Chapter 78

Youngest of Pieces: [WHO- I AM] (8)

 

Panting, he had been kissing her. She had her hands all over him; she held his head back with a tight grip of his hair and he had just gritted his teeth, panting. The way she glided her body over his, skin against skin, with her hand going up his sweaty chest, the way was over his, panting at each other, the between them felt unpredictable. They don’t know what the other one is going to do, but they know each other as well as if they could read each other’s minds. His fingers grasped on to her skin at each , his nails almost leaving marks when her lips moved over his and down to his chin, panting quietly along to the rhythm. Her hands held on to his arms when he rolled them around, she felt his muscles flex. He kissed her neck, ing deeper in her to hear her pant and moan quietly by his ear. In the background, Christina Aguilera was singing [Stronger Than Ever].

Jonghyun smiles against her shoulder-blade, his fingers trailing down her bare spine, the camisole she is wearing has been pulled up for him to take in the sight.

“What?” Hannah whispers, lying on her stomach and smiling against the pillow at his fingers and lips touching her skin as if she is something fragile, and it is fun after what they just have done.

“I think I left a mark,” Jonghyun chuckles, kissing her shoulder-blade.

“No, you didn’t…” Hannah turns her head to look at him but Jonghyun holds her down after kissing her on the cheek. One kind of rule among celebrities is to not leave a mark on places that can be seen, it is your image you need to focus on. He can’t stop smiling though, sitting up leaning on his elbow to have his fingers pass over a small red scratch mark a little behind her hip.

“Just a small one,” he assures her. Hannah gives out a whine but Jonghyun just chuckles, kissing her on the scratch.

“Are you serious?” Hannah whines and sits up, pulling down the camisole before placing her hands on Jonghyun’s shoulders to hold him down on his back so she can pass him.

“It’s very small,” he assures her again as he knows she is going to check when she gets out of bed. Hannah grimaces at him and tries to see in the mirror in her room, but it is too dark so she heads to the bathroom instead. Jonghyun is comfortably lying there at first on his back, smiling for himself, but when hearing Hannah whine that it’s not small he gets up on his feet to get inside the bathroom. He laughs when passing the door to see Hannah stand there and ily show off her back to the mirror for her to see the red mark. He bites his lip when walking up to her, putting his arms around her so he can reach down and touch the red mark, they both look over her shoulder to look at it. “It’s smaller in the dark,” he jokes with her. Hannah gives him a glare, pulling down the camisole again and gets out of his arms.

“You’re evil,” she mutters.

Jonghyun holds his arms around her again, holding on to her so she can’t step away from him and he is smiling when giving her a lot of tiny kisses on . “Are you mad at me, nabi?” he pouts out his fully lips at her, and then he bites his own lip, just driving her crazy when she looks at him.

“I’m mad,” she answers with her own pout, obviously just pretending to be mad.

“Don’t be mad.”

She grimaces when holding back a smile as he waves her back and forth in his arms and when she can’t hide her smile she hides her face against his chest. “I’m still mad,” she warns him when Jonghyun laughs at her way to hide. She smiles when looking down, her forehead resting against him. He is only in his underwear.

“Hannah…” Jonghyun breathes when her hand touches his stomach. She is always warm, but now they are both warm from being in bed.

“What?” she teases with her voice, her fingers follows the line from his underwear, thinking that she can do the same thing he does and she giggles when seeing him grow, like she had felt before when they were in bed. She gives him a kiss on his chest before she looks up to meet his eyes. “You look y,” she whispers with a smile, leaning up to bite his lower lip.

Jonghyun stumbles forward (for what reason, Hannah doesn’t know), but she giggles when he supports himself with both hands on the bathroom sink behind her, stepping closer to press her between him and the sink. Hannah keeps smiling at him, getting on her toes when he presses himself onto her and she holds on to a moan.

“You want to scratch me this time?” Jonghyun teases but his face is focused. She jokes by taking her hands to his back, biting his lip again.

“Watch out what you wish for,” she whispers with a smile at him. “But not in here.”

Jonghyun grabs her to turn them around; both of them are smiling, kissing while making their way back into Hannah’s room. They close the door after them and Jonghyun tries to direct them to the bed but Hannah hits the wall instead.

