Jaehee's POV

It's a gloomy night, well at least for me. Only a few stars shine.

We're at the rooftop celebrating something.

What? I don't know, well I know but I'm trying to deny myself the sad truth.

We just finished our dinner that Jimin unnie, Soojin unnie, and JHeesung prepared for tonight's celebration.

Yeah, Enhypen members had dinner with us as well. So that's that.

It's only past 8. We went straight here to the roof that Jiyoon, Jungwon, and I cleaned.

There are Beers for the adults, Yakult for minors, chips, pizza, and of course Music. All set.

Everyone's partying. They are all happy for Saida.

Of course, I am too, I tried to party and share a laugh with them. Trying my very best to be happy for my best friend. But I slowly backed away trying to save myself from heartache, seeing Jay and Jimin cuddling, laughing, and worse stealing kisses from each other.

"I could use more drinks for my internal wounds.: I thought to myself.

I know I'm only 17 years old to drink this, so I just took the Yakult.

I am now sitting near the gutter staring at the stars drinking my 6th Yakult.

Then Zoa came and tried to talk to me

"You alright Jaehee unnnie?"

"Huh?" I gave her a quizzical look mostly because I didn't hear her

"I'm asking if you're alright. You're zoning out again."

"I'm alright Hye. Thanks for asking." I gave her a polite smile then drink my beer.

we stared at the same stars. I feel comfortable when Zoa is around

I think she noticed that I left the group earlier and made a world of my own.

Jiyoon unnie came out of nowhere.

"You two! What are you doing?" Soeun asked

I asked if she's drunk already..

Zoa gave me the look that's saying. "No, she's not drunk she's just weird."

"Well as you can see, we're doing nothing, just staring blankly at the stars. Ask Jelly, she's the one zoning out before I came and save her from drowning on her own thoughts." Hyewon said bluntly

Soeun looked at me as If studying something

"Ha! I can see and smell something" Soeun said still trying to study my every move.

"What is in your mind again Soeun unnie?"

"I'm not blind Jelly," She said. Now, with a serious tone.

"I know you're not. Who says that you're blind anyway? Maybe Crazy but not blind." I said trying to lighten up the mood.

I know Soeun unnie, I know that tone. Her serious voice. Since this morning when she barged into my room asking for help to clean the rooftop with Jihan. I know she's watching my every move trying to fish out something from me but I