile-I #2
Chapter 45: GOOD JOB AUTHOR... READ THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN
thebrokeninside
#3
Chapter 45: At least please makes jessica together with yul! :'((
KingRoyal
#4
Chapter 28: Aww~ I've read this for a lot of times. Gosh I miss Jessber.
dheaariftya
#5
author can you allow me to translate this story in my country language??
TwinTurtles #6
Chapter 45: THIS STORY IS SO GOOD! But we need answers! Why did Jessica break up for Amber is it because of Krystal?? Was manager hyung surprised when Amber told him that the mysterious fan is Krystal when it was Jessica? What made Jessica give up Amber? Why didn't Amber succumb to her feelings about Krystal??? A sequel is needed!!
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#7
Chapter 29: Jessica did that so Soojung can have Amber, I swear...
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#8
Chapter 45: wae no JessBer happy ending QAQ
Va_asianloverz
#9
Chapter 45: update soon please
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 45: update soon please