“Sorry,” he mumbles, turning them around for him to sit down on the bed and Hannah leans over him, kissing him again with her arms around his neck and hands searching its way in his hair while Jonghyun holds on to her waist.

A knock on the door makes them both stop, though Jonghyun’s hand on her makes Hannah distracted so she holds his hands away, giving him a warning stare. “What is it?” she asks to whoever it is outside her room.

“Just checking in on you,” Julia answers on the other side. “… Are you busy?”

“Very,” Jonghyun answers in a dark voice, looking at Hannah with deep eyes and she hits him on the chest to be quiet. He smiles at her, biting his lip; he wants to continue, but Hannah is just waiting for them to be left alone, her hands are by his neck lightly touching his skin.

“Okay… We are making spaghetti downstairs, just come if you want some – you too, Jonghyun,” Julia says; it is a strange midnight snack. “… And Jonghyun, please tell your girlfriend to eat something. She hasn’t eaten all day.”

Hannah sees his face-expression change when she listens to Julia leaving.

“You haven’t eaten today?” Jonghyun asks her, his tone is strict.

“I have eaten, she is just being stupid,” Hannah answers, trying to ignore it.

She kisses him again but Jonghyun leans away, not wanting to be kissed and he looks at her with that face-expression she doesn’t like, so Hannah leans back too to look questioning at him. She sighs when his expression doesn’t change and she steps to the side to crawl up on the bed and go lie under the quilt. Jonghyun looks after her, following her with his eyes, but he can’t help but to get confused to see how she faces the wall like she had been doing when he first came. “Are you shutting me out?” he asks in surprise when realising it. In just a second she changed completely.

“I’m not,” she mutters but she sounds upset.

“You are.” Jonghyun frowns. “What did I do now, care for you? You can’t get upset if I ask you if you have eaten today, Hannah.” She doesn’t say anything. “I’m talking to you!”

“Then keep talking, I’m not interrupting.”

She jumps under the quilt when Jonghyun hits the wall next to him. He gets up, walking around the bed where Hannah is lying frozen, listening at his movements. “Look at me.” His angry voice makes her turn around to look at him, looking upset while he looks angry, and she sits up under the quilt with her back against the wall to look straight at him. While she is happy for the distance the bed gives them, Jonghyun hates it.

“I didn’t come all the way here to have you being angry at me over a question, Hannah. I ask one question and you get upset, why is that?”

“Because I’m tired,” Hannah mutters, pulling up her knees to her chest under the quilt, hugging her legs.

“Are you tired of me?” Jonghyun wonders, his forehead frowning even more remembering that she asked before if he was tired of her.

“No.”

“Then who are you tired of?”

“Everyone,” Hannah shrugs her shoulders, “I’m tired of being asked how I’m doing, of why I don’t smile every single second, of everyone asking if I have eaten and suggesting me to eat more or less. I can’t take it!”

She keeps freaking out by herself while Jonghyun crawls up on the bed, sitting down on his knees in front of Hannah but when he tries to take her hand in his she is waving her hands to not to touched. Jonghyun moves closer so his knees are on each side of her, his chest touching her knees when he leans forward, trying to calm her down.

“I can take care of myself; I don’t need hundred of eyes watching me all the time!” Hannah continues, her hands struggling more when he holds on to her wrist.

“Stop it,” he tells her in a low voice, holding on to her wrists so tight that she can’t struggle but not hard enough to hurt her. He presses his body against hers so she really can’t move. “Hannah.”

“I’m tired of it,” she whispers to him, looking at his face. He is really handsome; she can’t avoid thinking about that with her messy mind. She lifts up her hands that he is holding by her wrists, touching his chest leaning above her knees, distracting herself quietly when looking at what her hands are doing. “I’m tired of constantly having to check my weight, to have people making sure I am eating and of… and of you always having to look over your shoulder at me.”

“You know I gladly look over my shoulder after you,” Jonghyun tells her quietly.

“But it’s not okay for me,” Hannah frowns, her hands going up to his neck, her fingers lightly traces along his jawline. She likes his jawline. “What if… What if I want to look after you too? Or hug you when you cry?”

Now Jonghyun smiles at her, taking her face in his hands. “You do look after me, and each time you hug me I feel better. Hannah…” Jonghyun smiles wider at her and holds her face closer to his, ”The only thing about you that scares me is just this; insecurity. You get so clueless about yourself at times that I just want to … iih, make you understand, that you are absolutely amazing.”

