Insight (not a story)
UndecidedSo this isn't like a short story or one shot chapter. I'm basically posting this to show you guys why I'm constantly worried about being unable to post up completed stories as I write, u can totally ignore this too xD
SSo right off the bat, I have a horrible habit of being unable to stick to writing one story at a time which is why I really need to get into like a stupidly super focused mode to even finish one story. I'm not complaining about having to write the story because i do love writing, I'm more annoyed by the fact that once I've reached a certain point in writing, my hands js refuse to work with me or the story anymore
TTo your tune already has 11 parts written and I have most of the story planned out, why I stopped to write Once was before? Because the next part was going to be a drag to write because I am horrible at detailing stuff and well, There's a lot of detailing and very little lovey dovey or suspenseful moments
Unable. Disable. Enable. Is actually the first soulmate au story I managed to write (also) 11 parts out of, it was going well, I liked it and then boom! I mess things up because I tried to force myself to write and now I have no idea where the story is going even though it was going to end soon like so close, I js need that little push
TOB&TLW is the trilogy and ending to my Tbp&twp story and I'm also so so close to getting it done but I was stuck writing at a scene and... I realise it has so few chapters too QAQ well at least compared to the previous two but I feel like I've twisted this story way too mucb to back off now
My only sin is you has too much talking, I love to write talking scenes but... My phone makes it annoying to do so because it doesn't automatically capitalise the next word when I use the " sign
A Knight &A Demon felt too cliche... And i barely had a proper story line xD I js knew parts and bits of whats going to happen so that was shoved aside very quickly
I'll either pick up straight To My Heart since I've just fin once was before or maybe accidental rental too but for now, I want to write straight to my heart js to satisfy my need for some crazy action scenes xD hopefully I can write them properly cause I terrifyingly bad at action scenes (also I really want to use that pic where Baekho covers Min's mouth)
Lips stained red is the first vampire story I wrote for them but... I stopped because I was writing other stories with meek smol Baekho and I was afraid u guys would get bored of that but I'll try picking it up again soon maybe I dunno
The devil's halo is also a soulmate au but with an angel and devil, don't know if u notice by now but most of what I write isn't posted in this 'story' xD xD
Brothers in hand was getting somewhere before writer's block slapped me
And accidental rental has hecking 14 parts man, I'll def pick that up again soon QAQ
Tattooed love is also a soulmate au with tattoos involved and stuff, it was a whole lot of cliche so I had to put it off for a bit
I tried to write hello neighbor a couple of times (this is the one where min n baek are neighbors and he saw baek having a hot y time and etc) I dunno why I was having such a difficult time writing it but I really was xD
Russian roulette is a no go cause its literally a hecking pentagon ish love triangle n i am not about those xD
Voicemail was supposed to be a one shot ANGST but I was too busy writing other stuff to actually complete it, also u guys love happy ending so... This one... Was also a no go until I'm actually thta angsty xD
Wik is also on hold because it was a very spur of the moment thing, honestly was supposed to be a one shot xD
And this pic is to show u how many MORE story ideas I have
Random bubbles is the title on wattpad but its called undecided in aff just so u guys now what I'm referring to
Yes I have that many more drafts that I have yet to post because I'm crazy that way and can never stick to one point
In fact if u read my exo fanfic or even browse through my stories in aff, it literally took me almost 5 years to finish Havoc Peace and most of the series in aff are left unfinished
So yeah, this is just to show u guys what's going on with my writing and why I always panic because I'm literally scared to post a story in fear that I never finish them now
And look what baekmin did to me. Wheeze, I literally finished writing almost TEN!! TENNNN! (full count is 9 for now) stories in the span of SIX months while I took FIVE goddamn years to finish one exo fanfic
SSo yeah I still have more half written stories but I don't want to shock u guys any more than this so yeah accept my love for baekmin and just bear with me x'D
I love you all and thank you so much for reading, commenting and just being such lovely people that I want to cuddle and spoil with more baekmin
Also not important but I just wanted you guys to know and also to clarify some things, all the drawings u see in the cover were done by me xD
And well, if you're interested (totally fine if you're just here for my stories too cause hey, this is a story platform) to see more of what I do draw, feel free to follow me on ig @/artistjoker or if you want a little more 'personal' ig, I recently created one called @/daysoflove13 but no fret
Anyways you guys are always welcomed to dm me if you want to chat about baekmin or my stories or well... Nu'est xD u can also find me on my twitter @/axel_joker_ctkm but I'm kinda slow at replying there so ig is your best shot if u want to talk to me
So priority list right now
1. Straight to my heart
2. Accidental rental
3. Tob&tlw
4. Basically whatever I can clear off before my brain decides that starting a new story is for the better xD
I'm also interested in writing a story which would require your interactions in it, kinda like an otome styled thing but as of now, it's still a thought because it would require a lot of things to get it done xD like comments and chapter arrangements and stuff like that
Yeah okay I should stop before I get too long winded
If u read all the way here, you're the MVP! All of you! Love ya and rolls out until I come back with a new story next year!
Lol I took this ss cause what an angle and a time to be alive, they bout to kiss-smacked
For real, which other author would look at this and be all like they body rolling against one another x'DD I'm sorry I'm so random man
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