Chapter 34

In This World .. Let Me Only Love You

 

A/N: I in so I didn't include the whole thing so, enjoy reading :)


 

 Jonghyun's POV

 "I hate you Kim Jonghyun. I hate you for making me fall for you over and over again!" she said.

 I look at her in confusion.

 "Yun Hee." I said.

 She look at me, "I hate you." tears streaming down her face, "I hate myself too, I hate myself for loving you." she said.

 I instanlty pulled her to my arms and tightly hug her, "Yun Hee, I-I love you." I said.

 I heard her soft sob.

 I look at her face and wipe the tears away from her eyes, "I love you, I still do." I said.

 She look at me.

 I sighed, "I thought you don't love me at all." I said, "Now that I know that you still, let's start all over again."

 "What about them?" she asked, talking about Sekyung and Key.

 "Let's explain everything to them." I said.

 "I can't hurt Key's feeling, he is my bestfriend." she replied.

 "But we have to tell them." I insisted.

 "But--" she was about to say something, when I put my finger in front of her lips.

 "Shhh, everything will be okay Yun Hee." I said.

 Then I carry her up and slowly put her down back to the sleeping bag.

 "Please, stay with me." she whispered.

 I kissed her forehead, "I will." I said and lay down beside her.

 She hugged me tightly as I her hair.

 "Jonghyun, can you sing a song for me?" she asked.

 "Okay, just close your eyes baby." I said.

 'It always appeared before me, Your face, I remember
 My heart that stopped short, You spitefully took my disfunctional heart.
 And with your bright smile, That's how you easily opened my heart.

 It's true, that is how I became your man.
 All my unpleasant memories, I no longer recall
 Because the hand that holds me tight is as warm as spring

 And now like a dream my heart has gradually stopped by your side
 Without awakening for a single moment, I dream an endless dream.

 And now like breathing, if you were to always rest by my side
 If you were to always remain this way, nothing better
 Nothing better than you, nothing better, nothing better than you

 And now like a dream, My heart in your embrace, is held still
 Without awakening for a single moment, I dream an endless dream.

 And now like breathing, if you were to always rest by my side
 If you were to always remain this way, nothing better
 Nothing better than you, nothing better, nothing better than you'


 I glance at her and I can see that she's peacefully sleeping. I missed this times when she was way too close to me. When she is hugging and holding onto me. I miss her sweet scent.

 "I love you, Yun Hee." I whispered in her ears.

 Then I slowly drifted to dreamland.

 Yun Hee's POV

 I was waken by the cold breeze. I opened my eyes and the fire that Jonghyun made died. I can also feels Jonghyun's freezing body.

 "Jonghyun." I lightly shake him.

 "Hmmm?" he barely moved.

 "Jonghyun-ah wake up." I lightly poke his nose.

 "W-what?" he look at me.

 "The fire died." I said, "Its cold." I snuggle to his neck.

 I heard him chuckle, "Baby, don't do that. It tickles me." he said.

 "But its cold." I replied.

 "I should make some fire then." he was about to sat up when I pulled him back down.

 For some instance his fell on top of me. His face near mine, our eyes were locked on each other. Then slowly he moved his face down to me. That kiss deepened. Jonghyun kissed my neck and nibbled on it. I couldn't control the shudders and moans escaping from my lips. His hands move inside the cloth I was wearing, then he reach for my and started working on it. We were both breathing heavily. Moans, grunts and other strange sounds can be heard inside the cave.

 When it was over, I rested my head on his chest and closed my eyes.

 "Yun Hee." he said.

 I slightly opened my one eye and look at him, "Hmmm?"

 "Do you regret anything about what happened between us?" he asked.

 This time I opened my both eyes, "N-no." I replied.

 He look away, "You sound so unsure." he replied.

 I cupped his cheeks and gave him a kiss. When I pull away, "I don't regret anything Jonghyun." I said.

 He stared at me as if reading what's in my mind. Then suddenly he pulled me down to him, "Yun Hee, whatever happened here is indeed memorable to me. As soon as we go back to where the others are, we will tell them about us." he said.

 I didn't replied. I hope that this moment would never end. I'm scared facing Key and Sekyung. I love Key but I love Jonghyun more. And if you ask me how much, isn't giving up my everything enough?

 


I wanted to apologize to my readers for not updating for too long. I was having BIG problems and I don't know hot to face it. Well I hope this update would be enough for you guys now. I am really sorry. Hope you guys would understand.

A LOT OF PROBLEMS ABOUT BEING IN LOVE. BEING A STUDENT. BEING A HUMAN.


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HyeMiGo #1
Chapter 48: Aigoooooo When are you going to update this story again?? :)
SHINing_Exotic #2
Aigooo yunhee just freaking remember jonghyun!!
Eliano #3
Pls update soon.
lululemon_lover24 #4
I want her to remember everything about Jonghyun and be happy and all<br />
....but I don't want this story to end soon! :( <br />
ohheyits-joyce
#5
omg.<br />
<br />
jjong practically kidnapped her xD
SHINing_Exotic #6
Oh come on I hate cliffhangers!
Eliano #7
Pls update soon. <br />
Yunhee pls remember.<br />
Luv your story.
SHINing_Exotic #8
You're being unfair key. Yunhee should have a choice. It's her decision in who she picks to love
ohheyits-joyce
#9
bad bad bad kibum!<br />
what about jjongie? :(