“I’m not amazing…” Hannah pouts, wanting to roll her eyes at those words but blinks instead when his thumbs caresses her cheeks.

“You are amazing,” he assures her. “Everything about you is amazing; as my girlfriend you are breathtaking, as 5 Pieces you are talented, as a living person you are stunning and amazing and beautiful and if you want me to tell you that more than what I’m already doing, I will not hesitate.”

Hannah meets his eyes, quiet at first, thinking, and Jonghyun just looks at her.

“I want you to kiss me,” she whispers, glancing at his lips. If he wasn’t holding on to her face she would have leaned forward to try kissing him; Jonghyun doesn’t let her.

“Why?” Jonghyun whispers back, not knowing if it is the right moment to kiss her but that voice of hers is begging him.

“You distract me.” Hannah feels like she is the one unable to breathe, her lips parts when looking up at his eyes. “I need you to distract me, Jonghyun.”

He hesitates but Hannah tries to move closer to him, her lips brushes his before he holds her back against the wall, not letting her kiss him. “Hannah…”

“I’m not asking because I’m desperate, Jonghyun,” she tells him, calming down but not liking his tone. “When will I get to see you again? When can I … I want you. I really love the surprise when you come over like this; I love to have you around… But it’s crazy. It’s not because I have had the crappiest day and I have felt the worst day, it’s just to have you here. And I can’t understand that…” Hannah stops when seeing how his face-expression has changed and she sinks down against the wall, sighing when putting her hand by his chin, touching his lower lip with her thumb. “I’m an idiot, I know.”

“You’re not-” Jonghyun starts with a chuckle but she interrupts him;

“A very blonde idiot, who lets her crappy day go out over her perfect boyfriend because he is the only one mixing up all these emotions… And I’m deeply sorry for it all.”

The side of Jonghyun’s mouth goes up in a smile, and he leans in to give her a soft kiss on her lips. He has known for years that Hannah has the craziest mood swings, but it seems like most girls are like that – right now, he wonders if she has had been alone for too long, aware of his girlfriend taking lonely time to get into the bad track of negative thoughts.

“I fell for you,” he whispers when gliding his face up next to hers, closing his eyes when breathing in the scent from her hair, “I ache for you,” he says to her hair before removing it with his hand to whisper in her ear; “I want you.” He nibbles her ear. “Only you.”

Jonghyun kisses down her neck, removing her hair when she leans her head back with closed eyes. His lips are placing soft kisses on her skin, his fingers trace down her arm all the way down to her hand, and he spread his fingers out between hers to link them together. Hannah can feel her legs almost start sweating under the quilt, getting warm between them, but she can’t move them even if she tries to remove the quilt over them with her free hand. He holds up their linked fingers above her head, pressing her body against the wall when kissing up her neck, to her face where he kisses her on the lips. It’s a strong and passionate kiss that takes her breath away, her whole body tenses up. She had wanted to understand the meaning behind his words, but he was distracting her in the iest way possible with his voice and sensitive touch.

“I love it when you confess your love to me,” Jonghyun says with his lips against hers, his voice low and rough. “It lets me know I’m not the only one going crazy.”

Hannah tries to look at him, but he is so close to her that she can’t see anything. She gives a small smile when trying to move a little bit. He has her stuck against the wall.

“Distract me more,” she whispers towards his lips, smiling at the suggestion.

She can feel his teeth on her lips when he smiles at her. Now when she opens her eyes she can see him looking at her, biting his lips when letting go of her hand above her head. Hannah takes a deep breath, not looking away from him when she takes her hand through her hair, not knowing what he will do. Jonghyun smiles again, taking the end of her camisole to pull it off.

 

Hannah is lying in her bed. She is under the sheets, lying on her stomach and fighting against her tired eyes to look at the body next to hers. Jonghyun is also lying on his stomach, under the sheets with one hand under the pillow he has his head on and the other hand resting on the bed next to his shoulder between them. She is looking at his face, smiling for herself a little now and then when thinking of that he is her boyfriend. His hair is really messy, and she thinks she is the one who did it look like that. He is really handsome, her boyfriend.

Quietly she lies there and observes him. The other ladies have gone to bed by this time, Hannah had heard a little of it while she was dozing off to sleep. Several of times she wants to touch him, to touch his hair or touch his cheek, just to touch him a little, but she holds it back just because she knows he has a problem to sleep. Now he is sleeping, and she shouldn’t disturb him. She is happy he is there with her.

It’s not fair how she treats him, how she had such mood swings tonight and she was just emotionally messed up. Everything going on, everything that has happened to her just got out of her locked safe to keep hidden in her head. All the memories she doesn’t like, also words and comments she has received are all locked up in that safe. To have her sister lie to the media unlocked it and to spend those hours alone here at the apartment, Hannah just … she couldn’t handle it.

Hannah bites her lip when holding in the tears. Jonghyun is great distraction. He is like an angel lying here in her bed right now, like the only one who can lighten up her dark mind and soul. She does feel better with him here, and though she doesn’t want him to leave she keeps an eye on the clock on the bookshelves as if she is hoping time will stop so morning doesn’t have to come. But it is silly, she thinks, that desperate feeling of being together, so she holds back the tears and decides she can not break down when he leaves. She is still when he moves; Jonghyun rolls to lie on the side, flaunting his chest at her and though she is just looking down for a second, when she looks back up at his face she smiles when seeing him blink.

“Are you crying?” he mumbles, his hand rubbing his eyes when trying to wake up.

“No,” Hannah answers in a whisper. She gets up on her arms to lean over his face, placing her lips on his for a kiss. He gives a delighted sound by the morning kiss and she leans back when his hand touches her hair. “Go back to sleep.”

“What about you?” Jonghyun whispers, his eyes are closed but his hand is caressing her hair when she lies down next to him.

“I’m not the one having a concert tonight,” Hannah smiles cutely at him. “Go back to sleep now.”

Jonghyun groans tiredly and rolls over on his stomach again, but his arm falls over her so Hannah lies on her back and his face cuddles in by her shoulder. “I can sleep on the plane,” he whispers and gives her a kiss on the shoulder. Hannah pulls up the quilt a little, just because she is under his arm. “Were you crying…?”

“I wasn’t.” She turns her head a little to the side, her cheek touches his hair. “I was watching you sleep.”

He smiles against her skin, kissing her on her shoulder again. “I like the thought of that,” he whispers in a soothing voice. His hand goes down her thigh, on the outside of the quilt, and Hannah giggles when he puts her leg over him and she turns towards him. Her head falls over his and she giggles at his grip of her, still she is the one moving her head to kiss him gladly.

They make out for a while, giggling and enjoying each other’s company.

Hannah gets up from bed first, using the bathroom before she comes back to the bedroom. She has put on underwear and a different camisole from the one she had yesterday, and she smiles when seeing her boyfriend spreading out on her bed and looking at her with half-open eyes.

“Do you know what I’m thinking about?” he asks, and his tone is just teasing her. He answers before she gets the chance; “It’s my first time in this apartment.”

A smile grows in her face when she crawls up on the bed. “You only thought of that now?” she giggles and when putting her hands next to each side of his body she leans down to plant a kiss on his stomach, then she lies down next to him and Jonghyun wraps his arms happily around her.

“Could you give me a private round tour?” he whispers before kissing her.

Hannah smiles after the kiss, nodding when he looks at her. “You should get dressed first,” she suggests in a low voice.

“And you shouldn’t,” he teases, giving her another kiss before he gets up.

Hannah pulls on her dressing-gown and waits with a smile to see Jonghyun get dressed. He pulls on his underwear, socks and cropped jeans, grabbing the sleeveless top before he gets up in front of her by the door to give her a kiss. Hannah smiles and lowers her head to button his jeans while he pulls on the top (he likes it, how she helps him to get dressed), and when the fabric falls down over his upper-body, Hannah glides her hand to his back, under the top.

“Be quiet,” she warns him before she opens the door. She can’t stop smiling at him, and she bites her lip when she turns around, having Jonghyun’s arm around her when they walk out.

She just points over to the left where the wardrobe and balcony are around the corner. She can stand there and point “Carolina’s room” on the left, “Maria’s room”, “Julia’s room” in front of them and to the right it is the bathroom. She doesn’t say anything about the Jacuzzi, too shy as she thinks he will come with a comment to ask if they should use it. Walking towards the chairs she says “Emelia’s room” to the right and she says the play room is just filled with boxes at the moment. They aren’t done unpacking. Hannah shows him the first floor, peeking inside all the rooms and in between he will stop her to kiss her on the lips or on the neck.

Hannah leans against the kitchen table with her when Jonghyun is taking something to drink in the kitchen.

“Have you talked anything to Kyung Ho…?” Hannah wonders in a low voice. She is holding on to her arms, looking worried even if he can’t see it as he is standing with his back against her.

“I talked to him yesterday; he said your cell phone was off so he couldn’t contact you,” Jonghyun answers and turns around. Hannah takes a breath to not look so worried. He still catches it though. “Don’t worry, I told him that I was coming to check on you and then text him in the morning.”

Jonghyun drinks some of the yoghurt milk while keeping an eye on her. He smiles when holding down the bottle, off the milk from his lip before he walks up to her.

“For acting so grown up, he still calls you Sleeping Beauty,” Jonghyun whispers in an amused tone when stopping in front of her. Hannah looks up with a smile, knowing he is teasing her. It’s not like she is the one who came up with the nickname the Korean brother has given her. Jonghyun smiles while biting his lip, leaning towards her so he can put his hands on the table on each side of her, the bottle in his right hand. Hannah tries to not stop breathing when he gets so close to her.

“SM said they want to promote him more through variety shows and radio,” she breathes, glancing from his eyes to his mouth when he gets even closer to her, and she gets the feeling he is giving her butterflies in her stomach on purpose. He then drinks some more, leaning back, and Hannah finds more words; “Including taking him to 5 Pieces’ concert next week to reveal who he is.”

“And you don’t want that?” Jonghyun puts down the bottle on the table.

“And you do?” Hannah looks confused. She finds it so obvious that he shouldn’t be promoted at next week’s concert when he is just getting popular with commercials and interviews along with the bigger stars. Last week he actually filmed a commercial with flower boy actor Lee Jong Suk.

Jonghyun shrugs his shoulder. “He seems excited about it; he has after all done his best and more to get somewhere.”

“But people will think he got signed with SM because of me,” Hannah complains.

“And you don’t want more publicity because of what your sister said,” Jonghyun nods, understanding, but Hannah’s jaw drops at his words. She hadn’t thought of that. People will really hate her. Jonghyun sees her reaction and laughs, and he gives her a peck on the cheek, smiling. “Whatever you’re thinking, it’s not true. Kyung Ho is talented and I have watched him on TV; he can both act and entertain. Plus, he got the looks. What more does a kid need?”

“Caring parents,” Hannah mutters, not liking that Jonghyun is saying the same things her members have been telling her. Jonghyun laughs at her again and she can feel his hands by her waist.

“He has you; no one is more caring,” he whispers softly at her. “And he has me; we are like the perfect trio, don’t you think?”

He leans in closer to her again, this time kissing her by her ear and Hannah starts smiling when feeling his hands inside her dressing-gown, embracing her waist under it. She leans her head away with a giggle when she thinks he her lips.

“You like to distract me, don’t you?” she giggles and puts her arms around his neck to give him a correct kiss.

“Mhm,” Jonghyun answers happily against her lips, making her moan when deepening the kiss. One hand leaves from holding on to her back, out from the dressing-gown and he lifts up her leg so she sits down on the table, and Hannah wraps her legs around him the moment she is sitting.

It is their try to make up for all the days they can’t meet, just sticking together like glue. Hannah doesn’t mind it, even if she spent most time yesterday crying and feeling horrible, spending the night with Jonghyun she thinks she can do better today than if he hadn’t come. As she has said before; he is great distraction for her.

Hannah takes her hand behind her on the table to now fall down on her back, when he doesn’t let her breathe but she is still holding her other arm wrapped around his neck to not break the kiss.

They make out for several minutes before hearing someone come down the stairs. Hannah puts her fingers over when looking at Jonghyun; she has this typical we-got-caught face-expression though no one has seen them yet. He bites his lip with a smile, closing the dressing-gown for her.

It’s no surprise that it is Emelia who enters the kitchen; always waking up first. She frowns when seeing the two of them there, but walks straight over to the worktop to take out a bowl for her cereals.

“The bedroom was too small for you?” she dryly jokes with a yawn. Hannah blushes behind her hand.

“Hannah was giving me breakfast,” Jonghyun jokes with the rapper and he ends the joke by nibbling on Hannah’s neck. Emelia can’t see it though but Hannah pushes him away. She gets down from the table, puts the gown back around her more properly before asking Emelia why she is up so early.

“I’m filming the video in Japan today,” Emelia groans tiredly. “And your boyfriend will get a ride with us there.”

Hannah looks at him as if he should be worried to be in the same car and flight as Emelia, but Jonghyun just smiles and puts his arms around her. He doesn’t care at all over Emelia’s presence, while Hannah just hopes Emelia doesn’t turn around to see them. Jonghyun kisses her on the cheek.

“I love you,” he whispers as quiet as he can. Hannah smiles softly at him, mouthing the words back as she can’t really say it while Emelia is there.

“Oh please, we are standing in a holy room,” Emelia finally turns around to complain (a place where its food is always a holy place for Emelia). As if he wants to piss her off, Jonghyun grabs Hannah’s with a tiny glare at the rapper, and Hannah just looks shocked when hitting his hand away before she pushes him out of the room.

“Enjoy your breakfast, Emelia!” Jonghyun chuckles after them. He laughs when Hannah hits him on the arm. She doesn’t know why he and Emelia always have to annoy each other. “I forgot my milk…”

Hannah gives him a glare and Jonghyun smiles at her, kissing her cheek again.

 

After that Jonghyun and Emelia has left, the next three to leave are Hannah, Julia and Carolina. They bring the puppies with them, just because Julia and Hannah want them around. Hannah isn’t different from how she usually is; she is quiet in the car, but she listens to the others and she doesn’t have to turn away from them. She does well all the way to Music Core; it is there she turns on her cell phone. A lot of people have texted her, randomly asking how she is doing and what she is doing… She knows all of them just want to show they care, but it is really annoying to have people text her just when something happens, and not otherwise. The only two people she responses to are Kyung Ho and FT Island’s Honggi, because she know they don’t text her just because something has happened to her.

A bad habit, she figures out, whenever she is on her cell phone she ends up going to twitter. After checking it’s filled with tweets from fans, Hannah knows the hate from yesterday’s rush has calmed down, but the amount of tweet are just the same. The contents have just changed a bit on some, a lot of them mentioning ‘real fans’. She even gets a picture of herself smiling widely with a hand up in the air as she is standing on the stage for some concert with the fan’s caption ‘I hate to see Hannah hurt. It doesn’t suit her. Please smile brightly to us again soon <3’

“Hannah.” She looks up when hearing her name, and she forces a smile at stylist Yong Hyun who just has come through the door. He leans down to give her a hug for a greeting after that he has greeted everyone else. “You don’t look as pale today, baby.”

“Carolina said during breakfast that she would stare at me until I ate something,” Hannah gives a try to joke about it; her face doesn’t pull it off.

“Really now? And here I thought it was some y beast who came to visit you last night, and didn’t leave until this morning,” Yong Hyun winks at her.

“Oppa!” Hannah whines and she kicks out her leg after him, missing of course, but Yong Hyun just laughs.

“I got it, girl,” he tells her and puts down his bag on a chair next to where she is sitting.

“Who told you?” Hannah wonders, leaning forward resting on her elbows after putting away her cell phone.

“Well, first of all,” Yong Hyun starts off saying when taking a seat, placing one leg over the other and he puts a finger up in the air for her, “I am your stylist; I know absolutely everything going on in your life…”

“Maria told you, didn’t she?”

Yong Hyun smiles, “She called me last night to talk about some outfit ideas for her solo album, and she might have added that a certain person was staying the night over.” He shrugs his shoulder, very happy over his fabulous relationship with 5 Pieces to have them call him in the middle of the night to talk both work and personal things. He then looks at Hannah, having this wondering face-expression. “You must’ve been hungry after all that work out.”

Hannah just drops at his comment, she can’t even whine at it and Yong Hyun laughs again. It is always amusing to .

“You and your y beast stayed the whole night in your bedroom… And I don’t think you spent all that time crying,” Yong Hyun explains his comment for her. “And that’s why I comment on the colour in your face.”

“You are horrible,” Hannah sighs and leans back, prepared to cover her ears if he says anything else. Lucky for her, Julia interrupts them.

 

Hannah just does her thing and leaves. She doesn’t notice anything different with the audience over what everyone were crazy to talk about yesterday, maybe because they are all there to see Julia perform and not went there to hate on Hannah, so the blonde girl can go without having to avoid people shouting out ‘Charlie’ after her.

They are filming for Life of Pieces today; Emelia in Japan, the girls at Music Core and for the concert practice. Cameras go with Hannah when she on her own is in the practice-room with the female choreographer Kim Ji Hwa. Because Hannah didn’t have to go on yesterday’s practice, she has to learn her solo stage today while the other ladies are busy with other schedules. Two days ago she went through the remix of her solo song [Butterfly] with Hyekyung, but she still has to learn the different choreography.

Hannah is sitting on the bench by the wall with Ji Hwa, going through the video of the new choreography and Hannah is biting her lip, hiding the insecure move behind her hand.

“Is it too confusing? The remix?” Hannah asks the choreographer quietly when they are re-watching it.

“You’re the one who came up with it,” Kim Ji Hwa mentions. They are serious, focused on completing this tonight, but she has worked with 5 Pieces for five years and lately she is well aware of that if 5 Pieces aren’t satisfied, they need to make it better.

“I know…” Hannah sighs, “But now when I actually hear it… I’m not sure…”

She gets to hold the tablet in her hand to look at the video by herself while the choreographer is doing something else. Hannah looks troubled, because she isn’t just looking at the choreography but she is listening to the remix version for the first time after that she had told Hyekyung how she wanted it to be.

“Unnie, did Hyekyung say something about it?” Hannah wonders.

“He liked it,” she answers and comes up to her. “What do you not like?”

“It’s confusing. Half of the song is gone, it is more- I don’t like it if the audience can’t enjoy the song,” Hannah is mumbling. She feels like she has been unfocused, because yesterday she was a complete mess and today she feels behind, like the concert practicing isn’t going well at all. She sighs and puts the tablet on the side. “Let’s go through it like this first.”

Hannah stretches out her body when walking up to the middle of the practice-room, next to where Kim Ji Hwa is standing with about two meters between them. They start off with Hannah copying the teacher’s movement, being taught one part at a time. They are saying the lyrics or humming the melody for the remix while going through the parts of the song. Hannah is wearing a pair of cropped leggings, sneakers and a dog-print t-shirt in gray. She is comfortable dressed like that, not caring if she dances too rough or sits down because it is that kind of outfit you can feel free in, and just act however you want. Her only irritation is that the collar keeps moving to the side, revealing a bit of her shoulder and her bra-strap, but it’s nothing more than that so Hannah keeps her focus on the practice.

After practicing for a long time going through the choreography, Hannah breathes out when they take a break. She walks tiredly up to the camera filming her from the side and she reaches her tongue out at it, knowing it’s for Life of Pieces – they don’t want serious footage, they want random ones.

“It turns out good,” she whispers to the camera, glancing with a smile at the woman holding it. “I thought the song was too strange at first, but now when I can see myself perform it on the stage… it works.” With a nod she backs away, and then turns around to sing and dance to what she just has been taught.

She turns her body after her choreographer, singing and dancing lightly to what she has been taught. She does it to not get tired; just keep moving, a lot or a little but she doesn’t sit down yet in a while, and within minutes she and the choreographer are practicing together again.

It takes another hour before the cameras are filming Hannah dancing to her song playing on the stereo, by now knowing the new choreography and Kim Ji Hwa is dancing next to her as a guide in case Hannah hasn’t gotten the moves together yet. It goes well, and it should after the long practice to learn the new choreography.

 

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Headline 13th: Carolina & Hannah Joins Julia To Perform [Party Tonight] On Music Core

Headline 13th: ‘We Got Married’ Episode 34 With Maria & Hyunsuk Airs

Headline 13th: New Picture Of 5 Pieces’ Carolina Creeping Behind Julia Makes Fans Laugh

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SuperShannon
#1
Could you upload these storys from winglin.net to here please!!
WarQueen
#2
Chapter 10: lol! This is so cute! I looove criminal minds <3
thehunniex
#3
Seems like a fic I would read.
Lemme grab my popcorn. :D
illlusionist #4
I almost believed the existence of this group.I love your style of writing. Looking out for more updates!!

With thanks and regards
illlusionist
arescom #5
seems nice.